Defeated By Love

Chapter 28



Deng Qingyu knows that shunian is always sensible.

When she decided to divorce Shu Gaolin, Shu Nian was less than 12 years old. She once cried because of this. Later, she seemed to be afraid that because she was in a dilemma on both sides, she would not mention it again.

When other children are in the rebellious period, shunian is always obedient. Except for some small things, she never needs to worry about them.

When she decided to remarry, shunian didn't complain at all. She was supportive from the beginning to the end.

Her daughter is the best gift from heaven.

Once upon a time, when shunian was so hard, Deng Qingyu knew clearly that her thoughts and practices were wrong. She was always worried about letting others know that shunian was insane.

I'm afraid that others will point out to shunian that she is a madman and a psycho.

Deng Qingyu felt that she could not stand such words.

So if shunian didn't take the initiative to mention it, Deng Qingyu would never take the initiative to take her to see a doctor.

Because of this idea, she almost lost her daughter.

Deng Qingyu will not let himself do wrong again.

"Read." Deng Qingyu pondered over the language and said slowly, "your uncle Wang's idea is that you have graduated from university and are not young. You should not spend your family's money any more. And he thinks it's too expensive to see a psychologist. "

“……” Shunian was silent. "I know."

"But what's the point." Because of her state, Deng Qingyu never said these things to him, "his son has a little cough, so he has to go to the hospital. If I give my daughter money to see a doctor, it's money burning?"

I didn't expect that she would say this, but shunian looked up.

"I've done something wrong to Wang Linxi." Deng Qingyu's tone with anger, "he's the second day of this year, I'll pick him up to school, eat, drink and wear what he likes. I regard Wang Hao's son as my son. What does he regard my daughter as? "

“……”

"Why..." Deng Qingyu seems to be unable to go on, anger gradually dispersed, voice became choked, "read, you should tell your mother, you should not be a person holding."

Looking at her tears, shunian was a little at a loss: "I don't feel so unhappy..."

"Yes? But mom doesn't want you to be wronged any more. " Deng Qingyu took out a paper towel to wipe away her tears. "The reason why I remarried was really that I felt tired and wanted to live better. But only if you live well. "

Shunian didn't know what to say.

"Wang Hao has not mentioned this matter to me any more. I told him I would divorce if I didn't want to." Deng Qingyu is nearly 50 years old. Her long hair behind her ears shows several white hairs. "It's not so hard to solve."

Shunian's eyes are sore: "don't you think I'm always dragging you down?"

"What are you talking about?" Deng Qingyu is not very happy, she said such words, "to feel the drag, I also feel that Wang Hao is dragging me to take care of my daughter."

“……”

Deng Qingyu is very serious: "you are the most important thing for mom."

Once upon a time, Deng Qingyu always had a bad temper. She would lose her temper easily. But after shunian fell ill, she seemed to have completely changed herself. Her speech was no longer the same as before. She was always sharp.

She became gentle, good-natured and very patient.

I haven't seen her like this for a long time.

Because of Deng Qingyu's words, her mood became more stable.

Deng Qingyu didn't waste her time knowing that she had to go to the recording studio for a while. When she finished eating noodles, Deng Qingyu sang her birthday song, and then they ate the cake together.

Shunian went back to her room and changed her clothes. After thinking about it, she took the bag that she put on the bedside table.

Deng Qingyu is putting most of the rest of the cake into the refrigerator.

When the book came out, they went out together.

Just downstairs, shunian noticed the car parked downstairs.

It's Xie Ruhe's car.

Shunian hesitated and said to Deng Qingyu, "Mom, my friend seems to be coming."

"Where is it?"

"Just that car." Shunian pointed in the direction of the car, "shall I go and have a look? You wait for me here. "

It's rare to hear the word "friend" mentioned by shunian. Deng Qingyu was a little happy and immediately waved her hand: "no, your friend may have something to do with you. I'm going to buy some food nearby. It's not the same way as you. I'll go first. "

The book read should sound good: "that you are careful on the road."

Having said that, Deng Qingyu stood in the same place for a while and looked in the direction of the past.

When shunian passed by, the window in the back seat came down. There was a man sitting in it. The distance is not too far. Deng Qingyu can see the appearance of a man clearly.

The eyebrows and eyes are very beautiful, the figure is thin, and the temperament is gloomy and thin. When I read the book, my expression didn't change, but my eyes softened.They don't know what they said.

Later, Shu Nian turned to look at Deng Qingyu, bent his lips and waved to her.

Deng Qingyu smiles and nods to her.

Then shunian got on the bus.

Deng Qingyu did not stop, turned to the direction of the small gate of the community. In my mind, I recalled the appearance of that man again, and felt familiar.

After a few steps, she suddenly remembered.

That's the son of Xie Ji and Ji Xiangning.

Xie Ruhe.

In the past, when shunian always played with Xie Ruhe, Deng Qingyu disagreed with her very much. She attacked her several times and asked her to stay away from him. But it's of no use, and in the end it's nothing.

In fact, Deng Qingyu didn't know them. She just heard from the neighbors that Xie Ji was a drunkard who only knew how to drink all day. When he was in a bad mood, he threw things and cursed people. Sometimes when he wasn't sober, he would hit people.

Deng Qingyu is always worried that Xie Ruhe will be like his father. If he is not happy, he will do something bad to shunian.

Ji Xiangning is not from the town.

It's said that it's like a TV play. It's a rich family. The family did not agree that she would follow Xie Ji, a poor boy, so she broke contact with the family and eloped with him to this small place.

Deng Qingyu thought it was just a chat after dinner, which was not credible.

But later, Xie Ruhe's grandfather came to pick him up.

It can also be confirmed that Ji Xiangning's family conditions are really good, and he has a smooth life.

It's a pity that I entrusted the wrong person.

Life is ruined.

Thinking of Xie Ruhe and Ji Xiangning, Deng Qingyu sighed. She felt that it was too inhuman for her to let shunian stay away from Xie Ruhe after listening to others.

Growing up in such a family, but also a good child.

A poor child.

As soon as I went by, the rear window came down.

Shunian blinked and asked, "Why are you here?"

Xie Ruhe said honestly, "I'm looking for you."

"What?"

"Are you going to the studio?"

"Yes."

"Then get in the car first." Xie Ruhe said softly, "I'll take you there."

Shunian didn't refuse. He turned back and waved to Deng Qingyu. Then he got on the other side of the car and tied his seat belt with his head down: "what can I do for you?"

Like noticed the person outside the window, Xie Ruhe did not answer her question, suddenly asked: "is that aunt?"

Hearing this, shunian looked through the window and noticed Deng Qingyu's back.

"Yes."

Xie Ruhe paused and asked, "where is she going? I'll take her there. "

"No more." Shunian said, "she goes to the neighborhood to buy vegetables."

"Then I --" Xie Ruhe's words were a little cautious, like asking her for advice, "do I want to say hello to her?"

Shunian really didn't think of this. He was a little stunned: "no, it's all gone away." She instantly remembered the bad words that Deng Qingyu always said to her, and added in a low voice: "next time."

Xie Ruhe nodded.

Fang Wencheng in the driver's seat starts the car.

I don't know why Xie Ruhe came to find himself. After asking twice, he didn't answer. Shunian didn't ask again. He remembered one thing: "by the way, here you are."

Shunian, give him the bag on his hand.

Xie Ruhe took it subconsciously, as if he didn't respond: "give it to me?"

Afraid that he was not happy, he was a little nervous about reading: "well."

Xie Ruhe's Adam's apple rolled: "why did you send me a present for your birthday?"

"Ah, you remember my birthday?" Shunian bent his eyes and said happily, "didn't you give me a present on your birthday? I think on the other hand, I'll give you a present for your birthday. "

Xie Ruhe was dazed and hesitated: "did I give you a gift?"

"Yes." He looked as if he didn't remember. Shunian reminded him, "it's the bag of medicine you gave me. It's very useful. Thank you

“……” Xie Ruhe didn't explain. He looked down at the bag again and said in a low voice, "can I open it?"

Shunian nodded: "yes."

Because I've heard Fang Wencheng say before, shunian is very careful when choosing gifts. Thinking about his career, he should listen to a lot of songs at ordinary times. Finally, he chose a pair of earphones according to the rules.

Xie Ruhe took it apart and saw that it was very light. He didn't even tear the wrapping paper.

Seeing the things inside, Xie Ruhe seems to be in a good mood. He bends his mouth, then takes out his mobile phone and plugs it in.

Aware that he was not unhappy, shunian was relieved: "I'm afraid you won't like it."

Xie Ruhe was silent and said, "No

If the recipient likes it, the giver will be happy.

"Then try it." Read the book close to the past, "I do not pay attention to buy headphones, this is to see others recommend. The sound quality and recording effect seem to be good. "Smell speech, Xie Ruhe's eyelid moved, seem to think of what. Then he handed her one of the headphones with a microphone and said, "try recording."

Shunian looked at him suspiciously: "what?"

Xie Ruhe lowered his eyes to avoid her sight: "I want to try the recording effect."

"Oh." Shunian took the earphone and asked him, "shall I try it?"

Xie Ruhe answered the question slightly.

Shunian scratched his head. For a moment, he didn't know what to say

“……” Xie Ruhe didn't speak.

Shunian thought for himself and turned out the script in the bag: "let me say a line."

Xie Ruhe said, "good."

Xie Ruhe turned on his mobile phone to record.

At a glance, shunian read out the first line of the page into the microphone: "it's two hours and seven minutes and 26 seconds since we last met. I miss you a little. Would you like to meet me? "

With that, shunian hands the earphone to him, indicating that he has finished.

Xie Ruhe took it and didn't turn off the recording. Then, like carelessness, he came to her side and looked down at the script in her hand.

The overwhelming clear air, mixed with the taste of some traditional Chinese medicine, twines around the book instantly.

Reading a little nervous, subconsciously: "what's the matter?"

Xie Ruhe said, "I'll try, too. What's the next sentence?"

Shunian is trying to point it out to him.

The next moment, Xie Ruhe licked the corner of his lips, and his eyes were fixed on a certain place, staring at four words. He opened his mouth in a low, dumb voice: "I like you."

This sudden words let the book read breath pause.

The book read to open mouth, the facial expression is at a loss, also lowered the head to see to the script. Finding the position of the line he said, she pursed her lips and pointed to one of the positions: "the line I just said is here."

Xie Ruhe took back his sight, sat up calmly and looked out of the window.

I don't know if it's sunlight coming in.

His ears are a little red.

After a while, Xie Ruhe said softly, "I didn't find it."