They say I\'m a lonely star.

Everyone has been afraid of me since I can remember! My mother died when I was born, so my father hated me very much and thought I killed my mother.

In fact, I know that my mother\'s death is related to me. It comes from my spiritual root, which is very special. It is a dark spiritual root once seen in a thousand years. It has the attribute of absorbing everything around since birth. My mother gave birth to me for institutional reasons. I absorbed my mother\'s power.

Unconsciously, or I don\'t know how, I passed my mother. Before I could remember her appearance, she lost her beauty.

Father should hate me.

I grew up under the care of my grandfather. He thinks I am the future star of your family and will lead your family to a new level. Although at this time, the jun family was already the top family in Kyushu mainland.

There is no doubt about my talent. I was in the golden elixir cultivation period when I was less than 20 years old. However, with the increase of cultivation, I couldn\'t control the tyranny in my body. My temper became more and more capricious and often hurt the people around me.

People in the family are afraid of me, not that kind of awe from the heart.

I have no friends, but Hua Xinghui, who followed me and served me since childhood, is not afraid of me, but stands beside me and keeps me company. Lonely I, more and more can\'t laugh, don\'t know what it\'s like to be relaxed.

Finally one day, uncle Hua helped me find a doctor to treat the toxin in me.

I know it\'s more or less bad this time. The burning elder of the family came here. It\'s estimated that I have no breath.

However, when the girl with water spirit stood in front of me, with a trace of timidity, but resisted fear and boldly helped me heal the toxin, my heart didn\'t know why. It was like being gently pinched, crisp and sour. It was the first time in my life. I was at a loss.

Then there is treatment again and again. She is not old, or even older than herself, but she is bold and careful. The pill she prepared really inhibits the spread of the toxin, and there is a trend of gradual improvement.

I know her name, Luo Shuang.

In the process of treating me, Luo Shuang made an unexpected breakthrough, so I took out this adventure and finally got the plain white flower clothes as a gift to her. What I didn\'t say is that for this dress, I killed three Jindan friars and escaped the pursuit of a group of people. For this reason, I was also highly poisoned.

I don\'t think it necessary to emphasize to her how precious this dress is.

When Luo Shuang put on this plain and colorful dress, I think the previous efforts and efforts are worth it. This dress really matches Luo Shuang!

Elder shaotian actually fell in love with Luo Shuang\'s qualification and vowed to take Luo Shuang as his disciple. Hearing this news, I was ecstatic. When I saw Luo Shuang hesitating, I wanted to take his place.

What a good opportunity! Elder shaotian is an eight grade alchemist under grandpa\'s position in Jun\'s family. There are broad prospects for such a master. Moreover, I can often see her in the future.

Luo Shuang finally came to Jun\'s house. When I saw Luo Shuang\'s Epiphany, I smiled happily.

Occasionally, Luo Shuang left an undeveloped seed in his dark bottomless Dantian. This green seems to be a touch of green in his dark life, which makes him full of hope for life.

Since then, I have realized the responsibility and obligation of a friar.

Luo Shuang was the happiest time in his life when he studied with elder Huotian at Jun\'s house. Every day when Luo Shuang comes back from study, I will wait quietly in the courtyard, not for the wind and moon, just for a quiet look at Luo Shuang.

Even if you know that Luo Shuang has a shadow in his heart that he doesn\'t know.

At that time, I found that Luo Shuang often looked at the bright moon in a daze alone in the dead of night, and his face always showed a touch of expression and missing. At that time, I knew there was a shadow in Luo Shuang\'s heart.

Although he is jealous, he is not willing to go crazy.

But I still pretend to be light, don\'t care, don\'t think, don\'t ask, who is that person in the end!

Fortunately, during the Tianzhou trial, Luo Shuang and I both mistakenly entered the land of heaven. In that lonely and deserted place, Luo Shuang and I wanted to help each other through the years of caution, fear and fear.

But in retrospect, it was the warmest years of my life. You can see Luo Shuang when you get up. As Luo Shuang\'s "male pet", you have many opportunities to get close to the goddess in your heart. You know, although I pretend to be a male pet without expression, my heart is very sweet. Although there are Qin Tian and ye Mo around Luo Shuang with me, they all look at me with envy and hatred. It doesn\'t matter. I just make you envy enough.

Back in Kyushu mainland, Luo Shuang seemed to be estranged from me. She returned to her aloof and indifferent appearance, and seemed to miss that person again.

When Luo Shuang brought Sinan to his friends and solemnly introduced him, my heart was broken. I couldn\'t accept it, and then I ran away. Although my subordinates are still paying attention to the situation of Qifang Pavilion, I subconsciously escaped.

When Luo Shuang got married, I went.

Having witnessed the wedding of Luo Shuang and Sinan, I don\'t know how I can hold back the pain in my heart. I gave Luo Shuang another dress, just like the plain white flower dress when I first saw it. The difference is that the material of this Tianchan plain dress is more exquisite and close to the defense aura of immortal quality. It is the top tiansilkworm silk I selected, woven one line by one, marked with defense runes and agglutinated countless Acacia.

Send Acacia in a plain dress, both horizontally and vertically!

Qi Mei\'s case was raised. It\'s a pity that the man wasn\'t me.

I know that I appeared too late to participate in Luo Shuang\'s past.

So I put all my energy into the construction of Jun\'s family. In the era when life was ruined and Zerg had been rampant in Kyushu mainland, the prosperity led by Jun\'s family not only did not decline under the threat of Zerg, but there were a large number of capable disciples in the family.

Before Luo Shuang rose, several of our friends gathered together again. Of course, Luo Shuang is the link, so that we can be at peace with each other.

Now I finally know why I can\'t participate in Luo Shuang\'s past. It turns out that her hometown is an independent space, which is called the earth.

This is the real gap between Sinan and me.

After learning about the current situation of the earth, I was deeply convinced by the feelings of Luo Shuang and Sinan. Although I envy their feelings, it is hard to say that I have a deep sense of loss.

I agreed to Luo Shuang\'s plan to unite with the other two to share the interests of the earth.

Until Luo Shuang ascended smoothly and became the first friar to ascend to the fairy world in Kyushu mainland in hundreds of years.

Goodbye, my first love, waiting for me in the fairyland. I believe you will accept me one day