After ten o'clock, some people turn off the lights and go to sleep. The lights on the roadside stand still, shining on the silent bluestone Road, flower beds full of flowers, rows of green plants and the water fountain that is opened and closed at 8:00 a.m. every day. Everything is quiet. The night wind is like a mischievous child, which disturbs the sleeping things.

Yu Sheng, holding two cans of beer and a paper bag containing cash, walked into the next room in a dignified manner.

The iron door is open, but the door is not locked. Yu Sheng opens the door and enters by himself.

The two adjacent villas have the same internal and external patterns. Yu Sheng wanders slowly to the second floor, without much curiosity about his neighbor's private land. He goes straight to the balcony on the second floor.

The balcony is also marble floor, with two sets of tables and chairs. The railings around the balcony are wrapped with single small lamps. Under the eaves, a row of dandelion shaped lamps are falling. With soft light, the sky and earth of the terrace are illuminated. Far away, there are only those small colored lights, which are slightly dim.

Lu Yuqing sat behind the door and looked out into the distance. On the table on his right hand side was a bottle of red wine and a red wine cup. The red liquid in the glass was only the bottom of the glass.

Yu Sheng naturally stepped forward and put the beer on the round table.

"Compared with you, my two cans of beer are shabby." Yu Sheng opened his right chair and sat down. He handed over the paper bag, "commission fee."

Lu Yuqing did not answer, even as if did not hear, there was no reaction.

Yu Sheng did not expect to be able to talk about this matter. He put the paper bag aside, picked up a can of beer and opened it with a pull ring. The gas leaked out and made a "Yi" sound. She leaned against the chair and took a leisurely drink, the bitter taste of the tip of her tongue made her frown unconsciously.

Yu Sheng didn't like drinking, or even disliked it. The reason why he took the wine was to enliven the atmosphere. However, Lu Yuqing obviously didn't want to talk about it. He turned a blind eye to her and expressed his attitude. The embarrassment of the atmosphere could not be avoided and drinking could not be alleviated. At such a thought, Yu Sheng simply put down the wine and stopped drinking it.

The wind on the terrace is slightly cool. After taking a bath, Yu Sheng's hair is scattered. The night wind is wrapped in the green silk, and then he pours into Lu Yuqing's arms with the fragrance of his hair. The light sweet smell is more exciting than alcohol.

The night is very heavy, the bright moon is high, the stars are dotted, the light of each lamp stretches far away, looking from afar, it looks like a piece of silk that will shine.

After sitting in silence for about ten minutes, Yu Sheng finally broke the surface of the calm.

"When my mother was alive, she was in charge of the utilities and gas charges at home. When she was in hospital, I basically stayed in the hospital and didn't think about these problems. When she left, these problems suddenly appeared in front of me. I didn't know when it was due or where to pay it. So in winter, I could only eat bread and buy it every day I washed and bathed in the water. After several days, the neighbors found out that they solved the problem with the help of the neighbors. They told me that "people can't live on their own all their lives. There will always be times when they need help from others." but I still think that if you can do it by yourself, you will have less trouble with others

If you can't get the result with double effort and labor, you should do it ten times and a hundred times. If you can't do it, you can't do it yourself.

"I live in a different environment. My mother told me when I was a child that I should not rely too much on others. Maybe one day the person I depend on will be gone. She always gives up halfway. Every time she makes up her mind to work well, she doesn't spend the money she has left behind. After a long time, she goes back to the old ways and repeats herself. Until she dies, she depends on her money In life. Although she can't do it, those words are reasonable. Unlike her, I was a child who made up my mind to do it since I was a child. I will do what she can't do. "

Yu Sheng began to work in high school. She handed out leaflets, worked as a tutor, helped others with homework and so on. At that age, many places did not accept child labor. She did almost all the work she could do.

Part time jobs are her norm.

When she was 18 years old, she did not pay the rent directly to the landlord. Instead, she printed the card. She did not spend any more money. The annual tuition fee and the one-time half year rent were a disaster to the small vault. Watching her hard year's money become only a small change, and have to save for the next time, that moment holding that thin bank card, also sad, wronged, but the only thing that makes her happy is that she never had the idea of shrinking back.

Yu Sheng always firmly believes that she can live well without relying on anyone.

At that time, she could walk alone through the long road without light. Now she has more than that. She can still go on that unknown long distance by herself.

In the memory of that half a year, she understood a truth: those who can not kill her, will make her stronger!

Yu Sheng gave a calm sigh of relief and said with a relaxed smile: "the rent is not enough for the property fee here. If you live in a house with people, you have to pay for it. Is it reasonable for me to be poor? Besides, I'm carrying a heavy debt and a huge sum of money. It seems that it's not suitable to live in a mansion

After a long time, Lu Yuqing still didn't open his mouth, as if he were not in the soul.Yu Sheng's indifferent smile, a pat on the thigh to get up, along with the beer he brought, "back, good night."

"I think I know you very well." When Yu Sheng was about to enter the room, Lu Yuqing opened his mouth calmly. "Before or now, I have been looking at you, watching you grow up, watching you die. Many times I look at those strange faces, and sometimes I doubt that those strangers are you, but they are not you. But the appearance is illusory, and some things in it have never changed, no matter before or now Yes, I never know what you're thinking

Yu Sheng blinked and thought of the dream. The woman in the dream said, "which one are you looking at now?"

In Lu Yuqing's eyes, Yu Sheng is never just a person, right?

"Is it important? You won't stay anyway. " Lu Yuqing seems to be whining about her behavior, "from the beginning, I am such a existence for you. I am at the same place when nothing happens. It's harmless and painless. If something happens, I will leave me at any time. The Yu family is more important than me, and the strangers beside me are more important than me. Even the ghosts and ghosts on the way are more important than me."

Yu Sheng's silent smile, helpless way: "but you said before, I did not have ah, no memory, no impression."

Yes, you complained to that person at the beginning.

Idle tease people handsome, but also irresponsible slag girl!

"Gone." Yu Sheng waved his hand and walked away.

Lu Yuqing got up and went to the edge of the terrace. After standing for a moment, he saw Yu Sheng drinking the beer that had been opened. He was disgusted and said, "I'm poor, don't waste it." he forced himself to finish it.

"Reincarnation times more, people learn more refined, not easy to cheat." When he said this, Lu Yuqing could not find the desolation and sadness on her face.