Because I simply love you

Chapter 128: Chen celebration banquet: Breaking all the shackles (2)



Chapter 128: Chen celebration banquet: Breaking all the shackles (2)

***WARNING! MATURE CONTENT. ***

“Nana, I love you.”

Nana widened her eyes. Even in that delirious state, she clearly heard his words. Jinhai’s confession sounded like music to her ears; like the sweetest melody she ever heard until now.

How long had it been since she wanted to hear those three magical words? But she knew she will never get to hear them in this lifetime.

Because he was someone’s husband.

She never once imagined that he will return her feelings. She always thought it to be her one-sided love, which will never be reciprocated.

She started sobbing even more. Because she understood how meaningless this was. Nothing will change even if they confess now. They found their right partner, but at the wrong time.

He was married. She was engaged.

Jinhai heard her quiet sobs. The drug’s effect was strengthening making it harder for him to control his need to make her his. But, he bit his tongue forcing himself to calm down.

“I love you.”, he wiped her tears. “I love you so much that it hurts. You are so near me, but I cannot touch you. You are so close, yet you seem so far away. I hate it when I realize that I don’t have any right to stand beside you. It is agonizing to mind my distance from you, to always cruelly remind myself that there can never be anything…more in between us.”, his voice trembled. “But, I couldn’t stop myself. Like how a fallen leaf can only helplessly follow to where the wind takes it, I could only give up and give my heart to you. All of it. Only to you.”

She shut her eyes in helplessness. He hugged her. “I cannot see you with anybody else. You can only be mine.”, saying this he buried his face in her neck and ran his fingers through her hair.

“Mnn…”, she hummed softly.

He gazed into her eyes searching for the answer. He recognized the same pain reflecting in them, the same story that his eyes told. He held her jaw saying resolutely, “Only I can touch you. Only I can kiss you. Only I can make love to you. And me too…I will only ever allow you to touch me. Only you will have the right over my mind, my heart, my body and my everything.”

Nana was overwhelmed. She couldn’t contain her overflowing happiness. This was everything she ever wanted to hear…

Jinhai couldn’t wait any longer. The drug finally overpowered his self-control.

He lifted her dress and took it off. Even though her body was scorching hot from the drug, Nana still felt chilly. She shivered a bit but he bent down hugging her in his arms giving her his warmth.

She was naked except for her chest and her core.

He stared at her carefully looking at every inch of her. Her cheeks flushed by his intense gaze. She felt a tingling sensation envelope her core.

Without breaking eye contact, his fingers brushed her waist caressing up till her back. His warm fingers on her skin lit fireworks within her. He unhooked her bra and took it off. Her soft breasts came into view. He felt his throat go dry, and cupped her left breast.

The aphrodisiac heightened her sensitivity. She gasped feeling his big hand softly massaging her breast.

He kissed her lips again while caressing her breast. He trailed his wet kisses down to her chin, neck, and chest. He nibbled on the valley in between her breasts making her go crazy. Without wasting any time, he put her right breast in his mouth.

“Ah!!!”, she couldn’t hold back her voice. Her body was now like a ball of fire lit not only by the drug but also by the overwhelming lovemaking.

He sucked on her breast hard flicking his tongue over her bud.

“Aahh…”, she clutched the pillow hard.

He then switched over to the other breast sucking and nibbling on it and fondling the right one. He made his way down making love to her waist.

It was becoming unbearable for Nana. A weird feeling was welling inside the pit of her stomach.

He slowly parted her legs brushing his fingers over her thigh. She quivered biting her lips. He peppered kisses on her thighs leaving glowing, red marks behind. He removed the last line of her clothing.

He touched her pink nub twirling his finger around. She took a sharp breath feeling the waves of pleasure crashing down on her.

“J-Jinhai…”

He rubbed it while slowly inserting his other finger inside her core.

“Ah, no! Ah…” The moment he went inside, she felt the strong urge to release something.

Even though Jinhai was under the effect of the drug, he knew the first time is painful for any woman. He wanted to prepare her before making love to her.

At first, he gently thrusted his finger while slowly increasing his pace, rubbing her nub at the same time.

Nana thought that she will faint from this extreme passion. This was the first time she was experiencing something this intimate, and every touch of his was hitting her even harder.

Jinhai inserted another finger not giving her any time to think. She arched her back clutching his hair. Not long after his thrusts, she felt something wet coming out. Jinhai also felt it coming. He increased his pace, pinching her nub a little harder to allow her to come.

“Ah..!!!”, His strong squeeze snapped the last thread of her control and she came releasing all her sexual tension.

Jinhai saw her warm, white fluid on his finger and licked it until there was none left.

Nana was breathing heavily. Her first orgasm made her body go limp in defeat. She thought that she will feel tired but the drug was making her want for more, the need to completely fill the hollow inside her.

Suddenly, he thrust his tongue inside wanting to give her another round of release.

She widened her eyes.

Her core now felt more sensitive after her first release, when he plunged his tongue without waiting any further, short-circuiting her brain. He fondled her breasts while licking his tongue down there making her lose all her rationality. He alternated between her core and nub making her come again a little quicker this time.

The back to back release drained her of her strength a little.

Jinhai got up to face her and positioned himself in front of her entrance. She was now wet enough to accept him. He put her arms around his shoulders and kissed her lips again.

“I’m sorry but this will hurt a little.”

Nana surrendered herself. She lost against Jinhai; against his confession, and against his heart that he bared open to admit his feelings for her, which was difficult for him the most given his situation.

She smiled faintly and nodded. “Please…”