"If it is confirmed, please sign here."

"Yes."

Yan Nuoqi picked up her pen, hesitated for a moment, and signed.

She may regret this decision in the future, but if she doesn't do so, she will have an uneasy conscience now.

She signed the consent for painless abortion, and she finally decided to abort the child.

Whether because of Ouyang Jin or Liu Feng, the child should not stay.

Ouyang Jin already thought that the child was not his. Even if he explained it clearly at that time, it was useless.

And Liu Feng... She is now with Liu Feng. Liu Feng also said that she is willing to treat the child as her own, but the more Liu Feng treats her, the more guilty she is.

The child is not his. Even if Liu Feng doesn't care, she still has some estrangement in her heart.

With this child, Yan Nuoqi will still feel sorry for Liu Feng. If two people can go to the end in the future, the big deal is to have another one. She doesn't want to leave a thought for herself, let alone immerse herself in guilt.

Before entering the operating room, Yan Nuoqi hesitated a little, but when she thought that even if the child was born, she might not be happy. It's better not to let him be born in this world.

Child, mom is sorry for you... Forgive mom

When she opened her eyes, Yan Nuoqi was already lying in the ward. Liu Feng was with her.

"What are you doing! Alas... "Liu Feng stopped talking.

Seeing her awake, Liu Feng wanted to blame her, but he couldn't bear it.

"Sorry..." Yan Nuoqi's voice was very weak. After all, she only experienced an operation.

Liu Feng was a little annoyed, but he was more helpless. He took the fruit knife and apple and began to peel them: "I don't blame you for knocking out the child, but you should let me come with you. What if something happens to you?"

"Sorry..."

Yan Nuoqi is really tired now. She just wants to have a good rest. Other things, take your time.

Liu Feng looked at Yan Nuoqi with an unhappy face. He immediately realized that he was a little over. He immediately handed over the cut apple in his hand, and then said softly, "are you hungry? Eat an apple mat first. I'll go out later and see if there's anything suitable for you. "

"I want scallop powder." Yan Nuoqi took the opportunity to ask, "clear soup is OK."

Looking at Yan Nuoqi, who was rarely charming to him once, Liu Feng spoiled and smiled: "OK, you have a good rest here first, and I'll be back in a minute."

"Yes." Yan Nuoqi nodded cleverly.

Yan Nuoqi watched Liu Feng out of the ward, then looked at the apple in her hand, sighed softly, then put down the apple and began to stare at the ceiling in a daze.

The large white in the hospital is dazzling and even dizzy.

The strength of the anesthetic had passed, and the pain from the lower abdomen made Yan Nuoqi pale. Her originally beautiful face made her look more pitiful because of the pain.

Why did you make such a decision

Maybe he really gave up on Ouyang Jin.

Yan Nuoqi looked at the ceiling with his eyes a little listless. There were two people around her, Ouyang Jin and Liu Feng.

It is unfair for Ouyang Jin and Liu Feng to keep the child.

The person she is more sorry for is Liu Feng.

Liu Feng has taken care of her for so long and is willing to treat Ouyang Jin's children as his children. If this is an ordinary woman, it must be that you won't marry.

But the more Yan Nuoqi thinks so, the more guilty he is. It's not his child. He doesn't have the responsibility to bear all this.

Beat the child, cut off his thoughts, and eliminate his guilt for Liu Feng as much as possible.

But it's my own flesh and blood after all

Can you cut out a piece of meat from yourself without pain?

"Woo... Woo..."

Yan Nuoqi lay on the hospital bed and tried her best not to cry, but her heart hurt even more when she thought of the unborn child.

In this way, she mutilated a life and deprived him of the right to be born. Although he was only two months old, he didn't know whether it was a boy or a girl, he didn't have time to see his parents and see the world.

"Baby... It's mom who's sorry for you... It's mom who's wrong... Forgive mom..."

Yan Nuoqi couldn't help thinking about the unborn child, her first child, which was strangled by her.

Tears can't help flowing down. It seems that I want to dry my tears all my life.

Just after the operation, she was still very weak. Yan Nuoqi was tired after crying for a while and went to sleep directly.

When she woke up again, Liu Feng was lying on the side of the bed and fell asleep. It was completely dark outside. At the head of the bed was the scallop powder he bought, which was packed in a thermos box and still warm.

Beside the incubator, there are peeled oranges and a cup of hot milk, which are suitable for her to eat now.

Everything was taken care of and every detail was handled.

Scallop powder and milk are just the right temperature to eat. Oranges can be eaten directly. It's very convenient.

Looking at the side face of the sleeping person, Yan Nuoqi suddenly doesn't know what she can do. Is she worthy of such tenderness?

"You're awake."

The man in his sleep opened his eyes and looked a little confused, but he soon woke up.

Liu Feng picked up the insulation box containing scallop powder, touched the insulation box with his hand, and then quickly handed the insulation box and chopsticks to Yan Nuoqi: "eat quickly, it's still hot." Then he seemed to remember something strange, "did you just wake up thirsty? I'll pour you water. "

"No." Yannuoqi shouted.

Liu Feng looked back at her, but Yan Nuoqi was avoiding his sight: "I'm not thirsty, you have a rest."

Liu Feng smiled and went back to the bedside to sit: "then eat quickly, have a good rest after eating, and I'll go through the discharge formalities for you tomorrow morning."

Yan Nuoqi nodded obediently and went to sleep after eating.

The next day, Liu Feng came to go through the discharge formalities for her. After getting on the bus, Liu Feng was not in a hurry to drive, but planned to talk to Yan Nuoqi first.

Liu Feng sighed and decided to ask the question: "noqi, can you tell me why you want to kill the child?"

Yan Nuoqi was stunned and immediately lowered her head.

She really didn't want to touch this problem. It was a wound in her heart. It would hurt very much.

Yan Nuoqi opened her mouth several times, then bit her lips hard, and then said softly, "Liu Feng, I don't want to answer this question now."

Liu Feng looked at Yan Nuoqi. The bangs covered most of her face. She couldn't see the expression on her face, and it was difficult to know what mood she was now.

Liu Feng sighed again, very helpless: "Nuo Qi, I hope you don't hide anything from me. No matter what it is, it's always good for many people to help you share. Don't carry everything by yourself."

Yan Nuoqi listened quietly without speaking.

She doesn't know what to say. She doesn't want to hurt others, let alone feel guilty because of her.

"Nuoqi, the doctor said that you are in poor health. If you don't have this child, you may not be pregnant in the future." Liu Feng's tone was full of regret, "Why are you so stupid... Hey... Forget it, go back first..."

Liu Feng started the car and planned to send Yan Nuoqi back to her apartment first.

Since Yan Nuoqi doesn't want to talk about it now, it's better not to mention it in a short time.

Maybe he is really addicted to it.

"Liu Feng." Yan Nuoqi shouted softly, "because this child is not yours, you don't have to be responsible for him." Yan Nuoqi touched her lower abdomen and her eyes were a little complicated. She only heard her murmur, "it can be regarded as breaking one of her thoughts... Children... I'll pay attention. Children will have some in the future..."

Since Yan Nuoqi said so, Liu Feng couldn't say anything more, so she had to drive her home first.

Now that this has happened, it's no use saying more. It's better to stop here.

Yan Nuoqi is no longer a child. In the face of these things, she has a judgment in her heart. Since she has decided to go on like this, it is useless even if people around her say more.

Liu Feng has no right to interfere in Yan Nuoqi's life, let alone her own decision.

But after this incident, Liu Feng also knew that Yan Nuoqi still had Ouyang Jin in her heart. If she really put it down, it doesn't matter who the child is. Now that she's knocked it down, it just proves this fact.

Yan Nuoqi knows this, but some things are always better than others. It's too difficult to admit such a thing.

The passers-by outside the window are in a hurry. No one knows when they will meet someone, or whether they will meet something they think will never happen one day in the future.

Yan Nuoqi leaned her head on the chair, but her mind didn't know where it had gone.

After so much experience, she just felt very tired. She didn't want to work hard for these things, and she didn't want to deal with them.

It's really too tired. After paying my heart, I was hurt again and again.

She's lost enough. Let's stop.

No matter how prosperous the city is, no matter how many people want to come here, but it is not Yan Nuoqi's ownership.

It doesn't belong to her, not even a place for her.

Liu Feng was very kind to her, but there was also Shu Qi among them, which really made her a little unacceptable.

There are too many right and wrong in this city, and everything makes her feel powerless.

Perhaps it would be much better to leave this place of right and wrong.