Age Of Innocence

C5



Every time he was seen, he would say, "Since you like children so much, hurry up and give birth to one yourself." When she saw me, she started to joke around, "Hey, when did my Longlong change mother? How come I didn't know about that?"

Zijing's cooking time was just right, and after eating a good meal at her house, I suddenly thought about my life. He originally had to move out from his home. But now, there wasn't even a place to stay anymore. He wouldn't sleep on the streets tonight, right? However, Zijing didn't have any intentions of taking me in, because she didn't understand my predicament. Now that I had made a ruckus, it wasn't appropriate for me to say anything else.

After sending me out of the door, she stuttered as if she had something to say, but in the end, she didn't say anything. I just felt that it was strange, but she really didn't want to say it, so I couldn't force her to say it.

But, where do I want to go? I haven't thought it through, and will not return to Zhang Zerui no matter what.

Le Tian, maybe I shouldn't be thinking of Le Tian at this time, but I really want to see Le Tian.

Le Tian's coffee shop was becoming more and more crowded. He had no idea when he had hired a waiter, but when he wasn't busy, the waiter would work by himself. Le Tian could either talk about guitars or calculate accounts and plan how to increase his profits. Unknowingly, Le Tian has matured, but I do not know anything.

When Le Tian saw me, he was very happy. He directly handed all the work he had to the waiter. If that waiter was a woman, perhaps I would think that love had changed Le Tian. However, that waiter was a man, and a very ordinary man at that. I believe in Le Tian's sexual orientation, and even more so in Le Tian's eyes. I laughed at my own idea.

"What's wrong with you? Why are you laughing like a fool?" Le Tien was baffled, of course, but when he saw me laughing, he laughed along with me.

I didn't dare to tell him what had just passed through my mind. Instead, I suddenly became sentimental again.

Le Tian was stunned for a few seconds. Then, he patted my head. "I left that two bedroom for you."

I don't know why, I suddenly burst into tears, tears like the flood, no matter how I stop, can not stop, continue to cry here is not a solution, may even affect the work of the happy days, happy days said a few simple greetings to the waiter, and brought me back to the two rooms.

After all, he still had to sleep here. Even if it was for the sake of sleeping well, he couldn't be this slovenly, but Le Tian said that he couldn't be bothered to go back and forth by himself, since he never came back after I left.

Upon hearing Le Tian say so, the tears that I had just stopped once again flowed down my face. Le Tian, what did you do for me?

Le Tian and I sat on the sofa, hugging each other tightly. "Alright, obviously, don't cry anymore. Tell me what happened."

I buried my head in Le Tian's embrace, wetting his clothes with my tears, and choked with sobs as I told Le Tian all the tragic treatment I received at Zhang Zerui's home. I angrily talked about how rude their family members were, how they ignored me, how Zhang Zerui had ignored me, and how that rich girl who came out of nowhere bullied me.

After saying all of these grievances, I feel much better. Unlike before, when I felt as though there was a huge rock pressing against my chest, even a smile would carry so much falsehood. Now, it is really easy, even though there isn't any change.

Hearing me complain so much, Le Tian actually didn't express any opinions. He only silently wiped away my tears. He didn't scold the Zhang family with me, nor did he complain that I didn't listen to his words. I didn't know what Le Tian was thinking, so I just foolishly looked at him. After a long while, Le Tian asked, "Then, what are your plans?"

"I don't know." I shook my head. If I had any plans, I probably wouldn't have come to have fun at this hour.

It was Zhang Zerui who called me, I hesitated for a long time, and finally answered. No matter what kind of news he brought me, I have to face it, right now is not the time to run, I think having Yue Tian by my side can help me strengthen my courage.

"Obviously, where are you? Why haven't you returned home? I'll pick you up now. I have a lot of things I want to say to you. " Zhang Zerui seemed to be in a hurry, he only returned home this late, what was he doing for the entire afternoon? He suddenly thought of that rich girl. Yes, what else could he do?

Nestling in Le Tian's embrace, I felt Le Tian's slight tremble. The voice of my phone is very loud, I think Le Tian probably heard everything, is he afraid that I would return to Zhang Zerui's side? Then, will I? No, I can't just go back to him like this. There are some things that have to be solved.

"What do you want to say? Just say it on the phone." My voice was cold, and even I was surprised.

Zhang Zerui was also stunned for a few seconds, then he said, "I just want to tell you, obviously, that I love you …"

"And then, and then I'm sorry? Forget it, I don't want to hear it. Don't look for me anymore, you won't be able to find me. " Saying that, I hung up and turned off my cell phone.

"Will you sleep here tonight? "With the heating now, the heating is quite good. It shouldn't be cold at night." Even without Le Tian's words, I could already feel it. Perhaps this was the only advantage of this house, but since Le Tian rented it and didn't live here, it was too wasteful. This would make my conscience uneasy.

"I'll temporarily sleep here for the night, but tomorrow I think I'll move back home. I'm a bit homesick." It's true, I suddenly miss my mother, but I'm afraid that after I go home, my mother will ask about me and Le Tian again, so, I still need Le Tian's help. I haven't decided how to tell my mother.

"Alright." Le Tian directly agreed.

Such a happy day, let me inexplicably heartache. Why did he drop everything and treat me so well? The more he was like this, the more I felt that his love was so heavy. How could he just treat me like this without thinking about anything else? Whatever it was, he would stick to me and go with me, and what I needed was not an obedient boyfriend. I needed him to have flesh and blood, to be happy and sad, to occasionally lose his temper with me, that was normal love.

Le Tian, why is it like this?

"Le Tian, after I return home, you can return this house. Now that the price of the house in Shanghai is getting higher and higher, if you want to stay in Dalian, you should save up for money to buy a house. Besides, the rent shouldn't be cheap, right? I feel particularly embarrassed about you acting like this. If it wasn't for me, you wouldn't have wasted this money. Of course, if you came here to obtain the Dalian because of me, I think you should return to Zhuhai. After all, that is your home. I know I can't give Le Tian any promises, so don't give him any hope, lest he waste his good years for my sake.

Le Tien was silent. His face had turned ugly, and suddenly, he lifted my face and kissed me heavily on the lips. I was struggling so hard, I didn't want my pure friendship with Le Tian to be disturbed by other emotions. To be honest, I didn't want to lose Le Tian as a good friend, so I didn't want to have anything to do with him.

However, this time, Le Tian didn't let me, or even completely ignored my feelings, but just kept kissing me, making me suffocate for a moment. At the last moment, I bit Le Tian's tongue forcefully. In an instant, the smell of blood assaulted my nose. Le Tian let go of me and sat by the side in silence.

After a long while, "Le Tian suddenly said, I have already bought a house, the first payment I made a few days ago was the new building in front of the coffee shop. No matter what I did, I wanted to stay in Dalian, so it is impossible for you to chase me away. Obviously, you can rest assured. As long as you are happy, I will not disturb you. And if you are not happy, then I will forever be your reliance. " Le Tianming said passionately, which almost made me fall in love with him.

Le Tian, is it worth it for you to do this?

"Le Tian, why did you do this? Why?!" Le Tian had once again caused me to cry, but I really didn't want to owe Le Tian so much, especially the feelings, especially the feelings without results.

Le Tian forced a smile, "If I knew the reason, then, perhaps, I am no longer me." Le Tian paused for a moment. "Or can you tell me why anyone can do it, just because I can't?" He looked at me very seriously.

Perhaps, this question had already existed in Le Tian's heart for a long time. I think that not only Le Tian, even my mother and Xie Xiaomeng had asked about the question of tiring to death before. Even Zijing felt that it would be the most perfect solution for the two of us to be together, "Because we can't be together." This is my answer after much deliberation.

Although this answer didn't mean anything was wrong, Le Tian seemed to have accepted it and didn't pursue the matter. He was just quietly cleaning the area by himself.

And I just sat on the couch and watched the happy days come and go, sweeping and wiping... If I was truly with Le Tian, then I would not be his happiness, but his burden.