Thinking of the dust laden past, King Xu gave a cold smile. He looked at the fire and whispered, "I said to the emissary, I'm very good, the emperor is very good to me, and the princes and sons of the upper Yuan Dynasty are also very kind to me. Ask him to go back and report to his father and the emperor. Don't worry about me."

"Perhaps I didn't expect that I would be so obedient. The emperor changed his attitude towards me. After the emissary of Eastern Chu left, he gave me a mansion and allowed me to study with the emperor's sons and grandchildren. Later, I was allowed to learn riding and shooting. Of course, most of the time, I was the target of those princes in the upper Yuan Dynasty..."

His voice was getting lower and lower, and it was obviously hard for him to recall these humiliating memories.

"At the age of 12, there was a riot in the border areas of Shangyuan. The emperor ordered the third prince to lead the troops to go with me. The reason was to let the protons of Eastern Chu appreciate the majesty of Shangyuan. This is three years. "

"Shangyuan is located in the north. In winter, it's freezing, and there's no grass on the desert. When the army goes out for a long time, it's good to eat snakes, rats and lizards. Once we went deep alone, lost our way in the desert, and even ate up the grass and tree roots. I even saw soldiers eat dead bodies just to survive."

Yu Linglong's heart was convulsed. She could not have imagined that Xu Wang, who was in white clothes, was better than xuehuatian liquor place. She even had such a past.

When the prince of Eastern Chu learned the way of Confucius and Mencius in the magnificent palace, he walked through the desert full of corpses, regardless of everything for survival. Therefore, he knew tolerance better than anyone else and was good at camouflage in order to survive.

Because he had suffered too much in the state of Shangyuan, he went back to the capital and pretended to be enchanted by the splendor and wealth. He was greedy for pleasure and put on the appearance of a dandy who ignored the affairs of the world.

“…… When I was 16 years old, the emperor of Shangyuan sent someone to send me back, and hinted that he wanted to make me the crown prince. The emperor tried to find an excuse to refuse. However, the queen and the crown prince were still on guard against me. They not only monitored my words and deeds, but also monitored my father's emperor, for fear that the emperor would pass on the throne to me. When my father noticed their change, he gave me the command of the secret guard, and instructed me to act in secret to see if the prince had any plans. "

Yu Linglong was stunned. She could not help but think of the emperor's appearance of spring breeze in the daytime. She seemed to rely on the crown prince especially. The princes and grandchildren were also very kind. It seemed that the spring hunting was really just the emperor taking people out to relax.

However, she didn't expect that there were so many secret things in the secret, and those seemingly dignified princes should have so many dirty ideas.

This is the prince of benevolence and filial piety, the gentle and noble emperor, and the father and brother of King Xu.

They are suspicious of each other, wary of each other, full of hostility, and even ready to kill their father and son and brother at all times. This is the kinship of the royal family. For the sake of power and the supreme dragon chair, they can do anything, even if they cut off the kinship.

His waist suddenly tightened, and Yu Linglong was pulled into his arms. His deep voice sounded in his ears, with a burning breath My father asked me to pretend that I didn't pay attention to the affairs of the imperial court and only cared about pleasure, so that the crown prince could relax his vigilance. Although I agreed, I often felt depressed in my heart, so I often used wine to ride horses in the capital city. One night, I was drunk again. I rode back and forth on the street as usual. I could hear the shouting of the people running around and hearing the flustered footsteps of them running away. However, my heart was full of laughter. How good it was. Everyone was afraid of me. Everyone was hiding from me. There was no one to see. Everyone was hiding in the dark, cursing me I'm a devil, but no one dares to control me, because I'm the ninth prince, I'm the king of Xu

"But that night, I saw a lonely woman walking in the street with a little maid. You never seem to see me or hear my voice at all. I was very angry at that time. Why did everyone hide, but you didn't? Why are you not afraid of me

Yu Linglong listened to him and recalled the first time they met. She felt sweet at the bottom of her heart and said with a smile, "why should I be afraid of you? You don't have three heads and six arms, and you can't eat people. What can I do from you

Feeling that she moved in her arms, Xu Wang tightened his arms, as if afraid that she would leave in a moment. He murmured: "at that time, I only thought you were very special. Later I woke up after drinking. I suddenly thought that if I pretended to pursue you, the prince would think that I was a romantic and uninhibited person. With you as a cover, he would relax his vigilance on me, so the next day, I would Start to prepare, let everyone know that you jade Linglong is my favorite woman. "

Although she knew that what he said was just the idea of the past, Yu Linglong still couldn't help pinching his shoulder, with a thin anger on her face: "I knew you were using me!"

Strong arms tightly around her, with deep apology and heartache, cold thin lips fell on her ears, turned into soft kisses, Xu Wang said softly: "but I didn't even think of it myself. In fact, from the first time I saw you, my heart would never erase your shadow again. At that time, I only wanted to disguise myself and let myself approach you with various excuses, But I don't know that my heart has been tied to you for a long time, and I can't give it up any more. "“…… When I close my eyes, I always think of you. When I first met, you kicked me off the horse in order to protect a servant girl. On the top of the mountain, you jumped into the crowd in order to protect your grandmother's integrity. Even for a wounded stranger, you would do your best to protect his safety. Linglong, Linglong, you are always protecting others, but do you know how much pain I feel when I see you like this every time I see you like this. How I want to hold you in my arms, always protect you, always accompany you, and never let you suffer any injustice. "

His words seemed to be saying to himself and promising to her: "I said, I will always protect you, I said, I will never leave you. I can put down my self-esteem and pride, but I can't give up on you. Forgive me, forgive me for being so stupid that I didn't know how to please you; Forgive me for not understanding my own feelings, but only thinking I wanted to use you; Forgive me for putting you in a desperate situation, but also asking you to take care of me... "

Listening to his sincere voice, Yu Linglong quietly pursed her pink lips, raised her pretty face from his arms, and tried to show a flowery smile: "if you want me to forgive you, then you can live well and make up for me in the future."

Xu Wang couldn't help but peck her lip and said in a low voice, "then you promise me that you will never leave me. If you leave - "

take her with your big hand and put her little hand in his heart:" even if I live, I will die here. "