"Well, Mr. Li is really aggressive. I'm so scared."

His face was all right, and Li Chun raised his voice, and he was even more strange: "but Mr. Li, in this world, you'd better not say too absolutely. At the beginning, don't you think that Lu Xiaoran is not qualified to be called by other men? In the end, you and she are still fighting each other... "

Li Yan held a teacup nearby. He rubbed his fingers on the cup until he lost all his blood. He stared at Li Chun coldly: "so many dishes, can't stop your broken mouth? Li Chun, my patience is limited. You should know that. "

After raising his lips, Li Chun didn't know whether he was mocking Li Yan or himself. He shrugged, took out his cigarette case, patted it on the palm of his hand and said, "Mr. Li, what are you so excited about? I'm not upset. Mr. Li has always been a clean and tidy man. It's true that he can master everything. But as for people, it's better to leave more room. How do you know if the woman who doesn't want to lie under you today can lie next to another man the next day? There's no absolute way to do everything. Right? I'm obviously kind enough to share life with you. "

After a moment of silence, Li yanteng stood up. He pointed my shoulder and motioned me to stand up. His face was full of haze and his tone was gloomy: "don't like me. You have the ability to talk to me positively. You will only lower your level. I don't need a counsellor to teach me how to be a person."

Li Yan looked at Meng Xiaoxiao and said, "Xiaoxiao, I really can't force myself. If you eat well and drink well, I'll charge it to you. "

After Meng Xiaoxiao's successful response, Li Yan pulled me out of the restaurant. He took me upstairs to change a western restaurant.

After dinner, I meant that he would hurry to go, but Li Yan insisted on sending me home, so I had to agree.

The car is running on Longgang Avenue. The night is already slowly crawling over the branches. The street lights and the stars are shining together, but they can't shine on the deep and damp ditch in my heart.

I think over and over again about a scene not long ago. In the end, the three words "Lu Xiaoran" almost occupied my whole mind. I think Li Yan's ultimate intolerance of Li Chun is because Li Chun mentioned these three words.

Even if I try my best to be an open-minded person, I want to thoroughly accept and understand Li Yan's past, and I am willing to work with him to bury the dust with him. The unrestrained youth that he walked side by side with other girls, but people who belong to Li Yan's social circle mentioned to me the girl named Lu Xiaoran again and again, when they used three understatement words Two words make Li Yan's deep attachment to Lu Xiaoran active in my eyes, but Li Yan chooses not to talk to me. These are undoubtedly like a storm drenching my heart. The mess left behind is not enough to support me to have the courage to ask him for the truth.

I used to think that I could be extremely tolerant and generous.

But I can't.

I found that I like him more and more, I will be more and more greedy, I will be more and more care about the purity and concentration of his love for me, I wish his little heart in addition to loading flesh and blood can only squeeze me one.

However, at present, this is my wishful thinking.

Loss and depression, mixed in the desire but not to let go of helplessness, the more with the silent brewing, the more multiplied things surging in my heart, I feel depressed to the extreme, I even close my mouth and do not want to say a word.

When I drove to Jinsha mall in Henggang, Li Yan suddenly turned the car into the parking lot and said, "there's a dessert shop here. The puffs are good. I'll buy some for you."

I spread out my hand and got caught in the cold of my palm: "no need."

Or stopped the car, Li Yan glanced at me: "you just eat less, afraid you are hungry."

He left anyway.

After about ten minutes, Li Yan came back with several bags. He threw them at me: "it's still hot. I don't know which one tastes good. I bought some of the original Matcha and red beans. You can try it."

Still can't safely take over, he looked so natural considerate, I hold the bag belt half a ring, hand can't go out to take things, Li Yan came over, he quickly took out a small box: "eat one."

I couldn't beat him, so I had to refuse and took a small bite.

Eyes light gradually gather to fall on my face, Li Yan definitely looks at me: "taste how?"

In fact, my tongue has been thick since I grew up, and my taste buds are extremely dull. Now with a messy mood, I can't eat anything special at all, but I see Li Yan seems to attach great importance to my feelings, so I nodded: "it's very good."

Hand stretched over, Li Yan wiped my mouth: "like to eat more, I'll give you another one."

I think those puffs are packed independently, and they look very tall and expensive. I don't think I should be so extravagant when I have no appetite. I quickly waved: "no, that's enough."

But he didn't ask me to eat again. Li Yan quietly packed his bag and put it aside. He said coldly, "Why are you in a bad mood? Can you tell me?"

All of a sudden, I resented Li Yan's shrewdness, who seemed to be able to see through everything but didn't touch the key point. I was frustrated: "no, maybe it's hot. I can go back to have a rest."Indeed, he didn't mean to dig deep into my ups and downs. Li Yan suddenly became serious: "don't do such a thing in the future. Don't let me see you make yourself a cat or a dog and sway around with a flyer like that. You've done what you're doing well and earned money every minute. Don't take yourself into a hopeless pit. Besides, even if you don't make money, you're my woman. You don't have to do that. "

Seeing that I nodded my head as cheerfully as a chicken pecking rice, Li Yan relaxed with satisfaction. He jumped very freely: "before I arrived, Li Chun harassed you again?"

What's the point of telling Li Yan what Li Chun said? After thinking for a moment, I summed up and said, "he said something unpleasant. I think he farted, and you don't take it seriously."

Brow deep lock, Li Yan's hand slowly stretched out and fell on my head rubbed, he long sigh: "Li Chun is the kind of people who ask for Hi, is wronged you."

No matter how much nonsense people have nothing to do with me, why should I be aggrieved? What really makes me feel aggrieved is that you, Li Yan, keep your mouth shut about your predecessor!

Throat dry stemmed the most real voice, I forced a smile: "it's OK, listen to his bullshit, I can't do without meat. Go back. I want to go to bed early. "

When I started the car again, Li Yan thought I was tired. I was silent all the time, and he didn't say much. He just drove faster.

When I got home, the stool was not hot. Li Yan answered the phone. After he hung up, he said that there was an abnormal situation and he wanted to go back to the company. I urged him to go. He also dragged the door edge to kiss me. I didn't mean to take the initiative to get close to his face. Finally, Li Yanhuan held me. His lips fell on my forehead for a while, and his arm encircled my waist, which made me have shallow pain, he said "I'll try to come back early and sleep with you."

I'm still the little bee that only needs fragrance to brew honey. Even though I have a thousand barriers hidden in my heart, I once thought that Li Yan was the estrangement that I couldn't reach. With just a few words, he could rekindle the surging flame in my heart.

Silly smile, I chase Li Yan's shadow pulled by the street lamp with my eyes, until he goes deep into the night and can't be seen again, I still want to close the door.

When I came back from the bath, I received a short message from Li Yan, which was very simple. He said, "I've arrived at the company.".

However, I was sleepless and took a big fluffy pillow with my new bed. I leaned on the head of the bed and carefully examined whether my mobile phone screen had been knocked. Meng Xiaoxiao suddenly sent me a QQ message.

I point to open a look, the picture she sent is a collection of several pieces of leather with better grade.

Meng Xiaoxiao then asked me if I could help her make these pieces of leather into a small wallet when I was free. She could pay for my manual work.

I'm just a fault. When I find someone who appreciates my craftsmanship, my liking for her will become overwhelming. I immediately discussed with Meng Xiaoxiao about the size and style of the bag she wanted. In this way, I talked about it for more than an hour. The deeper the night was, the better the chat was.

I don't want to spy on Meng Xiaoxiao. I just don't feel sleepy. I'm wandering around everywhere. I click into her QQ space.

It's estimated that it's the reason why we usually play less. Meng Xiaoxiao's QQ space is very empty, and a few sporadic reprinted diaries plus a few lonely words.

Stay for a while, I was randomly point into the message board to see, is also empty on a few.

I feel boring. As I was about to step back, I suddenly saw a place under the message board, with a nickname of "little burning of Yanyan family". She left a message to Meng Xiaoxiao, saying, "elder martial sister, you are so cool here. I'll step on it for you, and you'll never get any grass. Ha ha ha!

This person must be Lu Xiaoran!

My heart suddenly jumps fast. This nickname first gives me endless visual impact, and then it collapses all my confidence that Li Yan will like me more and more. I have no time to look at the day when the message came from. I click the avatar subconsciously and link it to Lu Xiaoran's space!

When the page jumps, my heart beats faster, as if I can jump out of my heart. I'm very afraid that Lu Xiaoran will lock the space, and I'm afraid that if she doesn't lock it, I'll see something that destroys my mood.

I'm on my way to the tangled road. When the network buffer is completed, I suddenly find that Lu Xiaoran's space is unimpeded. I go in.

There are many photo albums in Lu Xiaoran's space, but she is locked. I click on one of them and find that it prompts me to input her phone number. I'm not so confident that I can get a string of numbers right, so I turn to diary.

Compared with Meng Xiaoxiao, Lu Xiaoran's diary column is more concise. There is only a diary lying alone on a light blue background. The title on it is a full stop.

The hand became trembling again inexplicably, and I suppressed my heart beat again.

Black and white, bold font, above a simple line of words, like a thorn straight into my heart.

Even if separated, he still loves me most.

This may not be the most unique statement I've ever seen, but it's the one with the most confidence in love.Or it's the coincidence of fate. The time recorded in this diary is the night of June 9, 2010, which is exactly the night when I had a nightmare after the college entrance examination.

My eyes seemed to be smothered. I stared at the word and saw that my pupils were so swollen that I couldn't get them back. Only then did I get my eyes back, but the sweat in my palms became more and more intense, and my mobile phone was slipping down several times.

I rubbed hard and made my mind more confused. I slowly went back to Lu Xiaoran's photo album. Seeing that every secret protection problem was the same, I was dispirited.

Looking at Lu Xiaoran's space again, as of the moment when she issued the breakup declaration, there was no update. I deliberately erased my visit record like a thief, and then I quietly stepped back.

However, Lu Xiaoran's self-confident words did not disappear completely with the closing of the page. Instead, they haunted my mind like a magic spell. I tried to expel it several times, but I was defeated. Finally, I had to frustrate to coexist with it and silently accept the insomnia brought by it until two or three o'clock in the morning.

I was still tossing and turning on the bed, and suddenly there was a rustle outside playing with the door. I quickly got up, tightened my clothes, opened the door, leaned over the window and looked out: "Li Yan?"

In response to me, is still disorganized door lock was swinging sound.

My heart was thumping and sinking. My first reaction was to take the key to lock the bedroom door. I pushed a four corner table against the door, and then I staggered to the table and poked my head out to the window to be brave: "who is it outside? If I don't make a sound, I'll call the police? "

All the voices suddenly lost, silent confrontation between my heart is about to stop, at that time the head came from the voice of he Yujin.

He should have drunk a lot of wine. His tongue was tied and his tone was vague. He answered me: "Chen Shi, are you at home? If you are in or not, I have something urgent to ask you. I have to tell you right away. I can't wait until tomorrow. I have to let you know right away. I can't hide it from you any more. I overestimate my patience. I can't help telling you. "

He Yujin is the one who came here. My heart falls a little, but there are many murmurs. It's early in the morning. What's he Yujin doing?

After a moment's hesitation, I opened the bedroom door and went out. I turned on the light in the yard and took out the key from the nearby soap box. I held the lock and was about to open the door. He Yu suddenly put his hands in. He covered the keyhole and said incoherently: "Chen Shi, you don't open the door, you don't open the door first. That's it. I'm just outside the door. I need some time to brew and organize I need more time to weave CI Cuo. Chen Shi, please give me more time. You see, for the sake of our long acquaintance, give me more time. "

I became more and more confused, but I still followed the politeness of friends and said, "what's the matter with you, Lao he? Don't worry. You'll have to take your time. I have chairs in the yard. Would you like to sit down for a while? "

Without answering me directly, he Yu's voice suddenly sank: "Chen Shi, have you counted how many days we have known each other?"

Dazed pile up pressure in the heart, I have some chat way: "how many days I really did not calculate this, I know that we have known at least six years."

He Yujin's Adam's apple has been moving around in a small range for several times. His voice is silent: "a total of 2268 days."

Stupefied and still for about half a minute, I tried my best to restore the atmosphere to its normal position: "you are so good at math, Lao he."

Shaking his head, he Yujin said, "no, Chen Shi, i...". I want to tell you, in fact, all these years, I've been trying so hard to change the status quo, I've been trying so hard to make a breakthrough, because I've always wanted to... "

At this time, the road covered by the darkness of the night suddenly sounded a rush of footsteps, and Li Yan's voice mixed in.

The tone is full of all kinds of emotions that I can't separate and analyze one by one. Li Yan seems to be casual and joking: "Mr. He, you don't go home to rest in the middle of the night. How can you come to pick my girlfriend's door with so much elegance?"

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