As it was Queen ludwiga\'s order, Pedro dared not neglect it. He quickly sent messengers from Warsaw back to vidava\'s territory. Then a new messenger took over the exhausted messenger and embarked on the road to Silesia.

When Chechen received the letter, it was ten days after Pedro sent the letter from Warsaw.

Cherchen, who still lives in the castle in Silesia, opened the letter from Pedro. In the letter, Pedro told Chechen that Natalie had been to vidava and was discouraged to become a nun after she knew she had a child with Fatima. Now Queen ludwiga was very angry and asked him to go back at once. And Pedro also repeated the Queen\'s original words at the end of the letter: "if Chechen still loves Natalie, let that Judas come to Warsaw quickly!"

Hearing the news that Natalie was going to be a nun, Cherchen immediately petrified, and then he fell into restlessness.

Chechen didn\'t expect that Natalie really came to vidava to welcome her return. Moreover, he did not expect that Natalie would become a monk - in Chechen\'s mind, Natalie is a very strong and uncompromising woman, a real patriot and a person who can be desperate for her country. For a time, Chechen even thought that his position in Natalie\'s mind was inferior to that of the king and the motherland.

But now, Chechen knows he\'s wrong. He knew that he was so important in Natalie\'s heart that she chose to become a nun because of losing herself.

For a time, Chechen regretted inexplicably.

Yes, although this may be unfair to Fatima, although he has Fatima and has children with Fatima, Cherchen\'s heart has not forgotten Natalie. This may be a common fault of men - he will always leave a place for his first love in his heart.

After combining with Fatima, although Chechen no longer dreamed of marrying Natalie, he still wanted Natalie to be happy. At least marry someone who really loves her. And becoming a nun, Cherchen has no choice to prepare at all. Because this is too cruel for a young girl, and even if she really accompanies the green lamp and serves the LORD all her life, but it is not out of pious service, will God really be happy?

"If I can\'t marry you, I\'ll become a nun."

At the thought that Natalie once said such words to herself, and now this will soon become a fact, Chechen\'s heart is like a knife.

"Natalie, the monk\'s robe should not be sewn by people\'s grievances and humiliations. You can\'t use grievances to glorify God. Because God rules the world, the whole world belongs to him, the land, sea and sky belong to him, and the birds, animals in the forest and the sun, moon and stars in the air belong to him. He is so rich, why should he take you away, a young man A woman\'s whole life. Do you think the merciful God will agree with you to do this? Will you be happy about it? No, he will be angry. Because your heart is dishonest, you just embarked on this road because of my unfaithfulness to you. As God knows, I will never let you do this. Absolutely! "

Chechen secretly swore.

He failed her. He had to stop, to stop Natalie from making the mistake of disrespect to herself and God.

Yes, that\'s it.

With this in mind, Chechen wanted to grow wings and fly to Warsaw now.

"Xie Miao." Che Chen shouted at the door. He took off the cloak and "hummingbird" hanging on the hanger, and dressed and hung them neatly.

"Yes, master."

Hearing Cherchen\'s cry, Xie Miao immediately came in and waited for Cherchen\'s orders.

Since Fatima became pregnant and was about to give birth, Xie Miao assumed her original position as her personal guardian. Xie Miao also cherishes this position. He does his duty wholeheartedly, just like a loyal dog.

"I want to..."

"I\'m going to Warsaw right away." the words came to his mouth, and Chechen swallowed them back. He suddenly thought that he was no longer alone. He was someone else\'s husband and the father of a born child.

He asked his wife for advice before making a decision. And what would Fatima think if she left Fatima and her children?

"No, it\'s all right. You go down first." Chechen waved to Xie Miao, who was upright.

Although Xie Miao wondered why Yu Chechen stopped talking halfway, he still obediently withdrew.

There was only Chechen left in the room.

Chechen walked around the empty room.

On one side was Natalie, on the other was Fatima and the children, and he was reluctant to hurt on the other side.

In the world, you can\'t get the perfect Dharma. You can\'t live up to the Tathagata.

Unable to make a decision, Cherchen came to the holy image of Jesus Christ. He knelt down on the ground and prayed for God to give him an oath.

"Almighty Lord, give your lamb a revelation." Chechen prayed.

In the shrine, Jesus Christ, who was crucified, looked piteously at Cherchen kneeling in front of him.

But obviously, Christ did not give Cherchen any enlightenment.

For a long time, Cherchen, who got nothing, raised his head. He took a gold coin out of his pocket.

This is an ancient Byzantine coin and one of the booty seized by Cherchen in Crimea. On the obverse is a bust of a man with a crown and a long beard, with crosses on both sides and the inscription "FOCAS" on the left edge. On the back is the winged goddess of victory, with a long handle hook in her right hand and a sphere with a cross on her left hand, and the inscription "ctqpia" on the left edge. Because of its historical value, Chechen kept it around all the time and took it out to play as soon as he was free.

Now it has other uses.

Chechen decided to use the oldest and most primitive method - throwing gold coins to make a decision for himself.

"Go to Warsaw on the front and stay here on the back." Chechen decided.

Then he put the gold coin on the tiger\'s mouth, and then his thumb gently bounced the gold coin into the air.

The gold coin crossed a beautiful golden track in the air, then reached the highest point under the gaze of Chechen, and quickly fell to the ground under the action of gravitational acceleration.

It landed on the edge.

The gold coin was spinning on the smooth ground. It was spinning more and more slowly, but it didn\'t fall to either side.

Finally, it stood so straight on the ground.

Che Chen sighed. He picked up the gold coin and put it back in his pocket.

Then Chechen went out of the room. He went up to the third floor and came to the door of his and Fatima\'s bedroom.

Wear Chechen decided to give Fatima the right to decide whether to go or stay. He wanted to tell Fatima that Natalie was going to be a nun and let her make a decision for herself.