Before he came, Xu Zeyuan had heard from his agent that ah he had a bad temper.

People in the circle said that his temperament changed greatly because of an accident. Well said, it's inflexible. In fact, it may be lame for a lifetime.

Poor and hateful.

The agent repeatedly emphasized various matters with him.

Although Xu Zeyuan listened to the agent's words, he didn't pay much attention to it and didn't feel nervous for the next door-to-door visit.

Xu Zeyuan felt that as long as he had a good attitude, teacher ahe would never reach out to smile.

The result is beyond Xu Zeyuan's expectation.

Originally, I thought that a public figure with a little popularity like this would always take some image into consideration. Even if it doesn't matter, Xu Zeyuan feels that he is a little famous now, and he will at least keep his face.

However, aho did not.

Xu Zeyuan didn't know where he was provoked. It was the first time he met him, so he was hostile to him. And trampled his face on the ground without being polite.

Xu Zeyuan didn't mean to please him any more. With a sneer, his expression became ugly.

The agent was on the sidelines.

Xie Ruhe didn't look at them. He looked in the direction of the security guard, calm and cool: "is the property fee paid in vain?"

“……”

Subsequently, Xu Zeyuan and his agent were invited out of the community by the security guard.

Xu Zeyuan put on his cap, lowered the brim and followed the agent to the direction of the car. For no reason, he was really angry and looked in the direction of Xie Ruhe.

Just now, Xu Zeyuan's mind was all on Xie Ruhe's body. At this time, he suddenly found that shunian was behind Xie Ruhe and pushed the wheelchair for him.

She hung her head with a dimple on her side, as if she were talking to him.

Small, like a student who has not yet come out of society. Wearing a dark red turtleneck, black pleated skirt, pantyhose will pull two legs thin and straight.

The man who was just full of rage was docile like a tamed wolf in front of her.

Xu Zeyuan suddenly reflected the relationship between them.

I also understood why Xie Ruhe had such an attitude towards him.

Xu Zeyuan was a little absent-minded and thought of what happened before.

In college, he was a classmate with shunian. From the first time he saw the book, Xu Zeyuan liked her very much. What he always wanted, he would try his best to get it.

Then they launched a crazy offensive against her.

Shunian didn't know anything about it. At first, he didn't realize that he was after her. His attitude to him is not warm, and there is no difference with other students.

Xu Zeyuan bribed her roommate with snacks, sedulously sat next to her in class, also joined her club, tried every means to get close to her.

From freshman to the first semester of sophomore year.

During this period, he confessed countless times, and shunian solemnly refused him countless times.

At the sophomore's party, Xu Zeyuan sang a love song on the stage, and then confessed to her again in front of the whole school.

But the effect is counterproductive.

Shunian was puzzled and confused by his behavior, and even a little angry: "didn't I refuse you? The answer I gave you is not ambiguous. I said I don't like you. Why do you always do such things? "

As a child, Xu Zeyuan was held by others and grew up with overconfidence.

At that moment, because of reading, I felt that my self-esteem was damaged, and I felt that my efforts over the past year were useless, which was like a joke in the eyes of the parties.

So Xu Zeyuan stopped for a while.

Then, on a rainy evening, Xu Zeyuan saw shunian again.

Without an umbrella, he ran to the nearest library for shelter from the rain and was drenched. Then shunian came out of the library with the book in his arms.

I don't know if I didn't see him. Shunian opened his umbrella and went into the rain.

Xu Zeyuan quickly called her: "shunian!"

Read back.

Xu Zeyuan didn't know what to say. The bangs in front of his forehead dripped water and fell into his eyes, which made him not really see it I don't have an umbrella

Shunian stood in the same place for a while, and finally came over.

Two people's height difference of 20 cm, the book read hard with the umbrella, Xu Zeyuan took the umbrella.

Then shunian said, "where are you going? I'll take you there. "

Xu Zeyuan did not speak.

I can roughly understand her meaning.

If he took her back first and then took her umbrella, they would meet again.

On the contrary, it is the opposite.

Shunian thought he didn't hear him and asked again.

Xu Zeyuan remained silent.

They walked a long way in silence.

Boys and girls dormitory building direction is different, nearly to the intersection, the book read again: "umbrella you take it, the next class time to me on the line."“……”

"Then I'll go back first."

Shu Nian was just about to run back. The next moment, Xu Zeyuan tilted the umbrella and put it all on her head.

He didn't remember what he said at that time.

I only remember that at that time, because of his action, shunian's expression changed slightly. It seemed that he remembered something and was not listening to him.

After that, their relationship gradually improved.

In the second semester of her sophomore year, Xu Zeyuan confessed to her again, and finally got a positive answer this time.

At that moment, Xu Zeyuan felt as if he had won the whole world.

Although I can't read anything, I'm not good at feeling at all, and I'm still like a child. After the communication, their way of getting along with each other has not changed much.

He's still happy.

During the period of love, their most intimate act was just holding hands. Can not adapt to the book, he too close, hand in hand, will quietly earn off, and then open the distance.

Xu Zeyuan has always cherished her and has been waiting for her to adapt.

Xu wants to go step by step.

Many things, he is willing to wait until after graduation and marriage, and then do with her. That's what he always thought. However, in fact, many things will not happen according to their own ideas and plans.

Their love lasted less than half a year.

At that time, the school gossip, spread some untrue things. Shunian is suffering from those people's words and becomes more and more lonely. Most of the time, she doesn't go anywhere except in class.

After listening to those words, Xu Zeyuan also found it difficult to accept them.

Finally, Xu Zeyuan asked her out one weekend.

He always knew that shunian was always good tempered, kind and patient. Xu Zeyuan understands that she may not like herself, but she will compromise most of his demands.

In many ways, she has done very well.

Xu Zeyuan broke up with her.

That time, the idea of a book had a mood, said the words let him remember so many years, think of when the heart will be blunt pain. Dream back in the middle of the night, wake up in the middle of the night, there will be the impulse to tears.

It's the most guilty thing in his life.

He will always remember what she looked like and what she said at that time.

It's like a nightmare.

Shunian lowered his head. His whole face was pale and morbid. He lost the brightness and freshness before and shed tears silently. He became extremely cowardly. For a long time, she spoke softly, feeling very weak, but it seems to be questioning: "I escaped from death, and finally survived."

"- why be treated like this."

Shunian pushed Xie Ruhe and asked in a low voice, "what did that man just come to you for?"

Xie Ruhe was in a bad mood. After a few seconds of silence, he answered her: "let me write songs."

"Is he very popular?"

"I don't know."

"That's what you just said." Shunian hesitated and said, "will he --"

"do you think I did something wrong?" Xie Ruhe interrupted her, with haze hanging on her eyebrows, and said, "shunian, don't help him talk."

“……” Shunian was stunned and explained, "I didn't speak for him."

Xie Ruhe turned his head and looked at her without saying anything.

"It's just that someone else was watching, and he didn't have a bad attitude towards you." Shunian said seriously, "if he tells others, they will say that your behavior is not good, and many people will say bad things about you."

“……”

Shunian seriously analyzed: "I don't think this is good for you."

Xie Ruhe said without expression: "whatever they say."

"If you don't want to talk to him, you can stop talking." After thinking about it, shunian thought that this method was very good. He repeated, "just don't talk."

Thinking that they had been together, the depression in their heart almost tore the whole heart apart. Xie Ruhe gathered his eyes and pulled up the corner of his mouth: "don't you say you can't ignore people?"

Shunian blinked: "it's divided."

Xie Ruhe looks at her quietly.

Although I don't know why he doesn't like Xu Zeyuan, Shu Nian just said, "if you don't like people, you can ignore them. But you can't ignore those who are good to you. "

The book read this words seem to have meaning.

Xie Ruhe's eyebrows and eyes slightly spread out, slightly inaudible hum.

Speaking of this, shunian suddenly realized something. Recalling his attitude, he hesitated and asked, "Xie Ruhe, did you just lose your temper with me?"

“……” "No," Xie Ruhe denied

Shunian pushed him into the elevator and frowned: "but before I finished, you interrupted me."“……”

"When I first spoke to you, you were always against what I said."

“……”

"And you don't have a good tone."

A series of condemnation, although shunian's tone of voice is flat, it seems that he doesn't put much emotion in it. He just describes what just happened, but he says that Xie Ruhe is speechless.

What else does shunian want to say.

Xie Ruhe suddenly turned around, grabbed her hand and put a piece of sugar into her hand.

We have arrived at Xie Ruhe's house.

Shunian looked down.

She used to buy his mango fudge.

Xie Ruhe's Adam's apple slipped and he still held her hand. He didn't let go and said in a low voice, "make amends."

The book didn't respond.

Then, Xie Ruhe lowered his eyes, took a piece of sugar from the pocket of his coat, and handed it to her.

"If I touch your hand, I'll give you another one."