With that, shunian didn't care what his reaction was. She lowered her head, walked around him and towards the cashier.

There was no sound of him coming up behind him.

It's a long way to go.

Shunian suddenly thought of Xie Ruhe's leg. He stopped, tightened his grip, and then let go. She thinks that this idea is very bad, and she is still angry because of his strange behavior, but when she thinks of this -

she will feel that she really shouldn't be angry with him.

At that time, he was picked up by his grandfather because of such a desperate thing, so he left Shiyan town. What happened later? And then it became what it is now.

Shunian really hopes that he has lived a good life.

Even if it's not that good, it's not like it is now.

At first glance, we can see that they are not happy.

Shunian looked back secretly.

Sure enough, I didn't catch up.

She is inexplicable some melancholy, in situ with their own stalemate for a while, accept the fate to go back.

But Xie Ruhe is no longer in his original position.

Shunian stood in the same place for half a minute, feeling a little stuffy, out of this area. She looked down at her mobile phone. When she looked up again, she saw Xie Ruhe coming from the snack area.

He was stunned.

Unlike just now, Xie Ruhe had five or six more bags in his arms besides the sanitary napkin he had just thrown to him by shunian. The volume of a bag is not small. It's piled up in his arms. It looks like a contrast.

Shunian is very familiar with the package. It's mango flavored fudge that she has always liked.

Xie Ruhe moved his wheelchair with one hand and sugar in his other. One of them was unstable, and one of them fell to the ground.

Click and roll between them.

Shunian came to him, picked up the sugar and handed it to him.

Xie Ruhe raised his eyelids, looked at her and took it in silence.

Shunian stood upright, but not much higher than he was in a wheelchair. She bowed her head and apologized first: "I'm sorry, I just talked nonsense."

Xie Ruhe didn't keep silent any more, which was different from the Qingrun youth voice in the past.

"What."

Shunian didn't look at him. He pointed to the bag of sanitary napkins in his hand and stressed in a low voice: "I don't think you want to use that."

Xie Ruhe

Shunian was still standing in front of him, looking dejected and no longer talking. Motionless, like not to get his forgiveness will not leave half a step.

Xie Ruhe didn't hold on to her: "I know."

Shunian's expression was obviously relaxed. He looked at him again: "do you want to buy anything else?"

Xie Ruhe said lightly, "no need."

Shunian thought about it and proposed, "shall we pay together?"

Xie Ruhe nodded.

They went to one of the lines at the cashier, one in front of the other in the back.

They are not talkative people. Shunian didn't talk to him any more, and Xie Ruhe didn't take the initiative to speak. Two people keep unspeakable embarrassment, like a real stranger.

Shunian stood in front of him and never looked back at him. She paid for it in one step, then stood by and waited for him.

Notice that the cashier picked up the bag of sanitary napkins and was ready to scan the barcode. Shunian suddenly responded and said to the cashier, "Hello, I don't want this one."

The cashier's action meal, looked at Xie Ruhe: "no?"

Xie Ruhe hesitated and said, "yes."

“……”

"What do you buy for?" Shunian turned to look at him with a puzzled expression, "are you really going to buy it?"

Xie Ruhe avoided her sight and gave an unnatural hum.

When he took the bag from the cashier, they went to the escalator. Shunian still felt a little strange, and soon he thought, "Oh, did you buy it for your girlfriend?"

Hearing this, Xie Ruhe moved his wheelchair hand and stopped at the same place.

With Yu Guang aware that the book read back: "what's the matter?"

Xie Ruhe's eyes drooped, as if thinking about something. There was no movement for a long time. Then he suddenly lifted the bag in his hand and handed it to her: "here you are."

The book read Leng: "give me?"

Xie Ruhe nodded and repeated, "here you are."

"Why give it to me?" The book read blankly, but noticed that the bag was transparent, and he seemed embarrassed to hold it, so he had to say, "I'll take this out."

In addition to that bag of sanitary napkins, there are five bags of mango jelly.

Xie Ruhe shook his head: "all for you."

This time, instead of waiting for the book to read, he put the bag into her hand. The fingertip touched the palm of her hand, gave it a little meal, quickly withdrew it, and then went to the front.

Shunian stood in the same place for a few seconds, still dull.When I was familiar with him before, I couldn't understand what Xie Ruhe was thinking. Now, after so many years, her feelings have become more complicated, and she is even more puzzled by his actions.

Shunian didn't think about it any more. He followed and asked, "how do you want to go back?"

Xie Ruhe did not answer, but asked: "how do you return?"

"I take the subway."

"Good."

It didn't say how he would return. Shunian took a look at him and said nothing more.

It was Xie Ruhe who saw her hands full. After a moment's silence, he took the initiative to say, "I'll take it for you."

Shunian shook his head: "no need."

Hearing this reply, Xie Ruhe's expression was like being poked to some painful place, and his mood became worse obviously. He clenched the bag in his hand, in a light voice, with a little coolness: "why?"

I don't know why he was suddenly unhappy. Shunian asked in a low voice, "what? Why?"

He looked dark: "do you think I can't help you?"

Read the book did not hear: "what?"

Two people just out of the supermarket door.

The strong wind blows, melts into the night, shuttles in the crowd.

Xie Ruhe did not mention the words just now, black eyes seem to be mixed with ink, deep and deep. He looked up and for the first time looked down.

"Reading."

It was the first time he called her name after we met again.

Shunian stopped and asked, "what's the matter?"

Xie Ruhe carried the light on his back, his whole face was buried in the dark, but his eyes were bright. He raised his lips and said in an obscure voice, "why don't you ask me, why did my leg become like this?"

"I don't think you want to say that." Shunian held the bag tightly. He was a little at a loss. His heart seemed to be choked and breathless. "Moreover, it would not be a good memory. I wish I could get better. "

If someone came to ask her why she was like this.

Shunian is not willing to say.

It was a bad memory.

She doesn't want to go over it again.

"Gradually getting better..." Xie Ruhe's Adam's apple rolled, his eyes dimmed, and his voice became low and dumb. "Shunian, I'm different from you."

Shunian didn't mind: "someone came to pick you up, did he?"

Xie Ruhe neither affirmed nor denied. Then, he finally said the reason why he had been following her today: "the call you made yesterday was mine. If you need help in the future, you can come to me. "

“……”

He also said something. His voice was so low that he didn't hear it clearly.

Shunian still wants to ask.

Xie Ruhe turned and went in the other direction without saying goodbye.

With a big bag of things, shunian borrowed a bike and rode all the way to the subway station. It's about 15 minutes from this station to the subway station near her home.

It's only ten minutes' walk home.

It's still early, and the shops on the street are still open. Neon lights and streetlights are on. You can hear lovers laughing and hawkers shouting. The colorful night market is especially lively.

Shunian bought a soy sauce cake nearby, and then he went to his own community.

Along the way, she kept thinking about Xie Ruhe's words.

Feel some inexplicable, mood also feel some depressed and unhappy. Shunian doesn't know where his unhappiness comes from. His words are not malicious.

Although he cheated her on the phone, he was still so righteous.

She doesn't think about it anymore.

I began to recall what the last sentence Xie Ruhe said.

That mouth

I'm used to reading, and my memory is not bad.

At this time, Xie Ruhe should have said seven words.

But what he said was really too vague. The opening and closing of lips and teeth were not obvious. I don't know what he's talking about.

He had nothing to do with reading. He talked in his mouth all the way.

When she got home downstairs, Shu Nian looked around and made sure there was no one around. Then she ran up to the second floor and quickly opened the door and locked it.

She gasped and murmured, "don't be bullied."

The book read Leng next, repeated again, still don't dare to believe. I don't think Xie Ruhe can say such a thing, but it coincides with his mouth.

I've been reading for a while.

Soon I did things according to my usual habits, checking the doors and windows, cooking frozen dumplings, taking a bath, washing clothes, practicing mouth shape in front of the TV, watching the script When the book was finished, it was almost early the next morning.

She was playing with her cell phone in bed with the big light on.

Thinking of the name I heard in the toilet today, Shu Nian scratched his face and hesitated for a few seconds. She opened her browser and entered the word "ahe" in the search bar.Books don't pay much attention to this aspect, and songs are rarely heard.

Looking at what Baidu shows, she knows that ahe is a very popular independent musician in recent years.

I started publishing my works on the Internet platform five years ago.

My first album is called "my thoughts". Because there is no promotion channel, there are no fans in the early stage. But he didn't seem to care about these, so he indulged himself in his own world.

"Uncontrollable" in the second album was broadcast live by a fire game anchor, and gradually found out, becoming a little famous.

With the publication of each album, his fame has grown.

In the past two years, I have stopped singing. Turn to the background and concentrate on creation. Most of the names appear in other people's albums. They are composers, arrangers and occasionally fill in lyrics.

Shunian pursed his lips and played the song "uncontrollable".

The prelude is not long. The style is lyrical and melancholy. You can hear all kinds of noises. I don't know what they are made of. Soon, the hustle and bustle subsided. In the silence, ahe's voice rang.

The eyelashes of the book moved.

As she thought, it was Xie Ruhe.

His voice lengthened along the rhythm, deep and ethereal, and every word brought with it the feeling of darkness and despair. The breath is shallow, the music is like the person, neat and clean. When singing, voice recognition is very high.

Surrounded by such melancholy songs, shunian's mood is better.

Reading gradually became sleepy in his voice.

Before falling into a deep sleep.

The book reads inexplicably to think of Xie Ruhe to say that sentence.

"I'm not in your way."

Several days have passed since Li Hong entered the hospital.

Because of his subjective and reckless actions and words, shunian has been reflecting for many days. Finally, I reluctantly come to a conclusion that I feel that I am too young to consider many things thoroughly, which is worth forgiving.

She stresses this conclusion to herself dozens of times every day.

But before brainwashing was successful, this was broken by Chen Hanzheng, a classmate.

Chen Hanzheng has a good relationship with Li Chao, Li Hong's son, and then Chen Hanzheng comes all day to talk about books. Let the book read one thing clearly - before Li Hong entered the hospital, the brake of the bicycle had already failed.

In order to save money, Li Hong didn't repair it.

When Chen Hanzheng said this, he still had a pen in his mouth and sneered: "fate is really good for him. All the money saved is spent in the hospital, and he has to pay it back. It's the first time I've seen someone who has this hobby and likes to spend money and suffer. "

Shunian was silent.

Chen Hanzheng felt abnormal. As usual, she would wrinkle her face and teach him not to swear. But I didn't say a word at the moment.

Chen Hanzheng had a sense of crisis: "what's the matter with you?"

The book read up: "what

"Curse me, big man!" Chen Han is roaring, "why don't you scold me! Have you changed your mind! You don't love me anymore! I don't fuckin '! "

“……”

Shunian was so worried that he was not in the mood to talk to him. But she seriously refuted his words: "I have never scolded you, I am educating you."

“……”

"And don't talk about changing your mind, love." Shunian frowned, "how old are you? All these irrelevant things are in your head."

This time, Chen Hanzheng was silent.

For a long time, because he was speechless, he said, "if it's really what they said, the 13-year-old woman. I've really learned. "

Shunian ignored him, lying on the desk and looking out of the window.

I don't know what I'm thinking.

After a long time, shunian suddenly noticed a group of teenagers running on the playground. They were wearing blue and white striped school uniforms. She suddenly looked up at Chen Hanzheng with a thoughtful look.

Chen Hanzheng is inexplicable: "OK, I won't say, OK? Don't look at me like that. "

With his eyes wide open, shunian thought about the "most beautiful junior high school student" and asked him, "do you know the name of the most beautiful boy in our school? I don't know what grade it is. "

Smelling speech, Chen Hanzheng immediately put his face close to her and rubbed the tip of his nose with his finger.

"I know."

The book reads the instant to pick up the spirit: "who?"

Chen Hanzheng raised his lips and said, "it's me."

The book read not to support, frown: "you didn't hear clearly."

"Well?"

The book is very serious. There is no sense of joking.

"I'm talking about good looks."

Chen Hanzheng