Qian Mo finished reading these two pages, already sobbing.

She was afraid that her tears would fall on the paper. She put the letter away in a hurry and put it carefully in her pocket. Her mood exploded at that moment, and all kinds of memories devoured her soul.

All kinds of past events between them, memories of the past life and this life, come to my mind together. Thinking about all kinds of things in his letter, tears flooded and he was in constant pain.

This was the most "stern" he had ever done to her, even using the word "command".

But Qian Mo is moved, this letter let her see her heart clearly, different he brought her more warmth.

A man with a real sense of responsibility should be like him. He is a sharp blade of the country. He is always at ease when he goes home. He can fight and cook. He enjoys his every moment and can see her heart better than herself.

She doesn't know what she wants. It doesn't matter. He knows.

The last thing he couldn't put down was her.

Finally understand why he will be so meticulous to his good, he knows her world lack of sunshine, so bring her warmth.

Even in the eyes of outsiders, her loneliness is so affectation.

In the eyes of outsiders, although she had no mother since childhood, mu mianmianmian has always regarded her as her own. Although Chen Baichuan does not understand her daughter's heart, he can make money.

Qian Mo is not short of money. She is beautiful and studies well.

In the eyes of outsiders, such conditions should be bright and dimple like flowers every day. Melancholy and loneliness should not belong to her. If she is not happy, it is her affectation. No one can understand that there is no sadness that can empathize with others and impose their own ideas on others. If others fail to meet their own standards, they are said to be hypocritical.

If it is true, those who are "generous" may not be able to do better. The more people like to comment on others, the more serious their self-awareness will be.

It was not easy to find her confidant among thousands of people. She met her.

Xiao Hei knows her.

He will not put any label on her behavior, his eyes do not need to care whether she is right or wrong, he regards her as his responsibility, if she is not happy, he will coax it.

Even if one day, he is not in this world, he should also strongly order her to continue to live a strong life.

"Darling?" Yu Changmo opens his eyes and sees Qian Mo, who covers his mouth and cries. In an instant, he is in a state of mind and wants to see her.

"You lie down, I'm fine." She dried her tears. The "secret" of the suicide note she intended to rot in her stomach and never told him she had read it all her life.

"Hungry? I peel the apple for you to eat? " Seeing her crying, Yu Changmo thought that she was worried about herself and subconsciously wanted to eat.

Unfortunately, there is no oven in the hospital. I want to coax her when I see her unhappy.

"You lie down and I'll cut it for you. Does the doctor say you can eat it?"

Yu Changmo nodded, a little uncomfortable, suddenly gentle.

He remembered that before he went to bed, she was still crying and crying with herself. Did women's emotions become so fast?

She is against the light, focusing on peeling apples, warm afternoon sun, she has the smell of home.

"Be careful next time, you know? Don't let me worry about you any more. You take care of yourself, and I can rest assured here - I will take care of myself, too. " Qian Mo stops the knife and looks at him carefully.

"You won't let me... Change my job?" Yu Changmo carefully observes the knife in her hand.

There's always the feeling that she'll fly a knife at any time? He was not afraid of her stabbing him with a knife. He was afraid that she would come up and stab herself. After all, he would grab chili peppers and eat something... And his life-long psychological shadow.

"It's dangerous to do any work. You may be hit by a car when you walk on the road. You should pay more attention to it later."

Qian Mo did not understand, "why look at me like that?"

"I think you're more and more like my mother..."

"get out!"

...

after taking care of Xiaohei for three days in the hospital, Xiaohei can be discharged from hospital on Monday, and she has to go back to school on Sunday night. This time, Qian Mo is not as confused as before.

The people she loves only ask her to be kind to herself. Why should she have such a tangle.

It was already ten o'clock in the evening when Qian Mo left the hospital. If it wasn't for running circles in the morning, Qianmo would not leave.

There are always more important things than love for a child. Thinking of the ten years he said, Qian Mo also has the motivation.

Endure for a while lonely, change half life to stay together, he also struggle, so old, she will not empty to say to her grandchildren, she lost herself for love, no self, how can she have the strength to protect the people she loves, how can she be loved by others.

Qian Mo arrived at school at 10:30, and the school was closed long ago. She showed her certificate and explained the situation. The guard opened the door and let her in.

"Classmate, wait a minute - your name is Chen Qianmo?"

The guard stopped her.

Qian silent stop.

"It's me. What's the matter?"

"Yesterday, someone sent a package to you and said it was for you. I'll get it for you later. The name of the school flower is quite recognizable. I remember it..."I hold a big box, Qian Mo Jin.

Is the name of the school flower well known? I want to keep a low profile, but the conditions are not allowed.

After receiving the box, it looked like an instant noodle box. It was wrapped with a layer of plastic sealing bag for the post office. There was no express bill.

Could it be that the list was lost in transit?

Qian Mo thought it was mu mianmianmianmianmianmian who sent food to her, so he didn't think much about it and went back to the bedroom with the box.

This time should sleep with the same bed, Qian Mo push open the door, road boss instantly sat up, like a frightened bird.

When the light is on, he takes a long breath when he sees Qian mo.

"Back." Boss Lu lay down again.

Many sleep like a pig, sesame oil yawned.

"The second is back... Eh, what's in the box?" Sesame oil will be invigorated by the box.

The snacks Qian Mo brought before are very good. I am hungry in the middle of the night. When I see Qianmo, I have a Pavlov conditioned reflex.

"Open it and have a look. Has your mysterious little black dress brother sent food again?"

Xiaohei gave Qian Mo a jifanxi little black skirt, and since then he has a mysterious name in the bedroom, little black dress big brother.

Qianmo knows it's not Xiaohei post. She is also curious about what it is. She tears up the plastic bag and opens the carton. She screams with sesame oil. Qianmo's legs are soft and fall backward.

It's not excitement. It's blood sickness.

The box is a very common instant noodle box. When you open the box, it is dripping with blood.

In the middle of the instant noodle box is the body of a cat.

The cat's head and the cat's body are separated. There's a smell of blood in the box. Qianmo feels dizzy. He steps back and leans against the wall. His face turns pale. The boss rushes out of bed and rushes to him when he hears the scream.

Seeing the bloody scene in the box, the road boss's face changed greatly. After the sesame oil scream, he regained his consciousness, "call the police immediately!"