At the beginning of February, Ruchuan city entered a deep winter.

The physique of the scholar is not good. In winter, his hands and feet get cold. She was very afraid that she would get sick, which would affect her voice, so she would deliberately wear more when she was wearing clothes.

For the sake of recording quality, there is no air conditioner in the studio, and there is no money to install the super quiet air conditioner.

Stay for a long time, the book read cold to the hand have no consciousness. Taking advantage of the break time, she went to the rest room to drink a cup of hot water and took a piece of warm baby from her bag to stick on her body.

Yu Guang sees the box that Xie Ruhe gives her, and shunian pauses and takes it out.

Shunian wanted to see if there was anything in it. He turned on the machine and plugged in headphones for MP3. She turned her eyes down and found that there were no documents except hundreds of songs.

I have a little impression of those songs.

It seems that they are all songs of Xie Ruhe.

She picked up one of the songs.

Listen, shunian thinks this song is a little familiar, but also a little wrong. She suddenly thought of something, looked at the song title again, then took out her mobile phone and checked the song on the Internet.

It's a song written by Xie Ruhe, but he wrote it for others.

But the sound of singing this song in the earphone is Xie Ruhe's.

Shunian thought that he just put the version he sang in, but she searched the Internet for a long time, but she didn't find the version he sang. She picked up the MP3 again, licked her lips and pointed into another song Xie Ruhe wrote to others.

It's still Xie Ruhe's voice.

My heart beat faster and I took off the earphone. She suddenly realized that the gift from Xie Ruhe was not the MP3 in her hand, but something in the MP3.

He sang all his songs in his own voice and gave them to her.

It's something more precious.

Shunian put the MP3 back in the box. He was a little lost. He suddenly remembered his first birthday with Xie Ruhe after he got better.

It's the winter vacation of senior one.

That year, her birthday happened on New Year's Eve, the day before the Spring Festival.

Shu Gaolin came back from the city and brought her a birthday present, the yukri she had mentioned to Xie Ruhe. After that, shunian went to his grandparents' home for new year's Eve dinner with his parents. It was past ten o'clock when he got home.

Shunian always goes to bed at 9:30 on time. Now he is so sleepy that his eyelids droop. There was no custom of keeping the new year in her family. After taking a bath, she said "Happy New Year" to Deng Qingyu and was ready to go to bed.

She went back to the room, yawning and drying her hair with a hair dryer.

Ear is the whirring sound, deafening, to cover up the other sounds around.

Shunian is gentle and serious in his work, and he is slow in blowing his hair, like counting his hair one by one. After a long time, she put down the hair dryer in her hand, turned off the light, and quickly got into the bed next to her.

At the same time, she heard a soft tap from the window.

At first, shunian thought he had heard it wrong, but then there was a second sound. She sat up in wonder, rubbed her eyes, and jumped out of bed to open the curtains.

Along the glass, see outside Xie Ruhe cold white face.

The book read Leng, drowsiness suddenly all have no: "how did you come?"

Xie Ruhe slowly put the cake in his hand on the windowsill and said in a low voice, "happy birthday."

Shunian stares at his face, and feels that he has fallen asleep and is now in a dream. She licked her lips and whispered, "how long have you been here?"

Xie Ruhe seems to be very cold, purple lips, did not answer.

Shunian grabbed him by the wrist and said, "you come in."

Deng Qingyu's voice rang out of the door of the room: "Niannian, did you sleep?"

Shunian didn't answer. Xie Ruhe immediately broke away from her hand and hid behind the wall. After a while, shunian whispered: "my mother is gone, you come in quickly."

Xie Ruhe shook his head: "I'll stand outside."

"It's too cold outside." Shunian didn't agree, "you'll catch a cold like this."

But after reading for a long time, Xie Ruhe didn't listen. He just said, "if your mother finds out, you will be scolded."

Shunian still earnestly advised: "my mother won't come in. She thinks I'm asleep. If you're still worried, I'll lock the door."

Xie Ruhe still didn't listen.

Shunian didn't get angry either. She thought about it. She went to the wardrobe, put two sweaters on her, wrapped a big coat around her, and then took out the biggest coat.

She went back to the window and handed her coat to Xie Ruhe.

Xie Ruhe took it and asked, "what are you going to do?"

Then, shunian climbed up the window. For the first time, she wore a lot of clothes and did it clumsily. It was like a ball rolling on the windowsill and then on the ground.

Xie Ruhe was afraid that she would fall, so he stood aside and let her hold her."If you don't come in, I'll come out." After landing, shunian naturally said, "you can't blow outside alone. We are friends."

“……”

"How can we be friends?" Shunian sighed. In a moment, he seemed to be a little old man. "It's a very proper behavior, but it's like --"

shunian stopped and couldn't remember: "I forgot how to say that word."

Xie Ruhe did not understand, Leng Leng way: "what word."

"Oh, yes." Shunian remembered, "just like that, cheating."

“……” Xie Ruhe was almost choked by her, with an indescribable look, "what did you say?"

"You have to be furtive." Shunian was very depressed and not very happy. "My mother wouldn't let me play with you. How old am I? I'm like a child. I even have to make friends."

Xie Ruhe didn't know what to say, so he handed her his coat.

Shunian blinked and said, "this is for you."

“……” Xie Ruhe put his coat on her directly, "I can't put it on."

Shunian put his coat into his hand again: "if you can't put it on, you can cover it like a quilt."

Xie Ruhe frowned and put his coat on her again.

Shunian also had a stiff face and could not stand with him.

Finally, Xie Ruhe was defeated and put his coat on his back. It looked funny.

Shunian squatted down, put the cake box on the ground, took out the small cake inside, and then put the cake on the top of the cake box. Her whole body curled up into a ball, coat fluffy, like a small ball of hair.

Xie Ruhe squatted down beside her.

Shunian sucked his nose and carefully put a candle on it. He asked, "do you have a lighter?"

"Yes." Xie Ruhe subconsciously touched his pocket and took out the lighter. "I'll have some."

Smell speech, the book reads the action on the hand to stop, look up at him: "how can you have lighter?"

“……”

Shunian asked suspiciously, "do you smoke?"

Just as Xie Ruhe wanted to deny it, shunian began to educate him seriously: "don't smoke. It's wrong to smoke at such a young age. Don't think smoking is cool, but it's not cool at all

"I didn't smoke." Xie Ruhe's voice is very calm. He lowers his head to light the candle. "I brought it to light the candle for you."

The book read to pause next, guilty ground oh a, contain misty not clear way: "I am too sleepy."

"Well?"

Shunian added in a low voice: "I can't turn my head around. I'm not very conscious."

Xie Ruhe lowered his eyes and said, "I know."

It was windy outside. Xie Ruhe lit a candle and was immediately put out by the cold wind. After lighting more than ten times in this way, shunian simply pulled out the other 15 candles, leaving only one.

She protected it with her hands, and Xie Ruhe lit the candle.

Shunian was afraid that the candle would go out again, so he didn't even have time to sing on his birthday. He quickly said, "I want to be a very good voice actor." he blew out the candle immediately.

A very simple wish.

Xie Ruhe is not very satisfied and is thinking about whether to make up her birthday song.

The next moment, shunian suddenly remembered something and felt a little guilty: "I didn't buy you a cake on your birthday Did you eat cake that day? "

Xie Ruhe didn't know how to answer and didn't want to cheat her.

Shunian understood what he meant at once and said in a low voice, "I will buy it for you this year."

Later, shunian opened the subject and said to him, "by the way, my father is back today. But he doesn't live here. He's with my grandparents. "

Seeing that she was so happy, Xie Ruhe's eyebrows and eyes also stretched out, eh.

"He gave me an instrument." Shunian poked the dimple in his face, "but I can't use it."

"What instrument."

"It's like a guitar..." I can't remember the book. "I'll show it to you."

Shunian squatted his legs numb, stood up and stamped his feet. Looking at the window, there was no movement. After a while, she hesitated to see Xie Ruhe: "or you go in, I'm too short, climbing very hard."

Xie Ruhe answered and took off his shoes.

"Don't take off your shoes." Shunian said, "it's on the cupboard next to the bed."

But Xie Ruhe took off his shoes and went into the room easily along the window. He put his coat on one side of the chair, took the yukri from the nightstand and jumped out of the window again.

Shunian was cutting the cake and looked up at him: "this is it."

Xie Ruhe fiddled with it casually, but for fear of disturbing others, he soon stopped.

Reading the book, he said, "can you do it?"

Xie Ruhe nodded: "a little."

Shunian's eyes widened: "can you play musical instruments?""Well."

"Can you play the piano?"

"A little bit."

"Where's the violin?"

"Yes."

“……” Because of surprise, shunian's mouth half open, ah, "how can you."

"My mother taught me," Xie Ruhe said

Shunian asked, "do you want to learn music in the future?"

"I don't know." Xie Ruhe's voice is very light, "if you can, go to learn."

Shunian didn't ask much about his family. She licked her lips and changed the topic: "what do you want to do in the future?"

Xie Ruhe said without hesitation, "composer."

"Just writing songs?"

"Well."

"Why don't you sing for yourself?" Shunian handed him a cake. "You sing very well."

Xie Ruhe took the cake and said, "I'm interested in this."

"If you become a composer in the future." Shunian said happily, "just sing your songs to me once, and I can also match my dubbing clips to you once."

"The songs I write to others don't have to be sung by me."

"But we are best friends." Shunian thought his words were not quite right. "Shouldn't you sing it to me after you write it?"

“……”

Seeing him like this, shunian thought he was wrong: "isn't that right?"

Xie Ruhe was silent for a moment Yes

I do not know where came the sound of fireworks, crackling, celebrating the arrival of the new year.

Shunian was biting the cake, and his voice was soft and waxy: "it seems that it's 12 o'clock. Are we keeping the new year?"

"Well."

"I'm sure I'll buy you a cake for your birthday this year." Shunian said, "next year, on my birthday, let's go and set off fireworks. I'm at my grandfather's today. My mother won't let me go to play. "

"Good."

"By the way, happy new year."

"Happy new year."

It was just after 11 p.m. when the book came out of the shed. The sky was dark outside, and there were few pedestrians on the road. She sent a wechat to Xie Ruhe, waiting for his reply.

Soon received his reply: "look at the front right."

Shunian looked up and found that Xie Ruhe's car was parked nearby. She got into the car and habitually said hello to both of them.

Half a day later, Fang Wencheng's spirit became inexplicably negative, like suffering.

Xie Ruhe looks good.

Shunian asked, "where are we going?"

Xie Ruhe thought, "go downstairs."

The book read muddleheaded: "you say to want to take me to a place?"

"Well." Xie Ruhe did not hide, honest way, "take you fireworks."

Shunian reminded him: "fireworks are not allowed in the city."

"The small one." Xie Ruhe didn't know what to call that, but suddenly he was silent, like thinking.

Read to understand: "fairy stick?"

Xie Ruhe nodded: "well."

"Good." Shunian bent his lips and looked very happy. "I haven't played for a long time."

Fang Wencheng drives his car into the community where he lives, and takes out Xie Ruhe's wheelchair and a box of fireworks from the rear compartment. He quickly put the wheelchair on and put it near Xie Ruhe's position.

Xie Ruhe came out of the car, stood up and sat in the wheelchair.

No longer like before, can only rely on the strength of both hands to move the position.

Seeing this picture, I feel a little strange.

She went to push him and asked, "how's your recovery?"

"Very good." Xie Ruhe said, "according to this schedule, there should be two months left."

Reading did not understand: "what two months."

Xie Ruhe himself is not sure, all listen to the rehabilitation doctor said, tone a little hesitant: "always adhere to training, two months later, may be able to walk like a normal person."

“……” The pace of reading stopped, "really?"

"Well."

Shunian's eyes bent, obviously very happy for him: "can you walk now?"

Xie Ruhe said: "you can walk for a while with crutches."

Shunian was very surprised. He broke his fingers and said, "I just I haven't come to you for five or six days. How can you progress so fast? "

Xie Ruhe's lips are hooked up.

Two people walk in front, Fang Wencheng quietly follows them two.

Shunian took them to an open space in the community, just behind the building where she lived. This open space is at the edge of the community, next to a large grassland. Because of the location, few people will come here, most of them are children.

There are only two street lamps hanging on two community chairs.Fang Wencheng put the box of fireworks on the chair. Then, Xie Ruhe suddenly remembered something and called to him: "Fang Wencheng, go to buy some water nearby."

Shunian asked, "what do you buy water for?"

Xie Ruhe said, "let off fireworks and prepare some water just in case."

"My house is upstairs." Shunian suggested, "or I'll go up and pick up a bucket. The convenience store nearby is a little far away. There's no need to run that far."

Fang Wencheng was very conscious: "I'll go up with you."

Shunian looked at Xie Ruhe hesitantly: "are you here alone?"

"Well."

It's near twelve o'clock, and it's so quiet.

Another street lamp seems to be out of order, flashing every few seconds.

I don't know what the reason is. I don't feel comfortable with my study. I don't think there is anything shameful about my house. I hesitated and handed the key to Fang Wencheng: "if you don't go, I'll live on the second floor with only one family. After you go in, go straight to the first toilet. There are buckets in it. "

Fang Wen said, "play first."

They are waiting for Fang Wencheng to bring water, but they are not in a hurry to light the fireworks.

Shunian turned over the box. There were many kinds of fireworks, some of which she had never seen. Her interest suddenly rose, just want to say something to Xie Ruhe.

Suddenly I heard something moving in the grass not far away.

Shunian thought it was the sound of a wild cat running past and touching a nearby bush. But then, you can hear the woman's very weak whimper, like begging for mercy.

She stopped breathing and looked down the sound source.

I can only see the vast black, but I can't see anything else clearly.

Xie Ruhe obviously heard: "over there..."

Before he finished, shunian interrupted him in a very light voice: "is there someone over there?"

“……” Xie Ruhe is not sure, "I don't know."

"There seems to be something wrong. I have to go and have a look." The breath of reading became a little short, like excessive tension, and whispered to himself, "I'll go and have a look."

Just listened to the tone of that voice, Xie Ruhe actually felt that there was nothing big happening there. But shunian's reaction was obviously excessive. He grabbed her wrist anxiously and looked at her steadily: "I'll go with you."

There was only one sound, and there was no more sound. The sound just heard seemed to be an illusion of the two of them. Shunian lowered his eyes and said in a soft voice: "it seems that I heard wrong..."

Xie Ruhe thought something was wrong with her: "what's the matter with you?"

Shunian's face turned white, not only his wrist, but also his whole body seemed to be shaking. Her eyes were blank and she pulled up a smile unnaturally: "nothing."

At the same time, a woman came out of the darkness, holding a mobile phone in her hand and sticking it to her ear. She seemed to be answering the phone, with tears in her eyes: "please, I don't want to break up..."

Seeing someone here, the woman quickly wiped her tears and went in another direction.

Shunian looked at the woman's back and suddenly asked, "did I just say -"

her reaction made Xie Ruhe feel at a loss: "what?"

"Did I say I heard you wrong?" Shu Nian licked his lips, and his eyes began to turn red. "But I heard the voice clearly. I was too scared to go there..."

She spoke over and over again, more to herself than to him.

"Reading." Xie Ruhe frowned, "what's the matter with you?"

“……” Read back to God, voice slightly hoarse, "I want to go home."

Xie Ruhe doesn't know why her reaction is so big, but she can also find the source of her emotion from her confused words. He grabs her wrist again, acting cautiously, as if comforting: "I told you before that the premise that you want to help others is that you must ensure your own safety first."

“……”

"It's normal for you to be afraid."

But shunian didn't listen. He reluctantly said, "it's too late today. I'll set off fireworks with you another day."

Fang Wencheng just came back at this time. Shunian went to him and took the key.

Fang Wencheng's hand is also carrying a bucket of water, a fog of water to Xie Ruhe: "young master, you do not set off fireworks?"

Xie Ruhe stares at the direction of the book and says in a low voice, "you take her back, and when you see her coming in, you come back."

Shunian's mood is not right. Fang Wencheng can't disturb her. He can only put the bucket at her door, and then he drives to pick up Xie Ruhe.

Fang Wencheng didn't know what happened and didn't ask much.

All of a sudden, the atmosphere became dark and low.

Xie Ruhe quietly sat in the back seat, staring out of the window, the whole person trapped in the dark, light and shadow staggered. His mood seems to be very bad, just clear appearance disappeared in an instant.

For a long time, Xie Ruhe suddenly said, "I don't think it's right."“…… What? "

"Not quite right."

"Ah?"

Xie Ruhe didn't make any more noise. He lowered his eyes and lit up his cell phone.

Fang Wencheng looked at him in the rearview mirror. He didn't know whether to say it or not. After a few seconds of hesitation, he decided to open his mouth: "young master, I just went to study at home and saw something."

“……”

"Don't be angry. The bookcase is just beside the corridor. I can see it at a glance. I didn't mean to see it." Fang Wencheng said anxiously, "I don't know if I think too much. I thought shunian was a dubbing actor. The bookcase should be all about dubbing..."

Xie Ruhe raised his eyes: "what else is it?"

Fang Wencheng felt puzzled: "in terms of psychology, most of the bookcases are all about psychology."