Defeated By Love

Chapter 38



The book reads the body to be cold, the hands and feet are all cool throughout the year, looks like the piece of soft ice.

At this time, the palm of Xie Ruhe's hand came over, warm touch, not very strong, inexplicably with a sense of sureness. Like with electricity, from the palm to the wrist, the place he touched became hot.

It's not the same as any time in the past.

As soon as her body was stiff, she slowly drew back her eyes and did not break his hand. Shunian didn't know what to say. He took a sip of milk tea nervously. His eyebrows drooped and his whole body was focused on his wrist.

Because holding her, Xie Ruhe can only push the wheelchair with one hand, which seems inconvenient.

Shunian pretended not to care. He didn't dare to look up at him for fear that he would be found thinking carefully. She gently broke away his hand, held him back, soft voice: "I'll hold you."

It should be nothing.

Just give him a hand. There's no idea.

There's an old granny next to her who fell. It's normal for her to help her. There's no need to think so much because of this contact. It's just a matter of lifting a finger.

Absolutely! one o'clock! All! unnecessary!!!

Shunian tried to persuade himself.

See Xie Ruhe looked over, the throat of the book read a choke, just brainwashing seems to have no use, speak completely without brain, stumbling: "you, you thirsty? Would you like milk tea... "

Hearing this, Xie Ruhe's eyes moved to the milk tea on her left hand.

The feeling of reading is not right. I opened my mouth and wanted to say something.

Xie Ruhe has already taken back his sight, and his Adam's apple glides down: "you drink it."

This is like a euphemism to refuse her words, and there is no plan to drink with her, even if it is just the words that come out of my mind.

Even if she didn't think of it at all.

“……” Shunian's face burned at once.

She didn't know what she looked like now. She was afraid that she would blush and subconsciously pulled up her scarf. Yu Guang noticed that he didn't seem to have read it. Shu Nian was a little relieved.

Then, it's like a supplement.

Xie Ruhe lowered his eyes and said, "I don't drink now."

Shunian thinks his current trend is a bit bad.

But I can't say what the problem is. This kind of feeling is inexplicably familiar, not like the things I have experienced, but more like hearing some words from others, and then finding resonance.

She racked her brains to remember what it was, but for a while she couldn't remember it.

When walking to the gate of the community, Xie Ruhe was a little weak.

Shunian soon realized that he had to sit in a wheelchair and push behind him habitually: "do you still need to do rehabilitation training every day like before?"

"Well."

"I'm quite free at the moment." Shunian was a little guilty, and the volume dropped, "that's If you need it, of course it doesn't matter if you don't

Xie Ruhe looked back at her, because he was sitting with his head slightly raised. He felt that he was listening to her carefully.

But he didn't wait for the book to finish, so he answered.

"Yes."

I don't know if it's the illusion of reading.

She always felt that Xie Ruhe was a little different the last time she met.

“……” Shunian restrained his inexplicable shortness of breath and said all he wanted to say, "that is, I will be better with you. Didn't I promise you? I feel like I haven't been able to do that. "

Xie Ruhe doesn't seem to mind: "OK."

Xie Ruhe has milk tea in his hand and the bag of doughnuts that shunian just bought. He glanced at it casually and saw that there were quite a few of them. He remembered what she had just said: "I bought six.".

He didn't go on with the topic: "how to buy so many donuts."

The topic suddenly changed, but shunian still couldn't respond. He said foolishly, "buy six. You eat two, I eat two, and then assistant Fang eats two. "

Hearing more people, Xie Ruhe frowned.

Shunian didn't find anything unusual about him. When it comes to doughnuts, she subconsciously looks back at the bag and licks her lips.

She likes sweets, sweets, milk tea and hot cocoa. When you eat too much, you will feel tired, and when you don't eat, you will always think about it. So when you go out, the most popular place for shunian is the dessert and cake shop.

But they are not well-off, and their wages are not high, so they are less and less.

Today is because I want to come to Xie Ruhe. I don't think it's very good if I don't bring anything.

They went into the building and waited for the elevator.

Xie Ruhe's face became stiff, and his tone was stiff. Suddenly, he said, "I want to eat four."

"Ah." Shunian asked, "donuts?"

Xie Ruhe didn't think how naive her behavior was. She just didn't want to count shangwencheng as an outsider every time she bought something.Anyway, it's going to make him very upset.

Just as the elevator arrived, shunian pushed him into the room and kept silent. She reached for the third floor and felt that what she wanted to say was a little hard to say. After a few seconds, she asked in a low voice, "is three OK?"

The elevator door closed, and in the narrow space, there were only two of them.

Every word seems to have an echo.

Xie Ruhe: "eh?"

Shunian looks at the doughnut in his hand. His expression is obscure. He can't say it. She dropped her eyes and her voice sounded pitiful. "I want to have one too..."

Fang Wencheng feels that he has been particularly idle recently.

Except on New Year's Eve, he sent Xie Ruhe back to Ji's home for new year's Eve dinner. After that, he had nothing else to do.

Xie Ruhe seldom goes out. Although he can write songs during this period, he doesn't accept other people's invitation. Most of the time every day, is to do rehabilitation training on the 17th floor, alone and repeatedly.

It's not like suddenly finding the motivation.

Xie Ruhe's action makes Fang Wencheng feel more anxious. It seems that the poor students who want to cram before the exam, want to get good results in the exam tomorrow, have no sleep all night, desperately review.

But Fang doesn't know what he's worried about.

According to his previous progress, the training plan given by the rehabilitation doctor will recover sooner or later. This is not what it used to be. It's just a hope. It's something that will come true soon.

Although I don't know what it is for, Fang Wencheng thinks it's really good now. Every month with a very high work, came to such a tall house to play mobile phone sleep.

Occasionally listen to Xie Ruhe's command to do some trivial things, life is beautiful.

Just after Xie Ruhe suddenly came out of the studio, Fang Wencheng thought that he had something to do. Unexpectedly, Xie Ruhe went back to his room to change his clothes, and went out in a wheelchair in silence.

I didn't look at him all the way.

That is to say, he has no value of existence.

He has been in this situation many times.

It's just that the book is coming.

Thinking that they would come back soon, Fang Wencheng did not dare to sleep any more. He stood up and tried to find something for himself. He walked around the room but couldn't find anything to do.

He yawned lazily and picked up the game.

I don't know how long later, the door opened in the entrance.

Fang Wencheng immediately put the mobile phone away, regardless of the game's teammates abusive voice, rushed to meet the two: "young master."

As he expected, he saw shunian standing behind Xie Ruhe, and Fang Wencheng said hello to her.

After entering the house, Xie Ruhe changed his slippers and stood up directly. He took a cup of milk tea in one hand and walked slowly with the help of the wall. He didn't pay any attention to Fang Wencheng, but he looked a little strange and subtle.

Shunian followed him with a bag in his arms and didn't speak.

Fang Wencheng didn't know what their atmosphere was, so he kept silent.

They walked into the living room one by one.

Xie Ruhe sits on the sofa. Shunian hesitates and then sits next to him.

Silence.

There are three people in the spacious living room, but none of them seems to exist.

Xie Ruhe pursed his lips. First there was a movement. He pushed all the six doughnuts in front of shunian and said in a low voice, "I was just joking with you."

Shunian was a little embarrassed because of his words and didn't know what to say.

"I don't eat much sweets," Xie said

Smell speech, Fang Wen Cheng surprised way: "young master, you are not bought dozens of packets of soft candy to put in the room?"

“……” Xie Ruhe took a cool look at him and said, "I don't like doughnuts."

Reading is because I haven't eaten doughnuts for a long time, so I just couldn't help blurting out. But her main purpose is to buy it for Xie Ruhe. At this time, she wants him to lie deliberately to accommodate himself -

shunian feels very ashamed.

"You can eat it," she said

As soon as Xie Ruhe's forehead flicks, he really doesn't want his image in front of shunian to become a person who grabs snacks from her. He licked the corner of his lip, pondering the words, thinking about how to speak.

Fang Wencheng didn't understand their situation. He couldn't help asking, "what's the matter?"

"Nothing." Just because of a doughnut, it makes the atmosphere awkward, like a child's behavior. Shunian didn't know how to explain it. He stammered: "that is, that is..."

I didn't wait for her to finish.

At the same time, Xie Ruhe took out a doughnut from the bag and handed it to her lips.

It's a sudden move.

Shunian immediately closed his mouth and looked at him with round eyes, a little at a loss.

Xie Ruhe lowered his eyes and stared at her lips: "take a bite."The brain of reading is blank, like a robot. She does whatever he says. She squeezed the hem tightly, took his hand and took a small bite.

"Is it delicious?" Xie Ruhe asked.

Shunian chewed two mouthfuls and nodded mechanically.

Seeing this, Xie Ruhe seemed to be relieved, and his eyebrows and eyes, which were originally hanging in the haze, were also stretched out.

"That's all for you."