I knelt in front of my mother and begged.

The medicine was bitter.

I was lying alone in bed, and I felt a warm surge in my stomach.

This is the child I've been begging for.

I smiled bitterly and walked out barefooted.

Why pay attention to the body when the child is already gone

The sky outside was clear, and the pigeons flying over it were as white as clouds.

When I opened my eyes, I found that Xiaoyi was already soaked. The sky had yet to light up and a speck of light was gradually approaching me.

A crack appeared on the cloth and a fair face stuck its way in. It was the maid, Lu Ping.

"Miss, you're awake. Do you want some tea?" Her face was still the same as before.

I shook my head. " Change into bed clothes. "

I lay back on the bed after my clothes had been changed.

The dream was something I had experienced. I was pregnant with the Xue family's child, and my mother fed me a bowl of medicine.

After I drank the medicine, I sat on the porch looking up at the sky and fell into a deep sleep. When I woke again, I was alone in my bed. There was a faint noise in my ears, so close that I tried to hear it, but I couldn't. Then I fell asleep again. When I opened my eyes again, I saw the curtain of flowers and flowers, honeysuckle and ivy, as well as many of the flowers and plants that I had never known before.

I reached out to touch it. It was also very small, as if it were carved from several tiny fingernails.

A little over a month ago I discovered that I had returned to the past, to the winter when I was ten years old.

Everything was just as it had been before, her mother as strict and her father as loving.

But it's different now, because I'm not the little girl anymore.

My name is Yang Yuan, and I was born in the house of Shang Jia.

"Miss, it's time to get up and pay respects."

I washed up and went to my grandmother's yard.

Grandmother is a very kind old lady, she always saw me with a look full of love.

I thought back to that time, when my mother took me to see Master Xue. My grandmother held my hand tightly and said to my mother, "Mother Qing …" "… …." said Lady Qing. Think about it … "Think about it!"

"Yuanyuan'er's life is going to be ruined like this!"

It's a pity that at that time, my heart was set on the young master of the Xue Clan, and I didn't know that the step I took back then was a fire pit.

Since he had this life, he could no longer live it in such a muddled manner!

"Greetings, Grandmother." I knelt down and bowed.

"Yuan-er, you came." Grandmother smiled benevolently and beckoned to me. "Come, come, sit next to Grandmother."

"Lu Ping, come here." I smiled and called back to my maidservant.

Lu Ping respectfully came over with a red wood lacquered food box. She handed it over to me with a smile.

I opened the box with my own hands, and a fragrance spread out along with my movements.

Grandmother, it's so cold today. I've ordered the kitchen to make some Red Sugar Duck Soup. It's the most nourishing soup.

The sweet white porcelain bowl was filled with red dates, tender white duck slices, and green onions. They were all lying at the bottom of the bowl.

I scooped a bowl and handed it to Grandmother with a smile.

"Our Yuanyuan is really filial, grandma wants to try it." The lines of wrinkles on Grandmother's face stretched into a smile.

As soon as his grandmother picked up the bowl and took a sip, the servant girl's voice came from outside the door.

"Reporting to the Old Granny, the Madam has arrived."

A cool breeze followed my mother's movements. Seeing me sitting next to my grandmother on the brick bed, I couldn't help but frown.

In my previous life, my mother had taught me very strictly. I had either learned the rules from Momo or learned the lyrics from my master. The singing and acting was an extremely lowly business, but my mother secretly invited her master to teach me. Even the servants in the family rarely knew about this.

Once I entered the Xue family, I found out that Master Xue really liked listening to music. Mother had long planned to send me to the Xue family as a concubine!

However, she didn't expect that I would be in love with the Xue family's master, so long before she gave me to Master Xue, the young master of the Xue family had set up a new house for me to stay in.

Why did he marry his own daughter to an old man in his fifties as a concubine?

Even if I was with the young master of the Xue Clan, why didn't my mother allow me to give birth to a child?

My mother must have kept some secret, and this kindly grandmother of mine must have known it.

His mother sat down and took off the large, curly hair that was wrapped around her. Only after the servant girl placed her hands on the censer did her expression relax slightly.

Mother was extremely cold, the north was cold, and every winter Mother's yard used twice as much charcoal as the other yards. When I was a child, I overheard my mother talk about the warm weather in the middle of Beijing.

"Mom, your wife wants to discuss something with you."

His mother leaned slightly towards his grandmother, her smile especially gentle.

"Speak."

"My wife wants to send Aunt Wang to the manor."

His grandmother, who was lying on the brick bed, suddenly sat up.

"Why? Where are you giving me the warmth? "

Warm?

This must be Aunt Wang!

It was strange how Grandmother would call an aunt like that.

"Mother!" Mother used her eyes to draw Grandmother's attention to me.

I secretly ridiculed myself for not noticing these oddities in my previous life.

Not long after that, under Mother's insistence, Aunt Wang moved into the manor. I couldn't hear any news of her, so I didn't pay much attention to it.

Aunt Wang was a very beautiful woman. Her voice was soft and her voice was delicate. Her face always had a look of worry, and her eyes were sparkling like the waves.

Logically speaking, this kind of woman would be greatly doted on by others, but even her father would only treat her indifferently.

Could it be that his mother was being too harsh?

"Yuanyuan, go back first, I have something to say to your grandma."

"Yes, Grandmother An, Mother An, Yuan'er will be leaving." I got up and curtsied.

My mother had ordered me to leave, and I had to leave.

When I left the inner room, I found Lu Qu waiting in my grandmother's main hall with three or four of my maidservants. When they saw me, they hurriedly came to greet me.

Lu Ping, years ago, I hastily followed the Great Master of the Xue Clan. This girl pulled me and begged me to reconsider.

At that time, she had said, "Miss, I beg you, please think carefully. If you leave now, you will have nothing left!"

And when I insisted on leaving, she packed and ran with me,

I thought she was a trustworthy girl, but after what had happened in the past, it was better to be cautious.

Now that I'm struggling at home, I have to have someone close to me to do it.

If I had someone in Grandmother's yard, I would know what Mother and Grandmother had said.

It's a pity that there's no one around to be at ease!

I had an idea on the way back to the yard with Lush.