"What." Shunian put his hands on the Liuli stage behind him, looked at Xie Ruhe's eyes, then quickly lowered his eyes, like a dog with the owner's eyes, "no, no, that's what my mother said..."

Xie Ruhe stares at her quietly and doesn't speak.

His breath is close at hand, warm, with the astringent taste of traditional Chinese medicine, more is the taste of mint. Shunian swallowed his saliva and explained in a low voice, "I didn't really think so before."

Xie Ruhe stood up straight and gave a faint hum.

The milk in the pot began to smoke white. Xie Ruhe turned off the fire. Side head a see, notice book read of facial expression still Zheng Leng, he also Leng under, stretched out a hand to touch to touch her head: "I know."

He can see it.

At that time, all her thoughts were very simple. What she said was what she thought was wrong. She would never do anything wrong, even a single thought would not come up.

It's impossible to have any other thoughts about yourself.

Xie Ruhe picked up the pot, bypassed shunian and went to the restaurant.

Shunian consciously followed him, like a small tail. She climbed to the next chair and sat down. She watched Xie Ruhe pour the milk into the cup and said, "it used to be. I just wanted you to grow taller."

“……”

Compared with other students with general relationship, shunian must care more about Xie Ruhe. She worried that Xie Ruhe's height would be surpassed by other boys shorter than him, because he didn't have enough nutrition and lost the day after tomorrow.

I don't think it's fair.

She didn't care much about what Xie Ruhe thought.

I can't help but want to be nice to him. I don't consider whether he will feel uncomfortable because of the useless things, even if I bring him only two boxes of inexpensive milk.

Now I think of it, plus what I just said.

Reading began to sit and stand uneasily.

Shunian thinks words like "little white face" are not pleasant to hear.

When Deng Qingyu said that before, shunian was not happy and argued with her several times. Shunian didn't dare to tell Xie Ruhe about it, for fear that he would be unhappy.

After all, Xie Ruhe's family conditions were not very good at that time.

At that age, Xie Ruhe wore the same shoes all year round. Except for his school uniform, he didn't seem to have any other clothes. What we eat is just plain food and rice.

Simple is heartbreaking.

Just pour out the last drop of milk in the pan.

Xie Ruhe took a look at her and asked casually, "do you think I'm tall enough now?"

Shunian said honestly, "it's very high."

Xie Ruhe's eyebrows and eyes are slightly raised, and he seems to be in a good mood. Later, he moved two cups of milk to a place far away from the book, and said, "don't drink it first, don't drink it on an empty stomach."

With that, he took the pot and went back to the kitchen.

"Oh." Shunian immediately came down from his chair and followed him again. "I really don't feel that way At that time, Chen Hanzheng always said those unpleasant things to you, and I just... "

Xie Ruhe took out a packet of toast from the cupboard and asked, "what's the bad thing to say?"

The book reads a Leng: "don't you remember?"

Xie Ruhe rinsed the knife with running water, dried it with a paper towel and said carelessly, "I didn't listen much."

Smell speech, book read to think seriously: "say you achievement is poor, thin like a bamboo pole.". And said Say you don't play with boys, just stay with me all day. "

Shunian doesn't remember what Chen Hanzheng said. In a word, it must not be as gentle as she said. Chen Hanzheng was not very old at that time. She was a young man with a heart. She spoke with some ugly words, and she couldn't repeat them.

"My grades are poor." Xie Ruhe didn't care too much. "At that time, he was a little over seven meters old and weighed less than 100. And I do stay with you. "

“……”

Xie Ruhe cut off the side of the toast and said solemnly, "it's the truth, not something unpleasant."

Shunian blinked and realized that there was nothing wrong with his look. She was relieved that she had thought too much and would not continue the topic.

She stood next to Xie Ruhe and watched him butter the toast and put it into the baking tray. After a while, Xie Ruhe suddenly asked, "don't you like tall people?"

Not knowing why he said this, shunian shook his head: "No."

"Then your milk is not wasted."

"Well, well?"

"Give me a drink. I'm tall."

Shunian nodded stupidly: "yes."

Xie Ruhe's eyes are dyed with bright colors, and his eyelashes are as fine as crow feathers, which makes his eyes more and more deep. He tilted his head and asked in a low voice, "and now I am --"

shunian didn't respond: "Xie Ruhe?"

Xie Ruhe hooked his lips and said, "there's more."

After a pause, he suddenly understood what he meant. She licked her lower lip and said dully My boyfriend. ""Well." Xie Ruhe took back his sight and rubbed his neck, "so there's no waste."

After breakfast.

Shunian wants to clean up the dishes and take them to the kitchen. Next moment, Xie Ruhe naturally took the plate in her hand and said, "go and change."

The book read a voice: "want to go out?"

Xie Ruhe reminded her: "go to see a psychologist."

Hearing this, shunian stood in the same place in silence. His face looked stiff and he didn't know what he was thinking.

Xie Ruhe bent down to see her: "what's the matter?"

Shunian whispered, "I don't want to go."

"And tomorrow?"

"I don't want to go tomorrow either." Maybe it's because he didn't have the confidence, he didn't look up, he didn't dare to look at him with drooping eyelids, and his voice was too low to be heard, "I just don't want to go."

Xie Ruhe settled for a few seconds and soon compromised: "OK, if you don't want to go, you won't go."

Shunian was relieved to clean up the dishes and chopsticks: "then I'll do the dishes."

Xie Ruhe did not stop her, frowning at her back. After a long time, he went to the side of shunian and helped her put the washing things in the original position.

The next few days.

They get along like this every day. Almost 24 hours a day together, reading has become particularly sticky to him, where he went, she followed. If you don't talk more than before, it's like being extremely insecure.

Shunian never mentioned the idea of going out.

Occasionally Xie Ruhe raised it, but she was also vaguely perfunctory in the past.

In addition to daily at a fixed time, Fang Wencheng will bring the things he bought according to the list given by Xie Ruhe. The rest of the time, their world is just each other, no one else.

Reading has become uninterested in most things.

She doesn't do anything else every day except to talk to him. Most of the time, she just sits beside him in a daze. She looks dull and clever, like a doll.

He was full of worries and didn't tell him at all.

Xie Ruhe didn't know what she was thinking, so he could only often say something to amuse her.

Hope to make her happy.

Only at this time will her face change.

Xie Ruhe really likes this kind of life.

After all, before the book came, he had the same life. Every day he stayed in the house alone, writing songs and doing rehabilitation. He was lonely and lonely. With the coming of shunian, his life became much more lively.

But it's only for himself.

Reading is different.

She has something she likes and wants to do. She shouldn't stay in this house every day and accompany him carefully. It seems to be abruptly deprived of the light on the body and slowly curled into its own shell.

I'm not happy at all.

This kind of reading.

It's like a tight thread that will break at any time.

Xie Ruhe looked up some information on the Internet. Noticing the time, he got up and gently pushed open the master bedroom door. I don't know if I fell asleep. At the moment, shunian is curling up in the quilt, not moving.

He went over.

Probably heard his footsteps, shunian immediately emerged from the quilt, eyes flashed a trace of defense, at the same time to see him scattered. She looked at him drowsily as if she had just woken up.

"Did you wake up?" Xie Ruhe asked

The voice of the book read with a nasal voice: "no, I didn't plan to sleep that long."

Xie Ruhe sat down beside her and asked casually, "do you want to go out to play?"

Shunian hesitated and asked, "where to..."

"Going to the cinema?" Xie Ruhe suggested

Silence for a few seconds.

"I want to sleep a little longer." Shunian buried his face in the quilt again and said, "I'll accompany you at home later, ok..."

Xie Ruhe's Adam's apple rolled and said in a dumb voice, "good."

Hearing this answer, Shu Nian showed two big round eyes from the quilt. He looked at him nervously for fear that he would be angry: "are you angry?"

"No Xie Ruhe reached out and touched her eyes, "Niannian, I hope you are happy."

Shunian's eyes stagnated for a few seconds, and then said, "I'm not unhappy."

There is no unhappy, but it does not mean that she is happy.

"That's good." Xie Ruhe reluctantly pulled up the corners of his lips and said, "sleep."

Out of the room, Xie Ruhe went back to the living room and sat on the sofa. He looked at what he had just checked on the computer, scratched his hair, and then called Fang Wencheng: "help me find a psychologist."

Fang Wencheng immediately said, "OK."

Communication between the two has always been simple.

When Xie Ruhe was about to hang up, he suddenly thought of something: "if..."

Fang Wencheng said, "young master, you can tell me something directly.""If I tell shunian to get married now..."

Xie Ruhe didn't know what was the reason for his mood during his study. He always worried that it would be his own problem. He breathed slowly, looking tired, and didn't finish what he had to say.

Fang Wencheng was silent for a few seconds and said seriously, "I think it's a little fast."

“……”

"I remember that you and shunian didn't seem to have been together for long." Fang Wencheng euphemistically said, "we haven't got to know each other in depth, and we haven't experienced the running in period. If we rashly put forward the marriage issue like this, we may scare each other."

Xie Ruhe's eyelashes moved: "will you be scared?"

"Yes." Fang Wencheng seriously thought about it, and gave a steady suggestion, "if it's me, I'll have to associate for at least three years before I start thinking about getting married."

Smell speech, Xie Ruhe's lip line straightens, look lazy ground says: "you give me what example."

Fang Wencheng said, "ah?"

Xie Ruhe repeated his words slowly: "if it's you, you should have a relationship for at least three years..."

Fang Wencheng didn't know what he said wrong, so he said, "yes."

Speaking of this, Xie Ruhe's voice stopped, too lazy to repeat. He chuckled, but his tone didn't contain a trace of smile. His expression was obscure and unclear: "am I going to marry you?"