What to Do if I Am Noticed by the Straight Guy Next Door?

CH 58



When Allen first saw Su Bin, his heart raced uncontrollably…

The white tailcoat suited him well, as did the mask. He looked incredibly enticing, and his troubled and lost expression seemed to be covered in a “please bully me” label.

Since the moment he found out that Su Bin was single, his desire for him hadn’t stopped. Allen knew that his desires were surpassing his rationality, just like now—while he was kissing him, he even had the desire to devour him on the spot.

But at first, he didn’t plan to kiss him. He just wanted to tease him at this party, play a little game with him, and make him a bit happier (?).

So, he really dressed up as a “vampire.” He had custom-made two sets of fake teeth that he attached to his own, and he had a makeup artist apply eye makeup to give himself a more sinister and terrifying appearance… He was looking forward to seeing the little fool’s reaction.

And Allen wasn’t wrong; that silly fool was genuinely scared. When he heard Su Bin uncertainly ask if he was Allen, he almost burst out laughing. (^__^)



When he bit into Su Bin’s neck, Allen confirmed one thing—He definitely preferred someone who responded!

Compared to the night when Su Bin was so drunk on his bed that he seemed dead, the person in his arms right now was infinitely cuter…

So that night, Allen had only tasted a little bit.

But now, feeling Su Bin trembling in his arms and hearing his muffled moans and groans, Allen felt like his whole body was on fire…

…Huh? He still dares to seek help from others?

—In my arms, you can only think of me.

His restraint was like fanning the flames, the more he suppressed it, the more it rebounded.

He held his head in place, sealing his lips, and easily broke through the defenses, invading his mouth and ravaging him.

Both Su Bin and his evasive tongue were as adorable as could be…

Escape, escape, the more you want to escape, the more it excites me… You can’t escape at all.

After the passionate entanglement, both of them were a little breathless.

Su Bin was still firmly held in Allen’s embrace, unable to move. Their gazes intertwined through the masks, just centimeters apart.

Their hearts were pounding, and neither of them looked away… It was ambiguous, very ambiguous, extremely ambiguous!

Su Bin didn’t even know that he could be rendered powerless by a man’s kiss. Although the other person didn’t suck his blood, Su Bin felt like he was being drained Q////Q… It was an absolute invasion that he couldn’t resist. When he was controlled, Su Bin couldn’t think at all; he could only follow the other person’s rhythm.

It felt like something was being sucked out of him through his mouth, causing him to feel completely abnormal now!

What should he do? Confusion, humiliation, and a bit of confusion… What does Allen really want to do?

“Hehe…” Allen chuckled lightly and kissed Su Bin’s lips again. “Did my kiss make you dumbstruck?”

“…” Su Bin finally realized that he had been holding his breath for a long time. He took rapid breaths, and his face turned red in an instant.

Allen tapped his forehead lightly. “It seems you still have some normal human reactions.”

Su Bin: “…” What does he mean?

Allen: “You’re upset just because someone dumped you. You’re so upset that it feels like you’ve lost your soul. Is it worth it?”

—You’re not allowed to think about that person anymore.

Su Bin: “…” Could it be that Allen is trying to console me in this way?

Allen: “It’s been ten days, and you’re still not over it.”

— I don’t want to be someone who takes advantage of your vulnerability, but ten days is my limit. I’m getting impatient.

Su Bin: “…” However, it seems that Allen has successfully distracted me from thinking about Chen Xiaotian. When I was being kissed, my mind went blank, and when I was being controlled, all I could think of was Allen…

Su Bin blinked hard and asked, “Why did you pretend to be a vampire and deceive me?”

Allen: “Don’t forget, this is a masquerade party.”

Su Bin: “Huh?”

“Here, we deceive each other for fun. Otherwise, why wear masks?” Allen easily took off Su Bin’s mask. “Those people are just indulging themselves and letting loose… being their true or untrue selves.”

Su Bin: “…” So, Allen was just “playing”? But, kissing and all… isn’t that going too far?! Q////Q

This understanding made Su Bin let go of his mental burden, but at the same time, he felt frustrated. “If it’s just playing, why did you bite me so hard? Is it really fun to toy with me?”

Allen lightly chuckled and used his finger to touch Su Bin’s reddened lips, causing him to shiver in fear. “It seems like you enjoyed it… Do you not dislike it?”

Su Bin’s face turned as red as a monkey’s bottom at Allen’s words, and he was so anxious that his words were incoherent. “I’m not gay! I’m not gay! I’m not!”

Allen found his reaction amusing and burst into laughter. “Fool, there’s no need to label yourself so quickly. Even if you are, I won’t dislike you.”

Su Bin: “…” Why does it feel like I’ve been thoroughly teased? It’s so frustrating!

“Su Bin, you’re here…” Yang Chengzhe’s voice sounded from nearby. “Oh, Allen, you’re here too?”

“Cheng Ge!” Su Bin shouted in relief. Ah, Yang Chengzhe finally arrived! Su Bin’sfluctuating heart finally found some stability!

“What’s wrong? Are you having a good time? I’ve been looking for you everywhere,” Yang Chengzhe walked over to them and noticed the strange atmosphere between the two. And… “Ah, you guys are dressed like a couple!”

“(⊙A⊙)…” Su Bin looked at himself and then at Allen, only to realize that their outfits did resemble each other. One in black, the other in white, with red stripes on Allen’s tailcoat collar, which did match his own outfit…

“Well, it suits him,” Allen remarked as he looked at Su Bin suddenly.

“So, you picked it out. No wonder!” Yang Chengzhe exclaimed.

Su Bin: (⊙口⊙)…

Yang Chengzhe didn’t give Su Bin any time to dwell on his thoughts. He asked them, “It’s getting late. What are your plans? I want to go back; I’m finding it boring!”

Su Bin nodded repeatedly. He had already found it boring and wanted to leave…

“Considering the atmosphere tonight, Jin Fei won’t be going home before two or three. Why don’t we go back first?” Yang Chengzhe suggested.

“Sure, I’ll have Robert bring the car,” Allen said.

Su Bin glanced at Allen, curious about when he had arrived. Did no one see him come in? How did he not cause a commotion?

Then, he saw Allen perform a magic trick, pulling out a piece of black fabric from his lapel and giving it a slight shake. It transformed into a hooded cloak… When he put it on, most of his face was covered… So, he had come prepared.

So, was Allen prepared with this act just to “play” with himself?

It felt eerie and strange. What should he do? QAQ…

On the way back, Yang Chengzhe shared his feelings with them. “I don’t like women who act dumb, and I dislike women who are genuinely foolish even more. At this rate, am I destined to be lonely for the rest of my life?”

Su Bin wanted to comfort Yang Chengzhe with a “That’s not true,” but Allen casually responded with a simple “Hmm.”

Su Bin: “…” Is it really alright to answer his roommate so cruelly?

However, Yang Chengzhe didn’t seem hurt at all; instead, he sighed as if accepting his fate.

After a while, he suddenly remarked, “Actually, finding a guy as adorable and foolish as Su Bin might be quite interesting.”

Su Bin: “…” QAQ Cheng Ge, are you teasing me?

When Yang Chengzhe said that, Allen tensed up and gave him a sharp look…

Oh! It seems there’s something going on between this aloof old roommate and this new roommate… Incredibly intriguing!

Yang Chengzhe then asked Su Bin about his experiences at social parties, whether he had met any girls he liked, and so on.

Su Bin shook his head with a frustrated expression and even brought up the incident of being harassed by a foreign gay man.

While listening, Yang Chengzhe carefully observed Allen’s expression and noticed that he indeed looked extremely displeased. If it weren’t for Yang Chengzhe’s presence, he probably would have said something to Su Bin.

Oh dear, could it be that this cold roommate has that kind of interest in the silly and adorable new roommate?

But considering their previous interactions, it actually seemed reasonable. For example, when Su Bin broke up, why did Allen show a happy expression…

Tsk tsk, living under the same roof and secretly harboring such thoughts, Allen really…

Ahem, let’s give Su Bin a candle to lighten up.

After arriving home in the evening, Su Bin quickly went upstairs, preparing to take a shower and go to bed early.

However, from the moment he started undressing, Su Bin couldn’t stop thinking about being kissed by Allen… when he washed his body with warm water, when he used a loofah to scrub his neck, when the bristles of his toothbrush rubbed against his teeth and tongue, and when he saw the red marks reappear on his neck in the mirror…

Ah-woo~ Now his mind is filled with Allen~ Allen~ Allen~!

After returning to his room, Su Bin lay on his bed and still couldn’t stop thinking about Allen and being forcefully kissed by a man… The more he thought about it, the more ashamed he felt!

It was completely different from the disgust he felt when he was harassed by that creepy foreigner. When Su Bin was embraced by Allen, he was already too shocked to have a normal reaction. So, he could only let his body respond in the most instinctive way… It felt good when it felt good, and it felt uncomfortable when it felt uncomfortable.

Allen was right; he didn’t dislike it. Moreover, he even felt… healed after being kissed. Though he couldn’t avoid feeling ashamed, the fact that Allen, someone so obsessed with cleanliness, kissed him and showed such affection without any disgust, and then spoke those comforting words… Su Bin felt warm all over.

What should he do? It seemed like Allen had completely pushed Chen Xiaotian out of his mind Q_Q…

That radiant person actually kissed him…

Oh my, it feels like my values are about to shatter, Orz…

Could it be that he’s really going to become attracted to men…

I don’t want to…

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