If You Don't Love Me, Just Say It

Chapter 35



"Mr. Mo, are you looking for me?" The person standing in front of Mo Zhan is the president of Aile hospital under the name of Ruan.

"You should know what I want you to do?" Mo Zhan came straight to the point.

The Dean nodded, "you want miss Ruan\'s medical records, but miss Ruan has explained that no one has the right to access them except herself."

Hearing this, Mo Zhan flashed a doubt in her heart. Why did she explain this?

Is there any secret about her illness?

Thinking of this, Mo Zhan felt more and more necessary to know her illness, and she was missing a kidney. Although he hadn\'t asked about it, it didn\'t mean he forgot.

"Now she\'s gone. As his husband, I have the right to know her past, especially her illness!" Mo Zhan took it for granted.

The Dean pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose, "Mr. Mo, as far as I know, you and miss Ruan have divorced, legally"

Somehow, he has the final say that he is dislike of the two words of divorce. He did not wait for the dean to finish his speech. He interrupted directly. "We are divorced, but you should know that she has given everything to me," in other words, if you can sit down, you can still get the final say.

Mo Zhan admits that he has some power over others, but there is no way. He wants to know how Ruan Mo has lost a kidney, when she got cervical cancer, and why she got the disease?

He knew that doing something would not help her, but he still wanted to know.

"Yes!" The Dean didn\'t show embarrassment, and he generously agreed with Mo Zhan\'s words. Then he took out a file bag from his carry on bag, "I\'ve brought everything you want."

Looking at the file bag handed over by the Dean, Mo Zhan stopped at his throat and wanted to say something to the dean who could almost be his father, but he still didn\'t.

"Is it all?" Mo Zhan took the file bag and asked softly.

"Yes, Miss Ruan\'s examination report and medical history from her first hospitalization to her last visit to the hospital are all in it!"

"OK, hard work!"

"If Mr. Mo doesn\'t have any special arrangements, I\'ll leave!" The dean said he was leaving.

"Wait a minute," Mo Zhan stopped him. "I may not understand some things. I\'d better wait until I finish reading them. Please sit over there!"

After all, he is not a doctor, and he has never studied medicine. He is afraid that he can\'t understand anything.

The Dean sat on one side of the sofa and waited patiently. Mo Zhan opened the file bag and thought there would be many. After all, she grew up, but unexpectedly, there were only a few simple pieces of paper.

One of the medical records said that she had a kidney transplant at the age of one and a half, followed by the annual re examination results. That column was normal.

Then there is an operation sheet, which says abortion and palace clearing.

He knew about abortion. He had been married for more than a year and she was pregnant. He directly took her medicine and forced her to take it. Up to now, he still remembers the tears in her eyes when he asked her to take the medicine

At that time, he remembered that the doctor said that she could flow away after taking medicine, but why did she clean the palace?

"What\'s going on?" He asked the dean.

"Miss Ruan took medicine to abort, but the flow was not complete, and she did not check in time. Finally, the attachments that did not flow became inflamed in the uterus, which eventually led to uterine erosion and bleeding, so she did the palace cleaning operation," the president explained.

After listening to the explanation, Mo Zhan was silent. He didn\'t know anything about it.

Yes, I don\'t know. She never mentioned it to him.

"Does it hurt?" He couldn\'t help asking these two words.

The Dean didn\'t seem to understand what he meant until Mo Zhan said, "does this operation hurt?"

Hearing the sound, the Dean nodded, "of course, because miss Ruan\'s uterus had been seriously eroded at that time, she couldn\'t be anesthetized. The process of the palace cleaning operation was very painful. Let\'s say that after the operation, she bit a towel."

Mo Zhan\'s breathing became painful, and suddenly flashed in front of him. When he finally saw her, she bit countless wounds on her arm. It turned out that it was not the first time she used biting to relieve the pain.

He didn\'t know that she had suffered so much pain alone, but she never said a word to him.

"Is her cervical cancer related to this abortion?" For a long time, Mo Zhan asked.

These days, he has been thinking, how did she get cervical cancer when she was young?

He also checked the Internet, among which he said it was related to abortion.

"There is no direct relationship in theory, but there are many causes of cervical cancer, including long-term mental depression. The abortion caused great psychological and physical damage to the young lady. As for whether it was the inducement of her cervical cancer, I can\'t jump to a conclusion."

The dean said very circuitous, but Mo Zhan knew that even if it didn\'t matter, he also gave her the pain of Qinggong.

Mo Zhan didn\'t speak any more. He continued to look down her medical record. Later, he saw her cervical cancer report and looked at her medication and examination results. When the words pain and bleeding fell into Mo Zhan\'s eyes, he felt the pain in his eyes.

He couldn\'t read it. He turned it over quickly. When he wasn\'t even ready to read it, he suddenly found a voluntary book of frozen eggs.

"What is this?" Mo Zhan asked the dean.

"This was filled out by Miss Ruan after the palace cleaning. Because her uterus was damaged due to uterine erosion, it was difficult for her to conceive again. She applied for frozen eggs because she was afraid that she would not have a chance to be a mother again."

As soon as the dean said this, he was interrupted by Mo Zhan, "you said it was difficult for her to get pregnant again?"

"Yes!"

No wonder she hasn\'t been pregnant again in recent years. He remembers that many times he was interested and didn\'t take any measures, and didn\'t see her objection. It turned out that she knew she couldn\'t be pregnant again.

And she never mentioned this to him.

How painful it should be for a woman to be sentenced not to be a mother. She suffered alone without even complaining to him.

Mo Zhan only felt that he was about to suffocate

"Mr. Mo, are you all right?" The Dean saw that he didn\'t look well.

Mo Zhan didn\'t speak, but the Dean continued: "in fact, miss has been recuperating for years. She still wants to be a mother, otherwise she won\'t freeze her eggs."

——Mo Zhan, do you remember the child I was pregnant with?

——She is a girl, a very beautiful girl, but you killed her, you know? I can forgive you for all the harm you have done to me, but I can\'t forgive this.

Mo Zhan suddenly heard what Ruan Mo had said to herself. She said he killed their children and she couldn\'t forgive him.

She can forgive all the injuries and pains he gave, but she can\'t forgive this.

It turned out that he killed not only one of their children, but also strangled her qualification as a mother.

"You said she had frozen eggs?" After a while, Mo Zhan asked the dean.

"Yes, two, in our hospital gene bank!"

Mo Zhan fell silent again. The dean\'s phone rang. He didn\'t answer, but looked at Mo Zhan. "Mr. Mo, I have something to deal with. I have to go first. If you don\'t understand anything, you can contact me at any time."

Mo Zhan nodded and then said in a low voice, "her medical records are still in accordance with her wishes. No one is allowed to read them in the future."

"Yes!"

"Also, everything in the hospital is normal. Follow her previous management mode. If you need anything, please come to me at any time."

"Yes!"

"And" Mo Zhan\'s lips moved a few times. It seemed that it was difficult to speak next.