Chapter 2038 wait together

   Shen Fanxing frowned.

   Li Tingshen\'s eyes fell on her face, and he pulled his lips.

   "You should know very well that I won\'t hurt him."

  She should understand...

   She should know very well that, as the father of the child, he will not hurt him.

  Shen Fanxing lifted her eyes, with obvious precautions, "Did you ever think about hurting Ye Qingqiu?"

   Li Tingshen\'s chest suddenly shook.

  Shen Fanxing doesn\'t want to gossip about other people\'s years, nor does he want to interfere in other people\'s private affairs.

   But Linlin dragged her so that she couldn\'t stand idly by.

   How vigorous things were back then. She just asked a little, and too many people mentioned it, and it was easy to know about it.

   In addition, Bo Jingchuan by his side was one of the parties!

   Her eyes are like torches, and her aura is so reckless that it can easily make people feel oppressed.

   "In order to come out and spend the Mid-Autumn Festival with Ye Qingqiu, I have endured the fever until now, keeping silent, for fear that something will happen to me because of my illness. Do you know who caused all this?"

  Li Tingshen\'s hands in his pockets were tightly clasped together, his thin lips were pursed tightly, Shen Fanxing could see his tense expression and body.

   But she had to make it clear that Linlin was still a child.

   "You don\'t think you will hurt, but the hurt has already happened. How can people trust you, Li Tingshen?"

  Li Tingshen\'s whole body is like a tight bowstring, which may break at any time.

   "The deepest hurt in this world is often done by the people you love the most. If there is a deeper injury, it is people who love each other fighting with love."

"And that child was born on the battlefield where you fought each other. The hurt is already there, and for him, you are not worthy of forgiveness. Don\'t hurt them with your self-righteous love, if you can\'t, leave them Get away!"

  Shen Fanxing\'s voice was calm and cold, with serious responsibility and seriousness.

   For a long time, the man like a sculpture rolled his Adam\'s apple a few times, and his mouth was hoarse.

"Will not……"

  Nothing?

   Won\'t hurt them again?

   In less than ten words, he could only spit out two words.

  Shen Fanxing stared at the thick overflowing emotions in his eyes, forcing himself to look away indifferently.

   "Better."

  Bo Jingchuan hugged her tightly in his arms and glanced at him lightly.

   "Your sister-in-law is right."

  Li Tingshen: "..."

   After Bo Jingchuan took Shen Fanxing away for a long time, Li Tingshen moved his stiff body, walked slowly to the door of the ward, raised his hand and slowly put it on the doorknob, and then there was another long silence.

   He never thought that between her and him, now or in the future, there will be a child.

   If she has been unwilling, he will not force her.

   As long as she\'s by his side, it\'s fine.

child……

   Ye Qingqiu actually gave birth to a child for him.

   The doorknob creaked as he held it tightly.

   After a long time, there was a sound of "click", and the door of the ward was slowly opened.

   gradually expanded from a gap to the width of one person.

   There was a nurse guarding the hospital bed. Seeing him, he was suspicious and defensive.

   "Sir, you are..."

  Li Tingshen\'s eyes were firmly placed in the middle of the wide and soft mattress, and the small body lay there quietly.

   For the first time in his life, Li Tingshen didn\'t know how to answer the question just now.

Who is he……

He didn\'t have the qualifications and courage to say those two words   .

   Approaching the hospital bed, the moment his eyes touched the sleeping face of the child, his heart stopped for half a second, followed by a beating as heavy as a drum.

   No wonder Ye Qingqiu tried his best to hide him.

   No wonder Shen Fanxing was so calm just now.

   He could not have been unaware of the existence of this child for the rest of his life.

   As long as we meet, the answer is self-evident.

   "Are you the child\'s father?" The carer on the side laughed softly:

   "Baby and you are like a mold printed out."

  Li Tingshen didn\'t speak.

in this way.

   He stood by the bed and watched Linlin for a long time.

   The eyebrows and the nose are all his appearance.

   reached out his hand and slowly probed towards Lin Lin\'s forehead.

   His forehead was still hot, and his red face was covered with a layer of sweat.

   The big hand with well-defined knuckles almost wrapped the small face in the palm of his hand.

son.

   The pulp of the finger lightly tapped on Linlin\'s slightly frowning eyebrows, perhaps because the coolness of the finger pulp relieved the discomfort that had been burning all the time, and the frowning brows gradually eased.

  The palm of his hand finally fell on the top of the child\'s hair. Looking at his sleeping face gradually peaceful, Li Tingshen\'s eyes were filled with a gentleness that he had not noticed.

  Li Tingshen maintained a posture and stood in front of the bed for a long time.

The nurse behind    waited for a long time, and finally couldn\'t help walking to the front, looked at the sleeping child, and breathed a sigh of relief.

   "Sir, the baby\'s fever is going down, I have to help him change his sweaty clothes, you see..."

  Li Tingshen\'s fingers curled slightly, his eyes locked tightly on the face of the child in front of him, and his voice was low and hoarse.

"I come."

   The nurse was stunned for a moment, then nodded quickly.

   She found clothes and instructed Li Tingshen to undress the child.

   At first, the movements were very unfamiliar, because they were too cautious for fear of disturbing the children, but they became proficient right away.

   After looking at it almost, she called another basin of hot water, washed dry the towel and planned to wipe the child\'s body. Li Tingshen stood aside and watched for a while, then brought the towel over and bent over to wipe the child\'s body.

   The slightly older nurse looked on with a smile and said, "I haven\'t seen a few fathers who do everything like you. These things are not about grandma, grandma, or mother."

  Especially such a noble and handsome man, he really can\'t be seen.

Li Ting\'s face was expressionless. After wiping his body, he picked up clean clothes and put them on the child carefully. During the process, he needed to hold Lin Lin up, even the clothes on his back, and flip them several times until Lin Lin was stupefied. There was a whimper on his shoulder.

  Li Tingshen\'s body froze suddenly, and he felt a small hand reaching out and grabbing the collar of his chest.

"mother……"

   The childish voice rang in his ears, and that dazed and instinctive babble made Li Tingshen\'s heart swell with an unexplainable heart palpitation.

   After finishing the clothes, Li Tingshen was about to put him back on the bed, the child seemed to have fallen asleep again.

   It\'s just that those hands have been clutching at his collar and haven\'t loosened it.

  Li Tingshen didn\'t move, he kept this awkward and uncomfortable posture and didn\'t move.

   He didn\'t say anything, he couldn\'t even see the child\'s expression, but he could feel the helplessness and lack of security from the deepest part of the child\'s heart.

   Gently put his forehead on Lin Lin\'s forehead, Li Ting\'s throat choked slightly.

  Shen Fanxing is right, the damage has already happened.

  *

   When Bo Jingchuan brought Shen Fanxing back, Li Tingshen was waiting at the door.

   Seeing them, Li Tingshen only said two words.

"What\'s his name?"

  Shen Fanxing looked indifferent, but his heart felt sad because of the question that came out of his mouth.

   "Progress."

  Li Ting\'s dark eyes moved down slightly and landed on the gap between the tiles, calm and deep.

"thanks."

   "Li Tingshen."

   The moment he lifted his foot to brush past them, Shen Fanxing suddenly stopped him.

  Li Tingshen stopped and turned his back to her. Before she could speak, she said lightly:

   "I won\'t use children as chips."

  Shen Fanxing didn\'t speak anymore.

  *

   Ye Qingqiu\'s cell phone battery has run out.

   It was nearly ten o\'clock when I borrowed the charger from Xiao Chu.

   It has been more than two hours since Li Tingshen was kicked out by her.

   She didn\'t believe that he would run home alone to rest.

  Xiao Chu watched his nose and his heart, and could see that Ye Qingqiu, who frequently looked out the window, was waiting for someone, and his mind moved.

   "Miss Ye, do you want me to help find Mr. Li?"

   Ye Qingqiu frowned slightly and looked indifferent, "What does it have to do with me if you can\'t find him?"

   Xiao Chu choked, and there was indeed some real worry on his face.

   "...Mr. Li didn\'t tell me where he was going. I don\'t know where he is staying in the hospital now."

   Ye Qingqiu pursed her lips, her complexion condensed.

   "Assistant Short, everyone knows that you are sincere to him. You don\'t have to tell me your face in front of me every chance you get, making him so miserable and pitiful. Do you think he is the kind of person who wants others to pity him?"

   Xiao Chu, whose intention was revealed, did not speak for a while.

   "Go out, I\'m going to sleep."

   I just came in to prepare hot milk for Ye Qingqiu. It was already ten o\'clock, so naturally Xiao Chu didn\'t dare to stay any longer.

   And Li Tingshen at this moment is indeed what Xiao Chu said.

   Sitting on a wooden bench in the hospital park, with his coat unbuttoned, his suit draped over the bench, an open box of cigarettes and a lighter casually thrown beside him.

   A half-burned cigarette was sandwiched between his slender fingers, and smothered cigarette butts were scattered under his feet.

   His expression was extraordinarily calm, his brows and eyes were stern, without the slightest expression, and his whole person was completely calm.

   But if you look closely, the cigarette between your fingers has been deformed, and every cigarette on the ground is no exception.

   Cigarettes one by one, until the box was completely empty, then he leaned back in his chair, squashed the box a little bit, threw it away, and then there was a long silence.

   Late at night at the end of October, the cold bones are numb.

   The darkness permeates the darkness of death.

   By the time he returned to Ye Qingqiu\'s ward, he was already lying on the bed quietly.

   He walked to the bed, lowered his eyes and looked calmly at that beautiful and gentle face.

   fell asleep and woke up like two people.

  All arrogance, irony and coldness, carelessness, heartlessness, thorough hatred, wanton love...

   all in those slightly closed eyes.

   Ye Qingqiu\'s eyebrows slowly frowned, Li Ting\'s deep eyes moved, and his footsteps moved back half a step, but Ye Qingqiu still opened his eyes.

   She looked at him with indifference and rejection.

   "The smell of tobacco on you is disgusting."

   The clear and cold voice doesn\'t seem to be awakened from a deep sleep.

"Feel sorry."

  Li Ting apologized in a low voice, then quickly walked into the bathroom.

   Ye Qingqiu narrowed his eyes, quietly not knowing what he was thinking.

   Li Tingshen came out of the shower, Ye Qingqiu was still in the same position.

   He lifted the quilt and got on the bed, his movements were very light, and he didn\'t pull her into his arms as domineeringly as before.

   Ye Qingqiu was nervously waiting for him to pull her into his arms or lean over to hug her.

   But five minutes, ten minutes passed, and he didn\'t move.

   In the end, I didn\'t know when I fell asleep. It was already the next day when I opened my eyes, and I was woken up by the sound of Li Tingshen putting on clothes.

   Because of today\'s surgery in mind, she didn\'t sleep very well.

   After she washed and dressed, Xiao Chu had already arranged breakfast.

   Her face was a little pale, and she was absent-minded because of her grandfather\'s surgery.

  Li Tingshen called her for breakfast with a deep expression, but she did not refuse.

   After eating, he turned on the phone that had been charged overnight, and there were four or five missed calls from Shen Fanxing.

   She panicked, and the first thing she thought of was Linlin.

   wanted to call back, but seeing Li Tingshen in front of her, she put away her phone again.

  Li Tingshen didn\'t look at her from the beginning to the end, and ate breakfast with no expression on his face.

   A series of examinations and waiting for the results came out, and the surgery was scheduled in the afternoon.

  Ye Qingqiu had been by the old man\'s side all morning, not daring to speak aloud. Looking at the old man\'s face from a close distance, his haggard and old face began to fill his heart again.

   She silently accompanied the old man all the way into the operating room. The slender body with the infinite worry expression on her face made her look even more morbid and weak.

   Li Tingshen will wrap her shoulders, "It\'s alright, the doctor is very experienced."

   Ye Qingqiu was nervous and weak, and his whole body was chilled.

   The heartlessness that he pretended to be last night all collapsed before the door today.

  She is left with her grandfather. She hasn\'t done any filial piety in the past three years. If there is an accident in this operation...

   Ye Qingqiu, you are unforgivable.

   Liang Xuer was surrounded by several bodyguards and walked over with her arms in her hands.

   She was wearing a sterile suit and her face was calm and pale.

   At the door of the operating room, he saw Ye Qingqiu who was in Li Ting\'s arms, stopped and pulled his lips again.

   Ye Qingqiu paused, then straightened his body from Li Tingshen\'s arms, "If you don\'t want to, I\'ll come."

   The irony on Liang Xu\'er\'s face was even more obvious, "Then come here."

   Ye Qingqiu didn\'t move, but the hand on her shoulder pressed down a little.

   "Ye Qingqiu, I said, no."

   The man\'s low and domineering voice did not allow anyone to refute.

   Liang Xuer turned her eyes to look at him coldly, and finally laughed suddenly, her face was pale and her eyes were red.

   "How can I say that I\'m still cooperating now. I\'ve been hypocritical for three years. The last time, you\'re too lazy to pretend?"

  Li Tingshen didn\'t look at him, and his eyes fell on two tall men in sterile suits at the door of the operating room.

   "Bring in."

   Seeing these two people, Liang Xuer\'s eyes trembled.

   These two people are the two people she has never met before.

   Apparently…

   Li Tingshen was so worried about her that he deliberately arranged for these two people to watch her during the operation.

Ah.

   Really…

   Think of her viciousness to the extreme and comprehensive.

   Despair and endless irony swept through his body, the more he guarded her, the more clearly he made her realize one thing.

   How unbearable she was in his heart.

   She should have known about it three years ago, but she has been deceiving herself so much that she easily believed his deception.

   The operation is very long.

  Injecting fresh blood while expelling blood, there is no room for errors in all kinds of fine data.

   Ye Qingqiu\'s hands and feet have always been cold, even if Li Tingshen held her tightly, it was only cold sweat on his palms.

   She was always reluctant to sit down, so she just stood at the door of the operating room, standing there with the last of her strength, her heart suddenly stopped for half a second several times, and it was beating rapidly again.

   Uneasy, messy, helpless, nervous…

   The operation took more than four hours.

   When the door of the operating room opened, Ye Qingqiu\'s body suddenly softened when he heard the doctor\'s words "successful operation".

  Li Tingshen\'s tense body instantly relaxed a little, then he immediately supported Ye Qingqiu, hugged her and patted her head, his voice was low and gentle.

"never mind."

   Ye Qingqiu nodded with tears in his eyes and kept nodding.

  God knows what she was worried about just now.

   I was worried that my grandfather would not be able to survive, and that Liang Xuer would suddenly have trouble in the middle.

  Fortunately…

  Liang Xuer was the first to be pushed out. The blood transfusion was not anesthetized, and the blood output was excessive. The person was already in a coma, her face was white and transparent, and even her lips lost color.

   Ye Qingqiu glanced at her and was taken aside by Li Tingshen.

  The old man was also pushed out.

  *

   The fever subsided in the middle of the night, and he was discharged from the hospital the next day.

   When Bo Jingchuan got the first news that Mr. Ye\'s operation was successful, everyone in the family breathed a sigh of relief.

  The old lady Bo clutched her chest, feeling fortunate for a while.

   "Finally survived again."

   Lin Lin\'an sat quietly on the sofa, leaning against Shen Fanxing, holding a moon cake in his hand, his dark eyes staring blankly straight ahead.

   I had a high fever last night. I slept all morning today, got up at noon to eat, played with Wanwan for a while, and went to bed at Wanwan, but he has been refusing to sleep again.

   Since noon, he has always felt that the atmosphere at home is not right. Aunt Shen speaks very little, occasionally saying a word, and his mood is not high, as if he has something on his mind.

   Uncle also coaxed, but it didn\'t seem to have much effect, and the old grandmother sighed many times.

   The atmosphere suddenly changed at this moment, although he didn\'t know what was going on, he laughed happily.

   "Auntie, isn\'t there...there is one thing that makes...everyone happy?"

  Shen Fanxing reached out and touched Linlin\'s little head, with a deep smile in his voice.

   "Yeah, very happy."

  Linlin\'s eyebrows and eyes suddenly lit up, "Can you tell Linlin? When my mother comes back, Linlin also tells her to listen to her, making her happy too."

  Shen Fanxing\'s throat was caught off guard by a sourness, and she didn\'t have a chance to restrain her face, and her eyes were red.

   A two-year-old child, at the most sensible age, is sensible and distressing.

  The old lady Bo couldn\'t hold back, "This child... really will stab in the heart..."

   "Old Madam..." Lai Rong was helpless, and hurriedly handed the old lady a handkerchief.

  The old lady wiped the corners of her eyes, looked at the moon cake in her hands, and changed the subject.

   "Linlin, eat moon cakes, don\'t you like it?"

  Linlin shook his head, "I like it...wait for mom to come back...eat it together."

  The old lady paused, then quickly picked up the handkerchief and covered her eyes.

  Shen Fanxing put Linlin in his arms, "There are many more, you can eat first."

   Linlin shook his head stubbornly.

   [Linlin has always had a strong character in his character. He is observant, sensitive, and has the kind of forbearance. I don\'t think there is much left, and the hole has been filled, right? 】

   (end of this chapter)