It has been 5 years .

It has been 5 years ,he has left me.

He left me alone in this cruel world with a baby, when he vowed that he will always be there.

I don't think I will be able to forget ,his cold body fell in limp,his soulless eyes staring at me,his dry lips and pale face.

He will always have a space in my heart that no one can replace or steal.... But I've to move on.

Today is my wedding day. I'm getting married to my childhood love--Abdulrahman.

He stood by my side and help me  through all those years that I thought I could never past through.

I don't want to reminisce those period,I've moved on ,I chanted to myself. I've moved on for my son .

I love Abdulrahman, he proposed to me some years ago but I was still drowning to my misery ,I accepted his proposal last year and today here I stand before a mirror like a new bride.

Please help me through ya Allah "I prayed silently.

"Here comes the beautiful bride" maryam shout out.

I smiled at her and glanced at my husband-to-be ,he smiled at me showing his white pearls teeth with his prominent dimples. My heart skipped

After the Nikkah ,we drove home. My new house and home. The house is cosy ,it looks normal not like Yusuf gigantic house.

He unlocked the door ,we entered together and said our Teslim .

I walked pass him,he lifted me up,and instinctively I wrapped my legs around him.

He looked at me with love "do you know how many times I've dreamt of this"he whispered huskily, he looked at my lips.

As the kiss was deepen ,I felt myself being yanked away from him and my body hit the wall hard. I g.r.o.a.n.e.d out, looking at him confusedly.

"You",he raged out.

"What happened" I asked in fear and confuse ,what have I done wrong?.

"You dare m.o.a.n.e.d out his name while I was kissing you. I know you are a whore. You left me for him because of his money and fame" he yelled while walking towards me,I shook my head vigorously not wanting him to come near me.

He laughed manically"where is he now".... He scowled "oh ,I remembered,he's under the ground 6ft".

"I will make you regret ever leaving me for him. All the pain you caused me ,I'm going to inflict it on you."he spat out with disgust and so much venom.

He slapped me hard ,I felt my consciousness zoning in and out.

Blackness came to greet me ,and I happily embraced it.

"I hope I've not marry wrong " that was the last thought on my mind before everything disappeared.