Xuan Mu called her again. Bing Shi picked up the call. When she heard what he said, she almost dropped the phone.

"Why am I even trying, I should just die, so you can finally be free," Xuan Mu said truthfully, ready to give up. He was sick of himself, "Let's break up."

░No.░

░Please.░

░Stop hurting yourself.░

░Don't give up on yourself, on us...░

"I'm not enough of a reason to keep you alive?" Bing Shi asked as she ignored her aching heart.

"I don't know." Tears fell down his eyes. He was such a failure, always giving up on everything, now, even his girlfriend.

░Am I not enough?░

░But his life is still in my hands.░

░I'm the one to decide...░

░~ It's not Xuan Mu. It's his depression, which is acting. Quickly think of a reason how to cure it.░

░How?░

░~ Give him more reason to live.░

░Oh? Oooh ~░

"Don't forget. Your life is in my hands. When was the last time you masturbated?" Bing Shi asked him.

"Huh?" The young man on the other side was stunned. Was that his Bing Shi on the other side? "Bing Shi?" He had to assure himself, "Is that you?"

"Mm? When?" Bing Shi went to take a picture of herself.

"I don't remember. I'm too busy," Xuan Mu told the truth. Bing Shi was always straightforward, but when it came to this type of thing, she was always reserved. That's why Xuan Mu was so surprised.

"I'm trying to cure your depression. Here my picture. Let's see if it works," Bing Shi sent him a picture of herself. She was sitting in her bed with her panda pajamas on, she cowered her puffy red eyes with her arm and smiled cutely at the camera, her tongue was slightly pulled out as she showed off her white teeth.

"Bing Shi..." Depression? That's why he was behaving like a sc.u.m? Why was she with such a sick person?

Xuan Mu covered his heart. No, don't love her more, our you'll explode, he ordered himself.

"Sorry, I didn't want to show my eyes; they are puffy from too much crying," Bing Shi laughed weakly.

"No. I'm sorry for my behavior," Xuan Mu felt guilty. He wouldn't be able to look her in the eyes.

"Don't worry. It wasn't your fault," Bing Shi assured him.

"It was. I took it all on you. Can you accompany me while I'm at it?" Xuan Mu felt nervous. It's their first naughty time.

"Oh, sure if it helps you," Bing Shi tried to speak normally, but her face said something different.

"Huh? What?" Xuan Mu's heart started to beat frantically. Did. She. Agree?

"Go ahead. You have to relieve yourself," Bing Shi giggled shyly.

"..." Xuan Mu gave up. Was this what she wanted? Then, he will listen to her. He was lying in his bed, wearing only thin black sweatpants without the top. His body was lean with slight muscles. It wasn't well toned. He didn't need it. What he wanted was strength and stamina, not a perfect body of a model from a magazine.

He pulled out his phallus from his pants. It became erect with just a thought of Bing Shi. He didn't even need her picture. He started to stroke it from the base to the tip in slow motion.

"Did you start? I hear nothing~ Make a little bit of noise or something," Bing Shi was curious. She couldn't hear a thing.

"...Mm..." Xuan Mu chuckled lowly. A low groan escaped his lips when he gripped his erection tightly to satisfy her curiosity, "...Ugh..."

"Oh.My.God." When Bing Shi heard his killer chuckle combined with that groan, she almost fainted. His voice was too much for her young heart. She tried to cool herself by fanning her face, "I feel like I'm baking in an oven."

"...Bing Shi..." Xuan Mu chuckled. The thought of her knowing that he was doing himself... God, he couldn't even describe it. It's so indecent, "...Do you want to touch yourself with me?" His breathing hitched.

Did. He. Just. Ask. Her. To. Masturbate. With. Him?

"Huh?" Bing Shi felt her body's reaction, but her brain was elsewhere, "Why? I don't have depression."

Low, frustrated laughter came out of his lips. His little girl couldn't read the mood at all, "I only asked," looking at her picture, he pumped himself up and down, "I want to try it together sometimes."

*Silence.*

"Bing Shi?" he smiled. Was she being shy?

"Uff...I'm still here. Or maybe not? Because I think your voice brought me to heaven," Bing Shi giggled, squeezing her tights together, her heart was beating fast, too fast, "S-sure."

"...Nngh..." Xuan Mu teased her with another groan of his, his hand still stroking himself. From her words, prec.u.m started to ooze out of his hardness.

"That's enough I can't take anymore," Bing Shi had to cover her red ears, "What's wrong with your voice? It makes my legs go jelly! Literally!"

(A/N. That's where her pseudo name Mrs. Jelly comes from. ( •⌄• ू )✧ )

"...Pfft..." Xuan Mu chuckled.

"Xuan Mu! Don't chuckle like that!" Bing Shi protested.

"I like you," Xuan Mu confessed with a silent smile, his hand still playing with himself.

"I like you too," Bing Shi responded with a red face.

"Do you want to talk during it?" Xuan Mu's whole being finally relaxed.

"We talk too much sometimes. Let's be silent this time," Bing Shi still wanted to live.

"As you wish," Xuan Mu can see it. Tomorrow, there is going to be a rainfall of questions from her.

Such a rare thing for Bing Shi and Xuan Mu to be so silent. The silence didn't feel awkward, as both of them were finally feeling content after all the chaotic disputes.

"Xuan Mu, are you done? I'm sleepy," Bing Shi tried to keep herself awake by rubbing her eyes. It was two in the morning.

"Far from done. You can go to sleep. Thank you for staying up for such a long time," Xuan Mu started to feel guilty. Was his selfish side acting up?

"Take good care of your little Mu Mu. It's going to be mine in the future," Bing Shi grinned. She just found out about her new entertainment.

"Only Mu Mu? What about my whole being? And who said it's small?" Xuan Mu pouted, thinking about how he is going to be teased by her a lot. Whatever, as long as they'll have fun.

"Haha, you are right again! My big Mu Mu, My Xuan Mu, Good night~," wished Bing Shi with her sleepy voice.

"Good night. Sleep well," Xuan Mu laughed. Could her voice sound even more sleepy? It didn't suit her personality at all. Her voice sounded like she was bored to death, despite her, having fun all the time.

░~See? I was right again.░

░Yeah, I'm lucky to have you, my heart only knows how to get hurt, so useless...░

░Wait, It's keeping me alive.░

░It also knows how to get excited and happy.░

░Maybe it's not that useless after all?░

Xuan Mu played with himself the whole night as he looked at her cute pictures. He couldn't get enough. His imagination went wild with the thoughts of Bing Shi.

He covered his face with his arm and started to laugh.

〖 Dear, can you be even more amazing?〗

〖 I didn't even know I had depression.〗

〖 Did you save me again?〗

〖 Are you still my drug?〗

〖 No. 〗

〖 You are my antidote...〗