Ironically, I can't even blame myself. I'm a cold robot. I'm not qualified to have your wife.

So I am more and more indifferent to you, I think maybe you know wrong, you will choose to divorce me. But you still haven't

At that time, I was also a bastard. I was selfish and indifferent. I couldn't feel and take care of your mood at all. I just want to find my feelings, so when I meet Shao Yingying again, I think I've caught another straw.

Because she was the only woman I ever liked. I still remember the feeling of loving her, but it couldn't be produced.

I approached her only to find even a trace of human emotion. I didn't even think it would hurt you if I did.

No, I know it will hurt you, but I don't feel it. I don't even have a guilty heart, which makes me hate myself even more.

It also makes me eager to be a living person again.

But I didn't expect that during the period of contacting Shao Yingying, you would have an accident, and you even hid me.

In the end, I didn't find a trace of emotion from shaoyingying, but I got a kind of inexplicable heavy mood from you.

Yes, when I know that you are suffering from HIV and your child is expected to die, I finally have a sense of heaviness in my heart.

At that moment, I didn't know whether to be happy or sad. But sadly, I couldn't have it. But I understand a truth, whether I love you or not, I can't hurt you.

I am willing to do anything for you, to take care of and wait for your mother and daughter forever, and to make every effort for your happiness.

Except I can't love you

I don't know if I can make you happy and happy. But this is the only thing I can do for you.

I also know that you do not want these, but I can only give these. From then on, I live for you.

However, when you see this letter, I am dead.

I can't protect you any more. I think it's God's punishment.

Xia Yu, don't be sad for someone like me. It's not worth it, because I don't love you.

Please don't love me.

Pei yuanze wrote by himself. ]Looking at these contents, Xia Yu was shocked and her tears had already burst.

When she saw the last sentence, Pei yuanze asked her not to love him, she could not help crying out!

Holding on to the letter he left, Xia Yu's heart broke in tears.

She had never been so miserable.

Even when she knew that she had HIV, she was not so desperate.

Why is the heart so painful?

I don't know the truth. She hasn't suffered so much. She feels like she's going to die. Pei yuanze didn't love her. He couldn't love her.

He took so much, but said nothing. And she was wondering whether he loved her or not?

Xia Yu thinks her love is too selfish and narrow.

I also love what happened to Pei yuanze.

Now he has sacrificed his life for the sake of his country. He has lost his feelings belonging to human beings, not to mention his life. This makes Xia Yu very sad for him, and also makes her blame him before.

If she could, how she hoped that he would live well, and also have feelings that belong to people.

But there will be no more