I chuckled slightly and surprised everyone, "guess he can\'t handle the suffering from us being apart. Poor little Alpha having his first struggle in life." I laughed with a smile, "what a little bitch."

"This isn\'t funny, Will."

I smiled still, "I\'m aware. But I also can\'t help but enjoy his suffering." I took another drink, "my days of freedom are numbered so I have to try to enjoy them."

Asher looked to me with anger, "you\'re giving up?!"

I gave him a sad smile, "I\'m realistic, Ash." I began turning the ring around on my finger, "he likely has money and power. He has a lot more to fight with that I do."

"We are going to do this together!"

I felt nauseous, more so than before. "I\'m not going to drag you down with me, Ash."

"But I love you! You know that! We agreed to find a way through this! The symptoms are even reducing!"

I felt truly sick but hid it from the others. Something was very, very wrong. A strong shiver went up my spine, so much so that I yelped slightly. I began shaking and felt dizzy. Asher rushed over to me as I began panting and groaning more. I was sweating as I felt my pants tighten as my pheromones exploded.

"What happened!" Asher pleaded as I could not look to him. I could feel that he was close to my face as I felt like I was dying.

My mind suddenly sparked. I shot my head up as I rushed to pull out the seven syringes in my pocket. As I felt everyone watching, I ripped off the lid with my teeth as I rolled up my sleeve to my shoulder. I spat the lid out of my mouth and grit my teeth. I shoved the needle into my arm with a groan. "Open them all!" I begged as Asher and Ken rushed to take off the lids as I began grabbing them and injecting them into my arm. When the seventh one went in, I ġrȯȧnėd with pain and held onto my bicep.

"How many was that?"

"Seven double doses," I replied as I still continued panting, "he\'s close. This should be enough to hide me." I turned to Asher, "bring me upstairs."

"What?"

I looked to him with anger as I began crying, "if you want to help me, your going to have fuċk me senseless." I shook harder as I felt truly disgusting. "Unless you want an audience we need to move." I began crying harder, "Asher," I ġrȯȧnėd, "it hurts so much. Please help me."

Before I could blink, Asher had me in his arms and was rushing up the stairs, "hold on just a few moments. I will make the pain stop." He turned slightly as he paused, "Vance, call the police. Do whatever you have to so that they leave. Do not let them inside no matter what."

Asher continued to his office and I shut the door after we got through it. I grabbed either side of his face and began kissing him as he reciprocated.

He pushed me up against the door and I clung against him so that his hands could be free to undo his pants. As he hoisted me up slightly, I let go of his face and shoved my pants off my ȧss. I didn\'t have time to undo my pants nor pull out my member. It was not essential yet.

I spit into my hand, rubbed the moisture onto his tip, aligned it with my hole, but was rattled when Asher shoved it in me in one movement.

I shook as I released with a cry. And continued crying out in ecstasy as he rammed us together over and over. By the time he began straining, I had ċum seven times.

"I can\'t wait, Ash!" I panted, "cum in me!"

He grunted as he came inside me as I came two times without a pause.

I collapsed onto him as he began to pull us apart, "not enough," I whispered while still crying as my hɨps began moving on their own. I was grinding against him as I mȯȧnėd in desperation.

Slowly, he became hard again from my desperate attempt to keep him inside me. He carried me over to couch and maneuvered my body in its ragdoll-like state.

I fought back the urge to get sick. It seemed like my illness was now regressing. How could just his presence nearby do this much? That damn Alpha.

Asher laid me on the couch as he kept us connected. He turned me so that he stood beside the couch and my head propped up back the back cushion. He took a hold of my shoulders and began shoving himself back and forth as I squirmed in what looked like pŀėȧsurė. In truth, it was partially out of pŀėȧsurė, but mainly out of my body\'s urge to run from Asher. I closed my eyes and focused my mind. I want Asher. I want him. I want this. I want us. I don\'t want anyone else.

As Asher\'s hand ċȧrėssed my cheek, I opened my eyes to see worry turn to relief. "I thought you passed out."

I shook my head before turning it to the side and kissing Asher\'s arm before gently nipping at it. I gasped as he rammed me so hard that I slid up on the back of the couch.

With that thrust, I suddenly felt really weird and an unfamiliar, girly cry came out of me. We both froze as this had never happened before. Tears filled my eyes as my face felt hot and embarrassed. I sounded like a feminine Omega, my biggest fear.

A slightly wicked smile came to Asher\'s face as he took my hand in his. He moved them so that my fingers gripped the edge of the couch. Before I could move or figure out what to say, Asher pounded into me in that same way. That same noise came out of me as I began crying.

Asher froze as I moved my hands over my face to cover my tears. This time, they were of pain, fear, disgust, and disgrace.

Asher stopped any movements other than trying to move my hands away. "Will," he pleaded as I reverted back to the past. My pride plummeted as I removed my hands from my face and my eyes glazed over.

"Finish it."

"But Will."

I closed my eyes, "finish it, please." Slowly, he began ramming into me. That voice came out as I stared at the ceiling and went through the motions. My body made me cry out as I came and he came inside me. My body shivered as I quickly moved backwards and separated us.

I fixed my clothes and rushed out of the office. My body tried to collapse but this was the way it had to be. I had to fight it and keep my head high. I hustled down the stairs and averted the gaze of Connor and Ken.

"Will! Please wait!"

I trembled as I was touched but looked in surprise as Connor sat on his legs in front of me. He did not look at me with anger or sorrow, but with understanding.

"Will, I..."

"Boss," Connor hissed as he looked behind him, "stop."

Asher looked to Connor in confusion, "what are you talking about?" He then looked to me, "can\'t we talk?"

I squeezed my hands together but was shocked when Connor forced my hands apart and held them in his. His eyes locked on mine, "give him a moment to calm down or he will bolt."

"What happened?"

Connor did not look to Ken, "Only an Omega can understand."

I felt chocked up. How did those words hit my heart? This bastard didn\'t give a shit about me so how did he sooth me?

His eyes seemed to touch my soul, "I don\'t know what you\'ve been through, but I know trauma when I see it." His eyes changed to kindness, "but Boss would never hurt you. Someone did, but not him."

I looked over to Asher as he watched me with sorrow, "I don\'t know what I did but I didn\'t mean to hurt you. Please, Will."

I looked down to the floor and my hand touched the strap on my neck. "It\'s a symbol of strength." I looked to Connor in shock, "that strap makes us equal to the rest. We can do anything they can without fear of attack."

I looked to him with relief, "I didn\'t mean to," I whispered as I looked to Asher who rushed to my side. "I just reverted back to those times with Mitchel." Asher put out his hand and I took it, "I know you\'re not going to hurt me. I know." I looked to his eyes, "I\'m sorry."

He hugged me like he never had before. Almost as though to shielder me from everything.

"Everyone left," Ken stated, "you two should go home."

I nodded, but looked to Connor, "you deserve him more than me," I whispered.

Connor smirked, "I have better."

Asher laughed before finally releasing me. He took my hand and gently led me out to the car. He paused as I looked to him with shock. He was on the verge of tears. I quickly kissed him as he clung to me. His head went to my shoulder as I felt my shirt getting wet.

"I thought you we\'re going to bolt."