It's been a week since started school overall it's been fun but nights are scary as it's fees my body burning with hunger and unspeakable dėsɨrės ..

I know I want blood but the thought of killing someone scares me ,, scares the shit out of me as I know if I give in to this hunger I might hurt peolpe .. I might hurt Andrea or Ariana the two people I come to love most and I know I have to find alternate to satisfy my hunger tomorrow is a weekend and a time for me to go hunting in mountains which I have explained to Andrea as time out with friends and to Ariana it's family time, As I know I need this time to sort out myself otherwise I will eat someone I don't want too..

Trekking is fun and I realise I have done this before as it feels so natural to walk here .. the trees feel familiar , the wind on my face feels wonderful I just hope this trip comes as little productive .. By noon I realised it's easy for me far more easy than I realised.. this feeling of hunt and adrenaline rush inside me while chasing down animals and drinking their blood it feels like never before even though it is not as satisfying as the blood from that night but it feels good it feels very good and now I know what I have to do to keep myself in check and lead a normal life with everyone..

I kinda feel happy thinking about this a normal life but can I really keep this a secret from everyone .. this scares me ..

It's night now and I have reached the top it feels wonderful here watching the setting sun it's a wonderful view I love it here.. Now let's make a camp and relax for a while , as I was thinking that, I heard a sound and as my animalistic nature was about to come out I saw who it was.. And that face spooled my peaceful night.. ya ya I know it was that same blonde whose face irritates me to death and ya still don't know his name ..

I looked at him and he at me .. we kept on staring each other with hateful eyes .. I know it's weird but I do get this feeling like he hates me don't know why but whatever I ignored him and started with my tent , he to did the same

we both selected our own spots or can say marked our territory and set up our tents, well nothing can be done apart from that it's a universal mountain and anybody can come here, just glad he wasn't here during the day otherwise I wouldn't be able to hunt so it's alright

I was hoping it was alright but no how can anything be alright with me.. and went inside my tent thinking that..