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Bing Shi grimaced at her boyfriend's nasty side. With her feet, she touched his leaking member. He locked her feet with his hand, indicating for her to continue rubbing him. "When are you going to c.u.m?" she asked as she played with his length.

"When I feel like it," Xuan Mu answered casually, his eyes fixated on her body. If he couldn't ravish her into oblivion, he should at least take his time and enjoy every detail. "Don't they do dirty things in your novels? You don't feel repulsed when they eat each other out?" His tongue licked her panties in hunger, "I want to have my lips between your legs, so badly."

"That's them in the novel. The reality is different. Curious but not to that extent. The strange dirty feeling is uncomfortable when I imagine myself doing something like that," Bing Shi said confusedly.

"Come, straddle me," Xuan Mu patted his thigh.

"No, I feel dirty," Bing Shi shook her head and continued to play with MuMu.

"Bing Shi, I won't feel dirtied even if you peed on me. Why don't you try and see my reaction?" He chuckled when he saw her death glare. "I'm serious," he said in a lowered voice, his breathing became profoundly dark.

░Gods, he is so nasty...░

░The things he demands from me are nothing compared to what he wants.░

░A relationship is about compromise.░

░He is holding back for me.░

░I should try my best too.░

She overcame her uncomfortable feeling and straddled his tight, "Xuan Mu, I'll never satisfy you in needs, huh?"

"You won't," Xuan Mu chuckled and hugged her waist, "But what can I do? I love you too much." He looked at her tenderly, "I'm good in bed, am I not?"

"Mm, the best. You are holding that beast inside you well." Fighting her discomfort, she leaned towards him and kissed his lip, riding herself on his tight.

Xuan Mu cupped her under the ears and deepened the kiss with closed eyes. Her fleshy tights were grinding his thigh, tickling him and teasing him with her wetness. He took hold of his throbbing member and started to jerk himself off, "Good girl. You're doing well."

Bing Shi's lips curled up. Her breathing became heavier. Knowing each other for so many years, there was no need to be shy. Clenching his tight, she pounded on him to the rhythm of his rising h.i.p.s, "...Xuan Mu..." Feeling his kisses became messier, she distanced herself. "C.u.m inside my mouth," she whispered and crouched down between his legs.

With a groan, Xuan Mu grabbed her head and pushed her down between his leg. He lifted her chin and unloaded everything into her mouth. The hot liquid scalded her tongue; she couldn't hold it in and started to choke.

░Bad idea! Oh my god, E░

She sat up in a panic and started to fan her face. With watery eyes, she asked for help. There was some residue in her mouth, and she didn't know what to do with it, she didn't want to ruin the moment more.

Xuan Mu looked at her with worry, then with amus.e.m.e.nt, "Not as tasty as in books, huh?" He looked at her teary eyes with a raised eyebrow, he leaned down, grabbed her head, he covered her mouth with his and sucked everything out of her. She couldn't move an inch; he locked her in place with his leg and arms. When there was nothing left to suck, he cleaned and moistened her mouth with his slick tongue.

░What's wrong with this man...does he have to go to such extremes?!░

At the beginning of the day, Xuan Mu gave Bing Shi the purest kiss in her life; At the end of the day, he also gave her the dirtiest one.

He slowly let go of her swollen lips, "What a memorable day." With a low chuckle, he cleaned her wet chin with the back of his fingers.

"..." She wanted to run to the bathroom to clean up but was stopped by the strong arm around her waist.

"Where are you going?" Xuan Mu asked with a pout, "Don't run away from me." He grabbed her by the waist and seated her on his lap, "Now, that I'm satiated," he crept his hands between her legs, "It's your turn."

░Help..me?░

░Who? There is only Xuan Mu...and me... ha ha...░

"I don't think I'll make you climax today," he smiled and put his hand between her legs and parted her walls, making her body flinch, "Shh, don't be scared." With his middle finger, he rubbed the surface of her inner walls. "So...wet."

Xuan Mu licked his finger with closed eyes, savoring every drop. With an intoxicated face, he whispered to her ears, "Mmm...Tasty...so tasty...." She felt his hardness growing under her tight. "Bing shi...why are you...so delicious...hm?"

"..." She stopped drawing hearts on his chest awkwardly. Not knowing how to answer and afraid of ruining the mood, she turned towards his chest and sucked on his n.i.p.p.l.e, drawing a low m.o.a.n from him. When she felt his hand between her legs again, she let go of his n.i.p.p.l.e and shut her eyes tight, instinctively she closed her legs and curled herself up. She bit her lips, stopping herself from making a sound. She felt like a failure of a girlfriend. Instead of feeling hot, she felt cold and uncomfortable.

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When he felt her shaking body under his arms, he stopped his action. With a pained heart, he massaged her arms, trying to get rid of all the goosebumps on her, "Bing Shi, you are safe with me." He covered her in a blanket. Under the blanket, she made herself as small as possible. "Good girl." He hugged her over a blanket, "You tried so hard for me."

She looked him in the eyes, her face stained with tears, "I'm sorry."

"What for?" His mouth smiled while his eyes were full of pain.

Her tears started to fall uncontrollably, "For not wanting to make love with you." She rubbed them off with her blanket, "I feel like I don't love you enough," she said with a broken voice, "Xuan Mu, how do I love you more?" she asked as more tears started to fall, "I want to be the best girlfriend for you. But no matter how hard I try, it seems it's not enough." She rubbed her blood-shot eyes, "Do I deserve your care and love? I'm...so defected."

Xuan Mu supported her face with his shoulder and hugged her tighter. In a low choked voice, he whispered to her ears, "Bing Shi, you deserve... everything... I'd go through hell...if it meant I could keep the love you have...for the defected me."

〖She is an as.e.x.u.a.l. It's not her fault. I can't be too selfish.〗

░I have to try harder.░

░I want to make him happy.░

Though they were incompatible in some parts, they still tried their hardest for their relationship to work.

If he was stressed and took it all on her, instead of being confirmed with him or running away, she took it all in and gave him her support with a smile. Thanks to her, they hardly argued with each other, because she'd avoid all the mistakes the other couples did.

Though he wanted to chain her to him, he let her go to chase after her dreams, and accompanied her silently throughout her days. Thanks to him, she never felt alone.

Except for their beliefs, they compromised on everything else.

They tried their hardest to be better for the other.

In this world, they only had each other.

If they didn't support each other during their hardest times, who would?

"Xuan Mu, we should..."

"Shh... Bing Shi, don't ruin the mood."

"..." Bing Shi nodded silently.