Defeated By Love

Chapter 57



Reading the whole person in the quilt, the moment did not move. Because of the empty body, she has no sense of security, subconsciously put her hands in front of his chest.

The quilt is not thick. You can see the white light coming in.

She still didn't respond. Looking at Xie Ruhe, who was covered in a black ball in her field of vision, she carefully asked, "what do you want? Am I blocking you..."

Smell speech, Xie Ruhe's action seems to stop for a while, but it didn't last long, fast like the illusion of reading. He did not answer, holding her out.

Shunian still wants to ask.

Soon, she noticed her state at the moment.

The quilt was wrapped in the quilt, shrunk into a small ball, and was held by him like an object.

Shunian shut up in an instant.

Xie Ruhe carried her to the bed in another room.

Feet fell to the ground, the body is no longer weightless state, the body is not just reading so tight. Holding her breath, she pulled the quilt down and saw Xie Ruhe standing beside her at a loss.

He picked up her quilt and put it on a chair.

"The quilt is wet." Xie Ruhe put the towel hanging around her neck on her head, "don't cover it, change it to a new one."

Shunian followed his movements and looked at the quilt with a dazed expression. The next second, she dropped her head and saw her wet clothes. Then she recovered a little.

She had just finished the bath, and because of panic and fear, she jumped into bed without wiping herself with a towel and hid herself under the bed. There's still water dripping from your hair and body.

Maybe the sheets in the room over there were wet with her.

Shunian apologized and said, "I'm sorry..."

Xie Ruhe took out a new quilt from the wardrobe, tilted his head and asked, "sorry, what?"

She hung her head, her voice as low as dust.

"I'm in too much trouble."

Xie Ruhe stood for a while, then threw the quilt on the bed and sat down in front of her. His Adam's apple rolled, his eyes lowered, playing with her little hand.

Shu Nian wanted to draw his hand back, but he immediately strengthened his strength and didn't let her move.

The book didn't move any more.

This room is not used very much. Although it is clean, it looks empty. There is nothing else except the furniture. The area is also half smaller than Xie Ruhe's room.

Both of them didn't take the initiative to speak. They were as quiet as if they could hear the air.

After saying that, Xie Ruhe stopped talking.

Reading is a bit awkward.

I always feel that he is probably brewing some words, maybe some words that make it difficult for him to speak, so he will be silent for so long. It makes the atmosphere too serious.

Her eyelashes trembled and she said, "it doesn't matter what you want to say."

Hearing this, Xie Ruhe released her hand and rubbed her nose with the back of her hand. She looked uncomfortable.

"You sleep here today."

The book read pause, don't understand why he said this sentence, want to think so long.

She was slightly relieved and nodded, "OK."

Later, Xie Ruhe added, "I sleep here, too."

“……” The book reads to stare big eyes, can't believe ground to ask, "what."

Xie Ruhe's ears are hot, and calmly explains: "two quilts."

Originally, there was a quilt on the bed. Just now, Xie Ruhe took another one out of the wardrobe. Shunian couldn't figure out the logic of these two things, but he didn't know how to answer them because of his serious expression.

She blushed: "it can't be like this..."

Xie Ruhe licked his lips and said honestly, "I can't sleep well if you're not beside me."

Shunian looked at him and said, "is it because of me..."

"No, my leg hurts in the middle of the night." Xie Ruhe knows that she is easy to believe other people's words, calmly telling a lie, "may be awakened by pain."

Shunian immediately wrote: "what should I do..."

The corners of Xie Ruhe's mouth quietly bent up and continued to say, "if you wake up from the pain, just press it for me. I don't have the strength. "

"Good." Read or worry, sad way, "will it hurt?"

Xie Ruhe thought about it and nodded: "well."

“……”

"So we help each other." Xie Ruhe reached out and touched her face, hoarse voice, tone like in a hoax, "I'm in trouble, fortunately you are here."

Shunian sniffed and muttered, "it's not too much trouble."

Xie Ruhe stares at her and chuckles.

"Well, you're not in trouble either."

Shunian acquiesced in sleeping together.

Holding the quilt, she climbed to the side of the wall, not knowing where to put it. See Xie Ruhe did not look over, she hesitated to pick up the pillow, upright on the center of the bed.

Thinking that he didn't need so much space, shunian moved the pillow a foot in his direction.Xie Ruhe brought her a new dress, and turned over to lock the door. When she came back, she saw that shunian had got into the quilt with a pillow beside him.

Extremely arrogant to cut off the two people closer.

He couldn't help laughing. He went to pick up another pillow and put it on her head in silence.

Probably noticed his movement, the book read gently to appear, look embarrassed: "you don't need a pillow?"

Xie Ruhe said, "I'll get a new one."

"Oh." Shunian sat up and adjusted the position of her pillow. She was as nervous as on her wedding night. "You didn't mean to stay in the studio tonight."

"I suddenly want to have an early rest." Xie Ruhe came over with a pillow and lay down on the big empty seat beside her, "are you ready to go to bed?"

Shunian thought, "I want to adjust my schedule."

"Well?"

"It's just that I'm in a bad sleep." The half face of the book is hidden in the quilt. It's boring to speak, "and because of my work, my work and rest are not stable. I often go to bed late, and then I can't sleep."

“……”

Although afraid of dreaming, but also afraid of insomnia.

Afraid of a person soberly open eyes, spend a long night.

Xie Ruhe said, "sleep now."

Shunian nodded, but his eyes were still open, looking at him.

After a few seconds, Xie Ruhe asked, "why don't you close your eyes?"

Shunian squeezed the quilt tightly and summoned up the courage to ask: "can you sing me a song? I feel a little quiet. Well I feel a little quiet. "

Xie Ruhe was stunned and soon came down: "what do you want to hear?"

Shunian thought about the slow melody of the song, hesitated and said: "or" insects fly "..."

"Good." Xie Ruhe put his hand over her eyes and said, "close your eyes and listen."

Shunian closed his eyes.

Then, Xie Ruhe's song rang out.

His voice is low and magnetic. When he sings children's songs, he is no longer as clear and bright as he was when he was young, but a little more dumb. Emotion is gentle, and the meaning of spoiling floats in the air with the song.

The black sky is low / the bright stars are following each other

insect flies / insect flies

who are you missing

the sound seems to have strength, which makes her feel extremely comfortable and safe. Reading relaxed, pinching the quilt force gradually relaxed, thoughts also changed from bright to dark.

Shunian's breath became gentle and fell into the abyss of dreams.

Xie Ruhe's song seems to be far away.

As the darkness drew closer, his voice became lighter and lighter. It was as if he could not hear it, and it overlapped with another song.

Same lyrics, different tunes.

At that time, on the platform, they stood side by side.

Below are the students sitting neatly, whose faces seem strange and familiar because they haven't seen each other for a long time. Young boys and girls, with no malicious smile on their faces, whispered.

Shunian felt embarrassed and subconsciously looked to the side.

Then she saw Xie Ruhe in her youth. He was dressed in a clean school uniform and had no expression on his face. It seemed that he could not hear the laughter of his classmates at all.

Notice her line of sight, Xie Ruhe looked over, eyes seem to be with comfort, soon back to line of sight, continue to sing the tune ran out of "insects fly.".

Reading inexplicably also has courage.

Regardless of the ridicule below, sing the song seriously.

The picture flashed and the sky around it darkened.

The sound of heavy rain falling down outside, the sound of the top fan turning is particularly loud, and the classroom is too stuffy. Self study in the evening, there are always straight faced teachers passing by in the corridor, and the girls' restrained screams are heard from time to time.

Bright light tube, nearby flies many water ants which come out in rainy days.

One flew to the desk where she was studying. She calmly took a piece of paper and fanned it away. Sitting in front of Xie Ruhe noticed her movement and turned around.

Shunian looked at him and blinked: "are you afraid?"

He didn't speak.

The canthus of shunian's eyes bent up and comforted: "don't be afraid, if it flies to you, I will help you to get it away quietly, and you won't find it."

Xie Ruhe nodded hesitantly, then patted the water ant off her sleeve.

The book read Leng next, inexplicably feel a little embarrassed, she bowed her head.

When I raised my eyes again, I found that Xie Ruhe was still looking at her, and her eyebrows and eyes seemed to smile a little more.

Freeze.

In an instant, she and Xie Ruhe disappeared when they were young.

The picture darkened.

All of a sudden, there was no one else beside shunian, and he walked forward with the book in his arms. There was a voice of sympathy around her, and no one was near her. It's like being afraid to hurt her, and it's like being afraid of her.It's lonely and desperate.

In front of me is the iron dormitory door.

Shunian wants to open the door and hide in it.

Before she had any action, she heard her roommate Ruan Xitong's voice: "I was in the dormitory with shunian last night. She was really scary All of a sudden, I cried and said some strange words, which I couldn't understand... "

"It's not scary." Another roommate said, "she was scared. After all, that happened."

"Then she went to see a psychologist! What's the matter with living with us... "

"Hello! Stop it! It's not good for her to hear that. "

Shunian immediately released the doorknob and turned out of the dormitory.

Then I met Xu Zeyuan.

He didn't take the initiative to hold her hand as before, and silently took her to the coffee shop in the school. There was no one nearby. The music was slow and melancholy.

For a long time, Xu Zeyuan said to her, "I think you are really strange recently. Are you really..."

Shunian didn't want to stop. He stood up and wanted to escape from this place.

She didn't want to stay in such a depressed place. She wanted to go back to her childhood, to the time when she was accompanied by another person wherever she went.

That sunny time.

She got out of the cafe and ran as fast as she could to the end of the road.

Then, shunian saw a familiar figure.

He stood in the brightest part of the light, carrying the light behind his back, unable to see his face clearly. But all the fear disappeared at the moment. Shunian swallowed nervously and walked over carefully.

The closer the distance, the clearer the person's appearance.

It's Xie Ruhe.

His lips opened and closed. He was talking, but he couldn't hear a word clearly.

Shu Nian reached out to him and said in a low voice, "what are you talking about?"

Xie Ruhe said again.

She still can't hear clearly.

Standing opposite her, Xie Ruhe closed his mouth and turned a blind eye to her outstretched hand. After a long silence, he repeated it again.

I read the book clearly this time.

He's saying, "I'm sorry, shunian. I can't stand it. "

Shunian looked at him and took back her hand. She pursed her lips, nodded her head and said, "it's OK.". She stepped back, and the tears she had been holding all the way suddenly came down.

Look back.

It was Zeng Yuanxue, with a knife in his hand, who gently laughed at her.

The day when I went home on national day.

I don't know how long it took for shunian to regain consciousness after he was knocked unconscious by a man.

Shunian slowly opened his eyes, his eyes were scattered, and his eyes were slowly turning. The environment in front of her was strange, a place she had never seen before. My head and body are in pain.

She wanted to open her mouth blankly, only to find something in her mouth.

It's just a whine.

His hand was tied from the back. He struggled for a long time, but it didn't work.

Shunian gradually wakes up, and a picture of a strange man thanking her and then smashing at her with a hard object floats in his mind. At the same time, she heard a man humming outside.

She held her breath.

The next moment, the only door in the room was opened.

The glare of white light came in.

Shunian couldn't adapt to the strong light for a moment. He closed his eyes subconsciously and opened them again soon.

With the man standing at the door of the line of sight.

In her eyes, the man slowly came in, squatted in front of her, like greeting an old friend, said with a smile: "wake up."

“……” Unable to speak, shunian moved back in horror.

"I'm very happy today." The man didn't seem to notice her fear, the muscles on his face were stiff, and the smile seemed extraordinarily penetrating. He came closer to her again and burst out laughing like a madman.

There are two extremes in the mood of reading.

Her eyes were red, her whole body was shaking, and she couldn't help crying like begging for mercy.

He seemed to enjoy the sound, quickly returned to normal, and gently touched her head. Again and again. For a long time, the man whistled happily, his hand stopped for a moment, and then grabbed her hair and pulled it back.

Listen to the pain of reading.

"The man said with a smile:" finally, there are guests