Shunian bowed his head and stopped talking. The whole person shrank into a small group and seemed extremely insecure. She didn't continue to cry, but there was still a burp in her throat, and her body was shaking unconsciously.

Xie Ruhe was silent, and his eyebrows and eyes floated up a layer of dark color, red as if to shed blood. He resisted the impulse to kill, took off his coat and wrapped it gently around her.

She shrunk subconsciously. She didn't fight as she had just done. She snuffled and suddenly grabbed his coat and wrapped it tightly.

Xie Ruhe touched her head and said in a dumb voice, "don't be afraid. I'll open the door."

Realizing that he was going to leave, shunian immediately grabbed him by the corner of his coat and stood up nervously. But she seemed to have spent all her strength and could not even stand steadily.

Seeing this, Xie Ruhe lowered her eyes and picked her up without hesitation. It's like holding a baby.

Because of this sudden action, shunian's body was a little stiff, and soon relaxed, holding his neck hesitantly and burying his face in his neck socket.

Xie Ruhe goes to the entrance and opens the door with one hand.

There were two policemen standing outside. Seeing this posture, they were stunned and then asked, "Sir, did you report the case? "There's a thief in the house?"

Xie Ruhe nodded and said, "it's inside."

Another policeman asked kindly, "what happened? Is this lady all right? "

The state of reading is very bad, and there is no way to take notes. Xie Ruhe can only roughly say what just happened.

Because of the existence of an outsider, shunian became nervous again, and his breathing became shorter.

One of the policemen escorted the gangster out, while the other stayed to ask about the situation. Xie Ruhe has no patience, but he is afraid that he will scare shunian. He can only try not to lose his temper.

Xie Ruhe wears shoes for shunian.

Fang Wencheng just arrived at this time, stunned: "young master, what's the matter?"

Xie Ruhe picked up the book and said, "go to the hospital."

The four got on the bus together.

Police sitting in the co driver's seat, Xie Ruhe book read together to sit in the back seat. Probably know that the current situation is not good, the police also basically asked the situation, did not continue to ask.

Fang Wencheng first sends Xie Ruhe and shunian to the gate of the city hospital. Later, he restarted the car and followed the police to the police station.

We can only call the emergency department at this time.

Xie Ruhe took shunian to get a tetanus injection, RE treated the wound, and soon got out of the hospital. She gradually calmed down, lying on his back, as if asleep.

The path beside the hospital is not bright.

There are very few people coming and going, most of them alone.

Xie Ruhe's back reading, silent forward, gradually lost god. Thinking of the gray day eight years ago, he saw the bright colors.

That day, he saw Ji Xiangning, who was scarred all over his body. She fell in a pool of blood, was a sharp knife through the heart, took life.

It's the only picture he dare not recall in his life.

Because of this, Xie Ruhe left Shiyan town with his grandfather.

That place, too, became the only nightmare of his life. He didn't want to go back, for fear that he would think of his mother, who was tortured to death by a demon in a corner of this place.

Xie Ruhe suddenly stopped and whispered: "Niannian."

Shunian didn't respond. He breathed a little.

He looked aside, only to see her closed eyes and small nose, with tears hanging on her eyelashes.

Xie Ruhe's eyes turned red and his heart hurt so much that he could hardly breathe. His eyes fixed, suddenly shed tears, voice hoarse and low: "I regret it."

I regret leaving Shiyan town that year and leaving you there alone.

Regret to death.

For post-traumatic stress disorder, when her state of study slightly improved, her psychologist Wang Yue put forward a treatment method for her, called "exposure therapy". It has a good effect on improving the symptoms of the disease.

The method of treatment is that in a safe and non threatening environment, the doctor will ask her to repeat the experience, scene and process of the trauma again and again until the fear completely subsides.

Shunian refused without any consideration. At the beginning, she did not fully trust Wang Yue. She lied stiffly with a stab like defense: "I don't do this, I don't remember."

Later, Wang Yue patiently mentioned the treatment to her.

She just shook her head and said seriously, "I don't want to recall any more."

But actually, that memory.

For reading, it's probably the strongest thing to remember in my life.

When she left the door that day, when she got on the bus, who she saw when she arrived in Shiyan Town, and every detail and development she remembered.

It's the first day of the National Day holiday.Because I just went home for a week and didn't bring any luggage with me. At that time, it was ten o'clock in the morning. All her three roommates were night owls and were still lying in bed. Only one of them woke up and was playing with her mobile phone.

Shunian said goodbye to her in a breath voice, and then came out with a schoolbag on his back.

Xu Zeyuan has been waiting for her under the dormitory. He didn't plan to go home. After falling in love, he became very clingy. Because he didn't want to be separated from shunian for so long, he kept coaxing her not to go home.

Shunian didn't listen to him.

The bus ticket she ordered was at 2 p.m.

Xu Zeyuan took her to see a movie. It was already 12 o'clock when she came out. It takes an hour from school to the bus station. I'm afraid I'll be late. I keep saying it's time to go to the station, but Xu Zeyuan doesn't care much.

Took her to eat again.

Because of Xu Zeyuan's tardy attitude, shunian was extremely depressed and almost lost his temper.

Xu Zeyuan was unwilling to take her to the station.

It was late at the passenger station. Shunian had to refund the ticket and buy it again. Most of the tickets for the National Day holiday have been robbed. What shunian bought is already at 5 p.m.

Although it didn't make any difference, she was really unhappy.

Until I got on the bus, I didn't speak to Xu Zeyuan again.

From Ruchuan city to Shiyan town by bus, if there is no traffic jam, it will take about four hours. Shunian always takes this bus when she goes back to Shiyan town. Because it's not far away, she can walk all the way home.

For three years.

She thought it was the same this time.

Reading out of the passenger station.

It's completely dark now. There are few people in the town at night and there are few stalls. Occasionally, I can see several familiar uncles and aunts. Shunian greets them with a smile.

At that time, Deng Qingyu just married Wang Hao.

Shunian didn't mind her remarriage, but she didn't move to live with them. She still lived in her original home. And because she was going home on her national day, Deng Qingyu also went home that day.

After walking for about ten minutes, shunian walked to the open space near the water bridge.

See a man squatting on the side of the road, next to the bicycle on the ground, and scattered oranges. She blinked, went over and asked, "are you ok?"

The man looked up and gave her a gentle smile: "it's OK. I fell, and I couldn't stand up. "

Just as Deng Qingyu called her, Shu Nian nodded to him and went to one side to answer the phone: "Mom Well You don't have to come out. I'll be home soon OK, OK, I see

After hanging up the phone, Shu Nian went to help him pick up the things together and said, "you should pay attention to riding in the future. There are many small stones on this road, which are easy to bump on. An uncle I know often wrestles here

The man is still laughing: "OK, thank you."

Shunian stood up and gave a friendly smile: "then I'll go home. Please watch the road carefully."

She raised her feet and walked in the direction of the water bridge.

Did not wait for her to walk a few steps, the man suddenly called her: "little girl."

Shunian looked back: "hmm? Are you calling me? "

"Well." The man handed her the bag of oranges he had just picked up. "Thank you for helping me. This bag of oranges is a gift for you. I just picked it. It's very sweet."

Shunian waved his hand: "no, thank you."

The man's hand did not put down, insisted: "take it."

Shunian also insisted: "I really don't need to."

The man explained, "I've hurt my ankle a little. It's hard to walk and it's hard to hold. You might as well take it back. "

Smell speech, the expression of the book read loose, hesitated to walk past.

Almost at the same time when she took the bag, the man took out a hard object from somewhere and hit her on the head with a friendly smile, like a mask.

For a moment, the book lost consciousness.

Even when she fainted, she didn't respond.

Now is hurting her, is the last moment also smile with her to say thank you.

Xie Ruhe found a housewife and changed her clothes for shunian. There was no other clothes in the house, she could only change into his long sleeves, loose like a skirt.

He looked at the book read asleep face, side face is still swollen, looks poor and distressing.

Xie Ruhe reaches out his hand to turn on the small light next to him, turns off the light in the room and goes out of the room.

Sitting on the sofa in the living room.

Xie Ruhe lights up his mobile phone and makes a call to Ji Xinghuai. Listening to his grandfather's gentle voice, he was calm and straightforward: "do you know that shunian was arrested by Zeng Yuanxue?"

There was a moment of silence at that end.

Xie Ruhe droops his eyes and purses his lips, waiting for his answer.

After a few seconds, Ji Xinghuai sighed and admitted, "I know. At that time, you just woke up from a car accident, and you had a problem with your leg. You were in poor condition. "“……”

"I'm afraid you won't be able to bear it when you know it, so I'll hide it."

Xie Ruhe closed his eyes and didn't lose his temper with him. He reached out and hung up.

After a few minutes, the phone rang again.

It's Fang Wencheng.

Xie Ruhe answers the phone.

Fang Wencheng said about his situation: "this thief seems to be a recidivist. Before he was confessed, he stole several houses, but he was not caught. Once he hurt someone..."

After that, Fang Wencheng said, "yes, young master. You asked me to find out about Li Sheng. It was found that he was still taking drugs. He had already found out about entertainment. Tonight, he tweeted that he would withdraw from the circle.... "

Xie Ruhe didn't finish: "I know."

Then he hung up.

He didn't stay in the living room any more. He went back to the room.

Shunian seems to have just woken up and is looking at the ceiling. Hearing the movement, she immediately got up, shrank in the corner, even did not dare to lift her head, panting heavily.

Xie Ruhe called her softly, "shunian."

Her reaction was very slow. It took several seconds for her to look up at him.

When I saw him, the fear of reading disappeared in an instant. She breathed a sigh of relief, looked more sober than before, and said to him nervously, "Xie Ruhe, we can't stay in the dark house."

"Well." Xie Ruhe did not ask why, turn on the light, "OK."

"A dark house." Shunian murmured, "there will be bad people."

Xie Ruhe used to sit next to her and didn't dare to get too close to her for fear that she would be scared. He low voice coax a way: "now bright, won't have bad person to come."

As soon as the room lights up, she's obviously in better shape, but she doesn't speak any more.

After a while, Xie Ruhe touched her face and asked, "do you want to sleep?"

Shunian did not dodge, shaking his head: "will dream."

Xie Ruhe obediently said, "if you don't want to sleep, don't sleep."

Reading into the quilt, extremely insecure to ask: "can you lock the door..."

He nodded: "yes."

Xie Ruhe went to lock the door and walked back. He looked at the whole body hidden in the quilt of the book read, suddenly said: "read, you move to live with me?"

Hearing this, shunian emerged from the quilt and looked at him carefully.

"Instead of living in the same room with you, I'll live in another room. If you don't like it, I can live on the 17th floor Xie Ruhe's voice is very gentle, consulting her, "do you think it's ok?"

Shunian sniffed and said, "you see that."

Xie Ruhe paused: "what."

"What I just looked like..." Shunian buries his head in the quilt again and says chokingly, "I have mental illness. I know my state. I shouldn't have been in love with you. "

“……”

"You have such good conditions." When her negative energy reached the extreme, she said, "I shouldn't be like this. There are a lot of people like you, you should not look for me, you have to find a person without defects

She was still talking to herself.

Soon, on the soft bed, there was a feeling of sinking. It's like he's leaning over.

The quilt on the book was torn off by him.

To his eyes.

Xie Ruhe looked at her attentively: "what's your defect?"

Reading red eyes, just want to speak, he suddenly put his face together, kiss her face dimples.

It's a move that makes shunian unprepared.

She glared at him as if she had been slighted.

Be quiet.

Looking at her expression, the corners of Xie Ruhe's mouth hook up, and then rub her dimples with his finger pulp, seriously asked: "is this it?"