Xu Zijin paused for a moment, and then broke into a smile. Fu Sinian discerned some signs of irony on her white face.

“He made my life a living hell, but you save me from the hell. You can’t be Fu Sinian. Chen, don’t joke around about something like that. I don’t like it.”

Fu Sinian got a lump in his throat, all sorts of feelings welling up in his heart as he asked in a hoarse voice, “Do you hate him?”

“Hate? Of course I hate him. He killed my father and Aunt Liu. He destroyed my family. He even took the life of my baby. I hate him to the utmost degree. In fact, I once thrust a sharp knife into his chest and tried to kill him.”

When she spoke of those bad experiences, she was much calmer than she had imagined. Maybe it was because she had Fu Chen by her side.

However, Xu Zijin knew clearly that she wouldn’t forget Fu Sinian in her whole life not only because she was so deeply hurt by him that it might take forever for the wounds to heal, but also because he never loved her.

Xu Zijin burst into self-mocking laughter and said, “I intended to hate him for the rest of my life, but I found that it was so tiring. He isn’t worth my love and I don’t want to get entangled with him for a whole life. Now, I don’t want to hate him or love him.”

Her last sentence was a hammer hitting at his heart. The bitterness rose like bile into his mouth, as he felt himself wallowing in despair’s cold embrace.

She finally gave up loving him and cast him aside. She didn’t even intend to hate him anymore.

She was going to expel him from her life and regard him as a stranger.

Something like panic overtook Fu Sinian. ‘No! She can’t do that…’ he thought.

Just as he was going to lose control of his emotions, Xu Zijin spoke again.

After a moment’s hesitation, Xu Zijin gritted her teeth and asked, “Chen… Do you want me?”

Her words sent a chill to Fu Sinian’s heart. Did she want to give herself to another man?

Xu Zijin knew nothing about what Fu Sinian was thinking and how painful it was for him to hear her words. She summoned up all her courage to unbutton her nightdress and pressed his hand against her chest. “I have nothing but myself. If you want, I will give myself to you. Over the past twenty years, I only loved Fu Sinian. In order to win his heart, I did everything and anything. But now I decide to forget him. I’m going to expel him from my life. Chen, please help me. Make me your woman and help me forget him.”

She didn’t know whether she would forget Fu Sinian or not if she slept with another man. But she would have a try even if there was only a gleam of hope.

It was a stressful and heartbreaking moment for Fu Sinian. With his palm pressed against her soft breasts, he could feel her temperature and the throbbing of her beating heart. The desire of having her flowed through his blood. However, at the same time he felt a surge of heartache run through him and his body was frozen.

He always knew that Xu Zijin loved him deeply. But he didn’t expect that one day she would give up on him and focus her mind on another man.

Fu Chen was Fu Sinian’s second personality and they lived in the same body, but in the eyes of Xu Zijin, they were totally two different people.

‘Now she’s inviting another man to make love with her. Does she really give up on me? No! She can’t do that! How can she give up on me? Xu Zijin belongs to Fu Sinian. How can she fall in love with others? No! I will never allow her to be with Fu Chen! Never!’ he thought.

The fear of being abandoned and betrayed surged up within him and gradually turned into a bout of uncontrolled anger.

‘She is my woman! No one can take her away from me!’

Fu Sinian’s face twisted into a picture of jealousy and anger as if a hideously diabolic devil had woken up inside him. With an animalistic force, he pinned her to the bed and brutally tore up her clothes.

With no foreplay, he pulled up her legs and savagely entered her body.

He kept moving deeper within her, as if in this way he could possess her soul and love. With a mixture of extreme pleasure and pain, he sank into the sea of lust.