Xie Ruhe lowered her eyes, staring at her slightly uncomfortable face, a little stunned. His eyebrows and eyes folded, his fingertips moved unconsciously, and he asked in a low voice, "puppy love?"

The book wants to say that again.

In addition to the dubbing lines, in my memory, she has never done this kind of behavior against her conscience, saying that what she thinks is wrong is right. And even apologized for it.

This is the only thing.

Reading this book is embarrassed, at this time to hear his rhetorical question, even dare not look at him. She immediately lowered her head, annoyed, but did not want to take back the words, silent, self-examination.

Xie Ruhe raised his lips and asked, "who do you want to fall in love with?"

Shunian didn't look up. I can't see Xie Ruhe's expression at the moment. I don't know if he really doesn't know the answer. She is embarrassed to say, can only silently bow to eat noodles, pretending not to hear what he said.

With a smile in his voice, he continued to ask, "can't you say?"

Silence for two seconds.

Shunian put a piece of beef into his bowl, abruptly opened the topic, and said vaguely: "eat noodles quickly, or it will be burnt out in a moment, and it will not be delicious."

Xie Ruhe knew that it was a matter of inner struggle for her to say that. He stopped teasing her, and his bad mood disappeared.

He looked at the piece of beef on his bowl and said for two seconds, "I see."

Shunian thought that his attention was finally diverted, and he was relieved subconsciously.

Xie Ruhe added, "I think so, too."

Huh?

It's nothing.

Do you think the batter is not delicious?

Shunian didn't understand what he was saying. He looked up in wonder, just to his dark eyes.

Look at each other silently.

Xie Ruhe's eye tail is slightly raised, and the fine eyelashes form a shallow shadow under his eyes. His eyes are attentive and affectionate. Then, he chuckled: "it's good to fall in love with you."

I think it's good to fall in love with you.

The heart beat of the book missed half a beat, the original embarrassment also at a loss mood then dispersed. Her ears were hot, the corners of her mouth cocked up, and she gave a low "MMM".

With these words, Xie Ruhe did not say a word.

The speed of reading is slow. It takes half a day to swallow a bite. She bit face, secretly to Xie Ruhe's direction. Remembering what he said just now, she hesitated and said, "don't be unhappy because of your grandparents."

Xie Ruhe nodded without expression.

"What they say is wrong. Don't listen."

"Well."

Shunian didn't want to speak ill of others behind his back. He just whispered, "and pushed you."

Her tone was full of complaints. Probably because they were his relatives, or maybe she didn't curse very much, so what she said was not too much.

But the unhappiness is only for him.

It's like he's venting his feelings and pouring out his dissatisfaction.

Xie Ruhe lightly answers her words, the corner of the mouth rises slightly.

Shunian tightened his grip on the chopsticks. He thought it was ridiculous to say that, and he was a bit overconfident. Her voice lowered down, and she said, "I will protect you in case of such things in the future."

“……”

"Let's go out together." Shunian said seriously, "I will try my best not to be afraid if I still encounter it."

That's Xie Ruhe's family.

Blood is thicker than water with him. Even if he has not done his duty, from the outside world, they are still his grandparents, his uncle and his elders.

Xie Ruhe may not be able to respond in the same way to his impolite behavior.

Then she'll help him.

Xie Ruhe had finished eating noodles. When he heard this, he took a hand with a tissue. He looked at her and suddenly remembered her reaction when she first saw the wound she had been wounded by Xie Ji.

It's the same as it is now.

They all know that they may be hurt, but they are still willing to stand in front of him.

It's something that makes his heart soft.

Over the years, he has not been very happy. Although doing the things you like, there is no one else around you. Life is lonely and boring. I think the world is dark and there is no light.

Those empty feeling, but can be inadvertently filled by her.

The day they met again came to mind.

Up to now, I still feel lucky and grateful.

On that day, because the rehabilitation doctor had something to do, he was sent to the hospital by Fang Wencheng for rehabilitation. Because of the heavy rain outside, Fang Wencheng's action was too slow. He stopped at the gate of the hospital for a long time.

When Gu Zi was in a daze, he heard the sound of reading.

As soon as I looked up, I saw that she was standing in the bright light and looked distorted.

It's like a dream I had in the past.

Worry is a dream.But even if it's a dream, the dream continues to this day.

Let her really exist in front of his eyes at the moment.

Xie Ruhe's throat was dry. He rubbed her head with a gentle look: "well, you protect me."

In addition to the beginning of taking medicine will feel very uncomfortable, after not much feeling. Occasionally the book will forget to take medicine, are Xie Ruhe on time by the point of reminder.

But the effect of drugs is only to relieve some symptoms and relieve pain.

Most of the time, I can't control the emotion of reading. I will suddenly lose my temper and wail. There is a big emotional contrast. Also can be suddenly depressed, loss of appetite.

When panic attacks, are Xie Ruhe with her side. Listening to her panic calls for help and crying, resulting in the somatization reaction, what he can do is to constantly pacify.

Most of the time, reading is normal.

Although will worry about the next attack, will feel anxious. Can think of someone to accompany, someone to spend this dark time with her, will feel, in fact, not so hard.

Apart from the necessary time to go out, the other two are staying in the house.

Only in the first week, because he was worried about the situation of shunian, Xie Ruhe lied and let shunian sleep in the same room with him.

Later, shunian found that Xie Ruhe had no problem with his legs and feet. He knew that he was worried about himself when he said this, so he tactfully proposed that he wanted to sleep in another room.

They live together in great respect.

Just a few weeks passed.

While he's still is on in early June.

Fearing that shunian would change his mind, Xie Ruhe bought the ticket a week in advance and asked her again.

Reading almost forgot this matter, seriously considered for a long time, tangled and cowardly. Think of that picture will feel irritable and palpitating, the first idea is not willing to.

The cinema was crowded and dark. And she didn't know what the movie would show. Will there be some bad pictures that remind her of the past and make her feel uncomfortable.

There's always a lot to think about.

Also because of these and feel very anxious, do not want to think about.

After this book read to refuse, Xie Ruhe also no longer mention this matter.

At the end of May, shunian received a phone call. It's the director of the play she played with some time ago. She said that some of her lines were censored, but they had to be changed. Let shunian make up the lines.

After receiving this call, shunian realized that he hadn't been to the studio for a long time.

This is a job that can't be refused. Shunian immediately agrees.

Then he told Xie Ruhe about it.

Hearing this, Xie Ruhe quietly observed shunian, feeling that her reaction was not very resistant, so he was relieved: "OK, I'll send you tomorrow."

The next day, they went out on time.

The studio is not far from Xie Ruhe's home, about 20 minutes away.

The temperature outside is very high and the sun is high. The cement floor is like a steamer, steaming, and the air is also shaped by the heat. I can smell the grass and soil in my breath.

Originally, he wanted to walk directly, but because of the weather, Xie Ruhe called Fang Wencheng.

In fact, he is now in good health to drive. But because I haven't driven for a long time and I don't have time to practice, I still have to let Fang Wencheng come.

The car drove all the way to the downstairs of the recording studio.

Shunian got out of the car.

In recent weeks, except when she was sleeping, she and Xie Ruhe didn't separate for the rest of the time. Shunian nervously turned his head and looked at Xie Ruhe in the car. He couldn't help saying, "I should be quick."

Xie Ruhe is telling Fang Wencheng about his work. Hearing this, he turned his head and whispered, "you wait for me for a while." After that, he said a few words to Fang Wencheng and got out of the car soon.

Shunian looked up at him and hesitated, "why did you come down?"

Xie Ruhe took a hat from the car, raised his hand and put it on her: "I'll go up with you."

The mood of reading relaxed and blinked: "why do you wear a hat?"

"It's too dry." Xie Ruhe whispered, "don't sunburn."

"Then we should take umbrellas."

Smell speech, Xie Ruhe lift Mou to sweep her one eye, seem to be thinking, quickly then nodded: "I will take next time."

Shunian pointed to the building: "it's a quick walk."

"If you go in and feel hot, you can take it off and put it on when you come out." Xie Ruhe is adjusting the size of the hat for her. After making it, he looks at it for a few seconds. "It seems that it's still big."

"It won't be big." Reading mood suddenly very good, raised his head. Afraid that the hat would fall off, she subconsciously reached out to her head and bent her eyes. "It's quite appropriate."

The supplementary recording is just a re recording of individual lines, which usually does not take much time.Xie Ruhe couldn't go into the studio. After a tour of shunian, he found a seat for him and asked him to wait here for a while like a child. Then he went into the studio.

Shunian had no dubbing for a while, and she was a little hard to concentrate, spending more time than she thought. Afraid that Xie Ruhe had been waiting for a long time, she said goodbye to the director as soon as she finished recording.

Because the hat always fell off, shunian took it off in the shed. Before going out of the shed, she thought about it and put on her hat again.

Out of the shed, shunian looks in the direction of Xie Ruhe.

He is still sitting in the original position, but next to a woman.

Read the pace of a meal, standing in place to see them.

Women wear a suspender skirt, showing white neck and clavicle, waist design, outline a good figure. She tied up all her hair and made it into a small ball. Her forehead was bright and clean, and her smiling eyes were crooked at the bottom.

It's Lin Qiqi.

Xie Ruhe sat in the same place, looking down at his mobile phone.

Lin Qiqi stood one meter away from him and was talking to him.

The picture looks very harmonious.

Shunian licked his lips and walked slowly. Her mind in a moment filled with many pictures, a little lost. I don't know why, I don't even have the courage to go on.

Inexplicably feel unhappy and aggrieved.

She lowered her head and stood in the same place for a few seconds before she raised her feet again and went on.

Go five meters away from them.

Probably with more than light noticed her existence, Xie Ruhe raised his eyes, looked over, the indifference between eyebrows and eyes in an instant collapse. The next second, he stood up and whispered, "it's recorded?"

Listen to him, follow his line of sight.

Lin Qiqi takes back the words that haven't been finished and looks at the book. She didn't seem to remember the book, but she felt familiar, and looked at her with a scanning look.

Shunian nodded.

Before Xie Ruhe continued to talk, Shu Nian raised his eyes and saw him wipe her shoulder and walk back. And then on the eyes of Lin Qiqi. I don't know what the reason is, as if with a little bad.

Shunian pursed his lips and took back his sight.

I don't know why he left like this.

I'm not in a good mood. I want to look back. At the same time, the shape of the hat brim has been changed in her vision, and the hat has been put on her head.

Xie Ruhe stands back beside her and stares at her silly appearance.

"I didn't find my hat off."

The book read subconsciously touched to touch a hat, stuffy way: "too big."

Xie Ruhe was stunned: "not happy?"

Shunian bowed his head and didn't want to admit: "no..."

Seeing that she was lying, Xie Ruhe thought, "let's go."

Shunian asked, "do you want to go home?"

"No Xie Ruhe said seriously, "I'll buy you a hat."