Born in the royal family, I am the thirteenth son of emperor Rong, the treasure of the kingdom of God.

Most of my father, Prince and son's descendants are weak. Before me, several of my brothers died early. When I was born, my eldest son, who was already eight years old, died early.

It's a pity that I was born prematurely, and I'm always weak.

The father and the emperor attached great importance to his son and heir. Because of the early death of the eldest brother, the fifth emperor brother was ominous, and he loved me very much.

When I was a child, I seldom went out of the house. My mother and concubine said that I was not in good health and could not stand the wind. But when I was young, I wanted to go out to read and write, ride horses and shoot arrows, but eventually I could only set up a small table in the room to read and read by myself.

At the age of six, perhaps because I had been in the palace all year round and had never gone out, my body began to get better. My father and the emperor took me to the Palace Banquet.

I sat in my father's arms, did not dare to speak, did not dare to move, only carefully looked at everyone on the Palace Banquet.

I saw the Empress Dowager Fengyi coming in thousands of times. The mother's concubine knelt down in front of her mother like everyone else.

When I was young, I sat in my father's arms and didn't move. The queen mother looked at me. She didn't seem to like me very much, but she still praised me in front of my father, saying that I was born like my father when he was young.

I also saw the 13-year-old second brother.

The 13-year-old second brother is very beautiful. He smiles at everyone and me, but I am afraid of him and dare not get close to him.

In the middle of the Palace Banquet, the fourth brother suddenly fell ill and vomited black blood. The mother said that it was poisoning.

In those days, I was again ordered by my mother's concubine not to go out. Later, my mother told me that the fourth eldest brother was dead, and the lady Xu in the palace was gone.

I just got better and began to get sick again. Even several times, my father almost couldn't save me. My father still cherished me like that, but I didn't have the initial expectation in my eyes. It was just a simple love.

I'm very glad that only I get complete fatherly love.

At the age of 16, on my father's birthday, my body had stabilized and I attended the Palace Banquet.

Maybe few people will believe the word love at first sight, but I did see that girl at the first sight.

In that year, Prime Minister Liu went to the official department, and his legitimate daughter, who was 28 years old, followed his wife with her head down and a gentle smile.

That's the first time I've ever been struck by a woman.

As a prince, you can't go out of the palace often, and the women's family members outside the palace are not allowed to enter the palace without special banquets. After that, I haven't seen her for a long time.

Later, the empress wanted to marry the second prince, and invited many ministers and women's family members to bring their young and outstanding daughters into the palace. Liu Shangshu's legitimate daughter, Liu Qianqian, was among them.

I can't tell what hairpin she was wearing on her head and what material her clothes were made of. But in retrospect, she was very delicate and beautiful in goose yellow.

The queen picked a circle and finally chose her. She just praised her. She thought of her gratitude. I saw her trip and fall in front of the public, losing face.

My heart pulled up, and finally forced myself to restrain.

She was also secretly glad that she had lost her honor in front of the hall and could not enter the Queen's eyes. Finally, she was not selected. The queen was defeated and she was not elected.

After the party, I deliberately played the piano in the imperial garden to attract her. I had a good time with her. She was shy and gentle with a low eyebrow and a gentle smile. My heart almost jumped out of my chest.

After that, I was so absurd that I often went out of the palace to find a folk doctor and met her quietly.

I never said I was happy with her, and she didn't show her feelings to me. We just played the piano and discussed poetry occasionally.

She just thought it was nice, but she couldn't play it. I had the heart to teach her, but she lowered her head to avoid my approach, and her earlobe was red. When she went out, she accidentally bumped into a girl and was scolded by that girl and kept her head down.

I can't help but make a start for her. Later, our story will spread a little. I nearly ruined her reputation.

The next year, her father was promoted to prime minister, and she became prime minister.

But at this moment, it was reported that she was the prime minister's fake daughter.

Rumor has it that the real Liu Qianqian has accepted her ancestry. She can only rely on her mother's occasional care and become a nominal concubine in the mansion.

Later, it was reported that she had killed her mother. It was heard that she had been destroyed and would soon be executed.

I'm so anxious that I can't afford to save her in the future.

When I woke up in a coma for a few days, she had already taken the carriage to marry Yuzhou. From then on, she was the princess of the fifth brother and my wife.

I'm sad and I'm glad. Anyway, she's still alive.

But my heart is dead at this moment.

When my father wanted to send his second brother to Yuzhou, I couldn't help it. I begged so much that I could go there smoothly. My mother's eyes were red with tears, and I did not waver.

The journey to Yuzhou lasted for two months, so I didn't get sick. I was able to see her again.

I kept imagining how miserable she was now, and how terrible the wound on her face was. It's said that brother Wuhuang is a ridiculous person. I don't think he will treat her well.But when I saw her, there was no terrible scar on her face, and there was no sad color on her face. However, the birthmark on the face of the fifth emperor was quite frightening.

She lives very well. She is dressed in princess's clothes. She seems to be more beautiful than before. She just looks at me with indifference and calles my brother.

I restrained my trembling hand and swallowed with bitterness and bitterness. I called my sister-in-law in a soft voice. She did not change her face.

I fell ill again in King Yu's residence. I heard her every move in the mansion every day and knew that she was nearly assassinated. However, I was weak and useless, and had no position to speak out. I could only stay in bed all day.

When I arrived in Yuzhou, I didn't adapt to it. I slept very light every day. At night, she quietly felt my pulse for me. I was surprised and puzzled.

She saw me wake up, no panic, no surprise, she just told me very calmly, she had already died before, she is not the past Liu Qianqian.

At first, I didn't understand her meaning. Then I saw her indifference, her cold determination and her transcendent medical skills day and night in Lord Yu's mansion. A very bold idea gradually took shape in my heart.

My previous description may be wrong, until now, my heart is completely dead.

I know that she is not the former Liu Qianqian, but I know that the body or she is right, I know she will live well for her, so I still leave the things she prepared for her now.

In fact, when I was in Yuzhou, I didn't have a good body, but I still pretended to do well and set out on the road as soon as possible.

The so-called real "Liu Qianqian" who was welcomed back from the prime minister's house was as gentle and gentle as she was. But I didn't like her from the heart and never said a word with her.

The imperial doctor said that I was too worried, so on the way back, I was still ill and never got better.

The second brother was very considerate of me. He was really a good brother. I took all the supplements he gave me. Finally, I returned to the imperial city with this broken and incomplete body.

I was ill for half a year again. My father, his mother and his wife cared for me very much, but no one came to visit except the second brother.

Liu Qianqian, Liu Xiang's Pearl of regaining the monarch, was heard to be famous in the palace banquets. However, Yuzhou has never heard of it and I have never inquired about it.

When I raised her better, it happened to be the birthday of the emperor's grandmother. She was finally recalled to the imperial city.

I know it's not her. I know she's called a stranger now, but I still can't calm down in my heart.

I dream day by day. I often dream of the past in my dream. She calls me in her dream and asks me why I am not playing the piano. I answer that the string is broken.

See her at the Palace Banquet, she is still that pair of cool and indifferent appearance, but that face and the woman in my dream are similar, but there is no dream of shyness and tactful. My heart aches again and I don't look at her any more.

When I got to my age, my father and his brother gave me a marriage. I was not willing to marry them, but I couldn't resist them openly. So I secretly searched for the flowers and willows I met in the street that day.

After I went back, I stood in the middle of the night in the cold wind and took a cold shower on purpose. That was the first time that I threatened to order the palace people in my palace to keep their mouths shut.

I was ill as scheduled, but I deliberately delayed seeing the imperial doctor. When I couldn't stay, I asked the imperial doctor.

I was very ill. The imperial doctor knelt down on the ground. When I was half awake, I saw her hand reaching out to me, but I was suddenly pulled back. When I opened my eyes, I saw her cold face.

My mouth full of bitterness, in the concern of my father, I implore him to take back the edict.

I thought to myself that I would be laughed at for quitting my marriage.

I was grateful to the stranger, she told me a long period of heartfelt words, for me to find the reason why my disease did not heal for a long time.

In my heart, I moved out of the palace when I was well. She wanted to cure me again. I only said that she was in trouble with the reputation of the emperor's sister-in-law. Unexpectedly, she ordered Liu Zheng to come to cure me the next day.

My heart knot gradually relaxed, but also forced myself to regard the flowers on the stranger as the real queen's sister-in-law. No matter in front of people or in private, I always call her Huang sao-o.

My sister-in-law once found out for me that I had been poisoned by chronic poison in the medicine I had taken for many years. In fact, I gradually became aware of it when I was mature. I only saw such a bloody Royal struggle when I was a child. I also knew that the second emperor brother was just a good-looking man. I knew that my poison was caused by the second emperor brother, but I didn't want to fight.

My body is getting better day by day, and my eyes are bright, and I don't dream much.

Liu Qianqian of the prime minister's residence was found out by the emperor's sister-in-law. It was not the real Liu Qianqian. At the beginning, everything was framed.

My calm heart is boiling again.

I almost never drink alcohol, but I was drunk that night. My face was full of cold tears, my eyes were swollen and painful, and my husband was so weak that she didn't want to see me.

I finally entered the court and took over the case.

I tried my best to investigate the person behind the scenes, but the people behind the scenes were powerful, and most of the people in the Ministry of punishment were not convinced of me. It took a lot of time and energy to investigate the case. When I finally found out some clues and asked the emperor's sister-in-law to identify, her words made me fall into the ice cellar.That's something I've been reluctant to admit.

With my strength on that day, I couldn't compete with the people behind the scenes. I couldn't get justice from the real murderer, the second brother.

My heart was filled with hate. I promised my sister-in-law that she would help the fifth elder brother to sit on the Dragon chair. There was only one request, which was to trip down the second brother together. As for the throne, I had no interest in it.

The case is sketchy to understand, fortunately, the person who occupied her identity was punished. I hate that I didn't see it in person.

The world is hard to predict. Before I could adapt to everything in the court, my father fell ill. Next, the second emperor's brother suddenly rebelled.

Since I was young and weak, I was unable to practice martial arts, and I could not help anything. Brother Wu and sister-in-law both risked their lives to protect me. I had no way to repay. I could only sit on the throne for him that he did not want to do.

I just don't know how to practice martial arts. In dealing with political affairs, I am assisted by the senior ministers left by my father and the emperor. It's very easy to deal with them. I only hate that my body fails to compete and I fall ill again.

The fifth emperor brother was forced by the prime minister and his ministers, and his sister-in-law was imprisoned in the palace by his father. I was so anxious that I told Liu Zheng that he would recover quickly at any cost.

Liu Zheng was sure to have a way. I finally took the pill he gave me and recovered quickly.

The price is that life expectancy of only 10 years is halved, so that there are only five years left.

As soon as he ascended the throne, the prime minister resigned and returned to his hometown. I promised that he would not be held responsible for his crimes and let him go back to his old age.

During my reign, I ordered all my brothers to go to the vassal areas and exchange the fiefdoms of the five emperors' brothers and sisters in law to the rich Huaiyang. The courtiers submitted a letter against it, and my mother and concubine also advised me not to be stubborn. After a short half month of fighting, I finally won. I changed the Royal brother's fiefdom to Huaiyang.

For the past three years, I actually left the sixth brother in the imperial city quietly. He was weak in nature. I spent a lot of efforts to cultivate him into a man of ability, and he could be regarded as an emperor.

After all, I am a selfish man. I have been in power for three years, and my body is getting worse. Liu Zheng told me that my time is not much.

I pretended to be dead and abdicated. Before I left, I quietly left a letter to my mother's concubine, telling him that I was still alive. I just went to find my girl and asked her to look after Huaiyang more.

After leaving the palace which has lived for 20 years, I lost a lot of tiredness in my heart. All the way down to Huaiyang, I met brother Wu and sister-in-law. They were very affectionate, and their children were already able to shout. Unfortunately, I didn't see them and left soon.

I'm not unwilling. I'm just afraid that my sister-in-law can see my abnormality.

Now, my horse is going to the south of the Yangtze River.

I really want to go to the south of the Yangtze River. Maybe it's my obsession. Maybe it's that I want to spend less than a year of my life to see the rivers of the kingdom of God.

The mountains and waters in the south of the Yangtze River are really as beautiful and magnificent as rumors. It's a pity that they are always enjoying it alone and no one can accompany them.

At the moment, the light rain is falling outside the window. I take out my piano again and play it with my eyes.

Broken strings can always be continued, but people who are dead can not be returned, but later, I want to leave more time for myself.

Go for yourself Recall the past.

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Exhausted life, he did not know, in fact, she is just a ghost of the flowers on the street.